aimlesssoulwanders

[aimlesssoulwanders]

A castle full of stars

A castle full of stars,

Deep in the ocean dark and vivid,

The luminous celestial

Shrouding, so bizzare

Oblivion inside and out

Cherished by darkness,

Wanting to outshine or

grasp the darkness

[aimlesssoulwanders]

Nothing seems wrong but nothing seems right.In the ocean 🌊 of emotions,hits a terrible Tsunami but still I feel the calmness,where I was expecting a whole disastrous distruction but what's this -why this serenity in the ocean but deep down I know it's not the serenity but merely a calmness for few seconds of the universe.why it hurts when you fail while pleasures while achieving.Today a day of one of those days where life seems so unexpecting and leaves you in a path where you no longer can find yourself still walking with yourself. Today I failed in something and that's something that I have never failed. You may know or may not know that how it feels to fall from the position where you once were but now back in the valley of desolution. What hurts the most is that the villian of the story of yours is you only it's you who pushed yourself in that valley knowing intentionally. This does feels like the end of the world to me but not getting why this ocean is so quiet maybe it is dying slowly from inside or just bearing everything by itself. Still I know it's not the end of the world whichever path I chooses I will make make it to the new place new path. I am gathering my courage to stand up again not to show it to the world but to myself that even though I was the villain of myself who threw to desolution but I can be the hero who can reach to the top of the valley too

[aimlesssoulwanders]

Out of good songs or say doesn't have good playlist, if anyone reading this then can you suggest me some songs with your version of story that why you like the particular song or the playlist, whats so special that makes the song special. I wander why do my brain never pulls out any song? In answer to this question my brain gives a reply that maybe I don't have anything special to associate with a song, but this can't be true because there are some certain things that sometimes I feel is special. This human brain complicated, hard to understand and for understanding it sometimes we need music as a therapy. I don't know what this world feels about it but if someone wants to tell they can.