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hi i wanna do this

most are off my main playlist here you go

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6riAL5LFGT42F1R12hvtRn?si=20XSBYNtQn-KXIl9IItGcw

1. pink in the night - mitski

2. the 27 club - jpegmafia (highly suggest! amazing song)

3. biking (solo) - frank ocean

4. diet mountain dew - lana del ray | a pearl - mitski

5. handsome devil - the smiths

6. kitchen - kid cudi

7. palace/curse - the internet (ft. tyler the creator, steve lacy)

8. super rich kids - frank ocean (kinda)

9. where this flower blooms - tyler the creator

10. crack baby - mitski

11. lost in the fire- the weeknd

12. bubblegum bitch - marina | tamale - tyler the creator (i guess idk i liked them when i was ten i count it)

13. disorder - joy division (1979, i count it)

14. moon river - frank ocean | julia - reeder

15. doin’ time - lana del ray (the og is better!!!)

16. clair de lune - claude debussy

17. 3005 - childish gambino

18. welcome to heartbreak - kanye west (feat. kid cudi)

19. chanel - frank ocean

20. brand new city - mitski

21. valentine, texas - mitski

22. firefly - childish gambino

23. me and your mama - childish gambino

24. lithium - nirvana

25. deef fried friendz - MF DOOM

26. lovers rock - tv girl

27. fourth of july - sufjan stevens

28. the night has opened my eyes - the smiths | useless - omar apollo

29. get lucky - daft punk, pharell

30. brand new city - mitski | freaks - surf curse | i hate it here - quinn | NOT ALLOWED - TV GIRL ESPECIALLY!!!

MUSIC ASKS these are actually pretty fucking hard but why not

Snagged from mylastvow

Now edited with bolded links to the answered ones:

1:A song you like with a color in the title

2:A song you like with a number in the title

3:A song that reminds you of summertime

4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

5:A song that needs to be played LOUD

6:A song that makes you want to dance

7:A song to drive to

8:A song about drugs or alcohol

9:A song that makes you happy

10:A song that makes you sad

11:A song that you never get tired of

12:A song from your preteen years

13:One of your favorite 80’s songs

14:A song that you would love played at your wedding

15:A song that is a cover by another artist

16:One of your favorite classical songs

17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

18:A song from the year that you were born

19:A song that makes you think about life

20:A song that has many meanings to you

21:A favorite song with a person’s name in the title

22:A song that moves you forward

23:A song that you think everybody should listen to

24:A song by a band you wish were still together

25:A song by an artist no longer living

26:A song that makes you want to fall in love

27:A song that breaks your heart

28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love

29:A song that you remember from your childhood

30: A song that reminds you of yourself

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i am out of hibernation. back on the grind. maybe.

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i want a rice cake

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thank you for that tag ily

libra gang biotch 💪🏻

tagging @stories-from-saint-petersburg and @alittlesimp

Hi humanz!! I wanna start a loop-

Reblog and post 2 anime characters who has the same zodiac as u^^

Imma Gemini :,)

Tagging : @little-bi-biscuit @chyanakahara @boombboi @itsthatbatch @miss-akutagawa @thechuuya @fake-x @maxbot-was-here @thehottestmess @expansive-sense and anyone who sees this his and wanna join^^

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what if i told you guys i just cried to just by radiohead ]HY IS A BURNING SHILL ON SMO

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Hello. I'm sorry for so many requests. I will be glad if you answer at least one of them. Can I ask for headcannons for Nikolai Gogol and his fem!s/o, which can turn into a bird thanks to the ability? I would like his s/o to be able to turn into a phoenix, but a real bird will also do. Please.

i love this request most out of the bunch you sent me so i’m doing this first hehehejsbw

also PLEASE do not apologize for the amount of requests i love requests so so much oh my god

wait side note PHOENIXES ARENT REAL????????

nikolai has always loved birds

beginning when he was a child, with the headcannon i have of his childhood i can see him sneaking off midday to play with birds, wether they’re in the woods or somewhere else

as he grew older however, he started to adore their symbolism as well

the fact that they could just be free and fly as they please really made him adore them more

under the assumption you’re in the doa with him, when he first recognizes your ability he’s amazed, star struck even

immediately asked you to activate your ability so he can see

wether you’re a hummingbird, or a dove, or even a phoenix, he’s absolutely amazed

if you two are already in a relationship i feel like if he would need comforting you would just activate your ability and just kinda… sit on him…. idk what do birds do i forget

he does wonder what else you may be able to do with your ability, like scout out things or deliver letters or something

again if your with the doa this man is well aware your ability is not fit for combat

at fucking all

so he tries to stay with you on most missions, unless it’s best for you to go alone

or if fyodor tells him to stay back

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OH MY GOD I FEEL LIKE I COULDVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER BUT IM ON THE VERGE OF SLEEP BUT I WANTED TO CRANK THIS OUT

anyways

again i really like this request and most of the other ones you sent me

that serves as a reminder my requests are always open for anyone and nearly anything

(bsd character tho obviously)

ok i’m tired goodnight

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mitski was so right when she said Oh, one, two

Honey, what'd you take?

I think my brain is rotting in places

I think my heart is ready to die

I think my body is falling in pieces

I think my blood is passing me by

Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?

Honey, look at me

Tell me, what you took? What'd you take?

Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?

Honey, look at me

Tell me, what you took? What'd you take?

I think my fate is losing its patience

I think the ground is pulling me down

I think my life is losing momentum

I think my ways are wearing me down

But if I gave up on being pretty

I wouldn't know how to be alive

I should move to a brand new city

And teach myself how to die

Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?

Honey, look at me

Tell me, what you took? What'd you take?

Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?

Honey, look at me

Tell me, what you took? What'd you take?

Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?

Honey, look at me

Tell me, what you took? What'd you take?

Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?

Honey, look at me

Tell me, what you took? What'd you take?

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i’m working on something and it’ll probably take me a while but ykkkkkkkkk

hey guys!

i just wanted to apologize for not posting lately, i’m aware that i just started this account and i’m not even commuting as much as i wanted, but, like i said in my siblings one i’m not in a very good mental state right now, and i’m just letting it all happen. it’s nothing as bad as death, it’s just something personal that i’ve had coming. with this being said, i’ve been out of ideas. please know that if you do request something i’ll try my best to get to it as soon as i can but i’m not able to come up with things right now lmao.

once again i apologize.

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hey guys!

i just wanted to apologize for not posting lately, i’m aware that i just started this account and i’m not even commuting as much as i wanted, but, like i said in my siblings one i’m not in a very good mental state right now, and i’m just letting it all happen. it’s nothing as bad as death, it’s just something personal that i’ve had coming. with this being said, i’ve been out of ideas. please know that if you do request something i’ll try my best to get to it as soon as i can but i’m not able to come up with things right now lmao.

once again i apologize.

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Just a quick message to tell you that I absolutely love your headcanons about the siblings!! Most of the time I don't like things like this but this was way too adorable

Keep it up!!

TAHNK YOU

that actually means a lot to me so thank you 😭

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working with bsd characters as their little sibling!

i just got this idea cause i thought it would be cute, and because i miss my older brother and my older sister isn’t home

includes: akutagawa + gin, dazai, and kunikida!

hope you enjoy :)

𝘙𝘺𝘶𝘶𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘦 + 𝘎𝘪𝘯 𝘈𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘸𝘢

growing up with these two as your siblings and main influences was truly something

of course, ryuunosuke was quite overprotective of you before you discovered your ability/was able to protect yourself in some way

they both cared for you more than one could imagine, and even now they are still protective of you in the mafia

wether your high ranked with ryuunosuke or mid ranked with gin 90% of the time one of them are by your side

with that being said half of the mafia fears you

you could be the nicest person ever and they would be terrified cause of your siblings

rightfully so but still

the three of you live together and are usually together

ryuunosuke gets unbelievably mad if you take his figs so sometimes you and gin hide them for laughs

on top of that you two hide them in the most odd places

like taped to the ceiling, in a cabinet no one uses, under his bed, even hidden behind stuff in the pantry

when he eventually finds it though he’s very confused

at this point he’s used to it though

even so since he’s the oldest he obviously has the most authority

so every saturday afternoon if you guys arent at work you and gin have to clean the house, and MAYBE ryuunosuke will help

maybe

𝘖𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘶 𝘋𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘪

kunikida is fully convinced you’re a spawn from hell. either that or you’re extremely polite it’s one of the two

listen, dazai as your influence? growing up?

assuming you’re shorter than him, he uses you as an arm rest

all. the. time.

you’re the only person at the agency however that truly knows that dazai is overall a good person and is smarter than he lets off

and you know that first hand, i mean he practically raised you in a way

he made sure that you wouldn’t turn out like him, and wether it was successful or not it was the thought that counts

assuming you were in the mafia with him, if at the time you were too young to do any work within it he would make oda take care of you

leading to you and oda becoming as close as him and dazai were

:(

anyways

i feel like you would be about as smart as dazai, probably a bit less but his influence made sure you would be similar to him in smarts

it’s also something partially in your genetics

with that being said during dead apple he make sure that your with him while he’s with fyodor and shibusawa to make sure you’re safe

especially if you have an ability

like he literally forced shibusawa to let you in there with him

he also makes you join in pranks on atsushi and kunikida

and if you don’t want to he uses the excuse that he’s older so you have to do what he says

𝘒𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘢 𝘋𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰

him being your influence made you turn out a very good person that wrecks havoc occasionally, as one does

he does hold you to a schedule of the sort, but it isn’t anything as intense as his

like it’s down to the nearest fifth minute, not seconds like him

he does this because he doesn’t wanna really stress you and he doesn’t know if it may take you longer or shorter than anticipated

assuming you have an ability and you’re in the agency, he tries to go on missions with you if you’re assigned solo

also if youre assigned only with dazai

it’s not like he doesn’t believe in your strength, he’s well aware of how powerful you are

but he’s worried for what may happen

another thing, if you have trouble with math he will help you

depending on his mood it can be a “crying over math with dad ‘helping you’ at the kitchen table” type situation

or in most cases he can be very helpful and you are able to get it down in 20 minutes, tops

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ok so i’m sorry for not posting this yesterday cause that’s when i originally started this, but my mental state is currently in the same status as the ant you killed on accident but i wanted to finish this so

there was also supposed to be oda here but i wanted to post this and be done

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Hello!

I really liked your first work, I can’t wait to read more of your writings! :)

Could I request headcannons (or anything you’d want) with Fyodor and a s/o that has a hard time understanding and accepting the outcome of his plans? Like they care about him, but they’re also extremely unsure about his goals and his vision of what the world should become.

It’s fine if you don’t like it! Have a lovely day!

oh my god YES i love this idea so much but i apologize if how i portrayed it is absolutely terrible and THANK YOU FOR THE FIRST PART

idk what to call the reader so fyodor x unsure!reader headcannons

gender neutral reader btw

when you first give any notion to being unsure about what his motives are he’s very confused

let’s not forget this man’s god complex

he literally believes he is god and how dare you doubt your god

and yeah, sure, he’s aware that is ideas of “a perfect world” aren’t the most morally correct things to ever exist

but even so it’s confuses him that he’s being questioned

“i was planning on having you be the god/goddess of my world, but a god/goddess must agree with the worlds terms.” is something you may hear in a conversation involving it

he is aware that despite the fact he’s trying to destroy yokohama a lot of your friends are there so he understands that portion (sorta)

when the two of you first met he could tell you weren’t a fan of violence, so when you started dating he tried to keep his role and job in general at the decay of angels a secret

but one time after a mission where he fucked up he came home all bloodied with some of his clothes tattered

he didn’t expect you to be up when he came in

so he had to tell you what he actually does for a living

it toke you a bit of time to process that your boyfriends kinda a psycho, but once you did a lot of things started to make sense to you and you got used to it

sure that didn’t mean you liked hearing in great detail about his day but whatever

if he needs your input on something he will ask you but kinda sugar coat it in a sense but he does a terrible job at it

“so, [name], do you think for our plan we should go with A or B? the only downside of A is possible casualties and killing almost everyone in the building but we might go with that.”

“…fyodor what. why are you asking me this.”

“because nikolai isn’t rational.”

“and what about sigma?”

“he isn’t coming with so he doesn’t get a say.”

at the end of the day he knows you love him and that he loves you for as long as you two may live

and overall his love or respect for you didn’t decrease when you said you didn’t understand his wants morally, nor would it ever

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i feel like this came out terribly and i’m sorry for that but i do really like that prompt and thank you for requesting!!!

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bungou stray dogs x sick!reader headcannons

includes: fyodor, nikolai, dazai, chuuya, atsushi, and kunikida x gn reader

this is my first work so please have mercy on me

𝘍𝘺𝘰𝘥𝘰𝘳 𝘋𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘦𝘷𝘴𝘬𝘺

i feel like he has a weak immune system, so he gets sick often yet is used to it so he doesn’t show any symptoms

with that being said, this including his smarts means that you will likely be better in 1-2 business days

he almost IMMEDIATELY notices you’re sick the minute you show anything close to a symptom

“symptom” could be something as small as being more tired to him, he’s just very observant

he rushes you to bed to make sure you’re laying down before it really hits you

cause when it does it’s HELL

he makes sure there’s water, medicine, and crackers on your bedside table at all times

he also leaves extra blankets on your bed if you get too cold

he’s obviously a busy man (yk taking over yokohama, as he should) so he can’t be by your side as much as he would prefer, but he checks on you every 30-90 minutes

he also makes sure that at the designated times you take your medicine

and if you don’t he shoves it down your throat!

also makes sure you’re drinking plenty water and eating

𝘕𝘪𝘬𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘪 𝘎𝘰𝘨𝘰𝘭

surprisingly very observant?? and calm?? like sir what

“oh you aren’t feeling good are you. huh? yeah i was able to tell this morning”

he tries to stay as not-like-himself as possible to hopefully not give you a headache because he knows how much those suck

but the minute your in bed and he’s out your room on a mission to get you medicine and stuff he’s freaking the actual fuck out

if you guys don’t have anything in your medicine cabinet he just goes to the nearest drug store and steals some, not without leaving you with no water of course

if you’re not done with the water by the time he’s back he’s making you down it with the medicine by the way

for an insane clown he’s very keen on water

tries to be by your side as much as he can, if he can’t, he tries to check up on you as much as possible

same case if you wanna be left alone for a bit or you wanna sleep

even with your illness he still tries to kiss you a ton, you have to stop him cause you don’t want him getting ill

does it anyways

in the case you are asleep or something, he goes and does something on his own, like watching tv for example

maybe even going out to cause mayhem depends on his mood

whenever he gets back from… that, he checks to see if you need anything that he could help you with

if there is, he gets it done immediately

like record time type shit

𝘖𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘶 𝘋𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘪

uses this as an excuse to stay home from work

taunts you a liiittle bit for getting sick, but it’s really just him fucking with you

of course, he hates seeing you like this and tries to help with you with anything and everything

he makes sure that you don’t feel uncomfortable in the slightest, and if you do he does anything he can to fix it

making sure you have enough blankets, food, water, whatever your heart may desire he gets it for you

while he isn’t an amazing cook in the slightest, he tries to make you your favorite canned soup

most likely by default if they didn’t have the one you like he’s getting you chicken noodle with the little noodle shapes

like disney princesses or stars just cause

he can and will feed it to you wether you can eat on your own or not

“open your mouth or [name] i swear you’re gonna get hot broth all over your shirt.”

also might try to add medicine to your soup

why not, it’s a fun lil touch to the princess noodle soup and you have to take it anyways so

𝘕𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢

he absolutely hates anything involving illness

wether it be him being sick, hearing about sickness, seeing someone sick, etc it makes him grossed out for some reason

so when he finds out you aren’t feeling good he has a decision to make

help you, his beloved s/o, or leave you to help yourself

he obviously helps you. yes he may kill several people per month but he isn’t a monster

he isn’t in the room with you a ton though, as expected but he does make sure you aren’t dying and you’re taking your medicine and stuff

and don’t get me wrong: he cares about and loves you more than you could imagine, but he physically cannot handle sickness

he does make you tea though, especially if you have a sore throat

if you fall asleep expect to wake up to water and or tea, some fruit, medicine and a little paper crane on your bedside

he didn’t know if the crane would cheer you up

he also didn’t know what else to give you based on the limited amount of experience he has

sure, while he was in the sheep if a member was ill he would try to help

the sheep is also where is disgust with sickness started

if you’re someone who gets sick often though he will try his best to get over his issue with sickness as best as he can

he will still try to make sure he doesn’t catch whatever the hell you have though

𝘈𝘵𝘴𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘪 𝘕𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘫𝘪𝘮𝘢

growing up he had a really weak immune system, with time however it strengthened

so with that being said, while in the orphanage he would get sick often and had to treat himself

therefore he knows more about how to treat sicknesses than one could imagine

he would make you tea on rice (and a bowl for him as well) to help your throat if it was dry/sore, giving you water with it

he makes sure you drink a ton of water too

you also will have medicine shoved down your throat

on the topic of medicine, he doesn’t know exactly what to get you

in the orphanage he wasn’t able to have medicine so he resorted to a ton of water and hot foods he could keep down

so now he doesn’t know what medicine to have

he feels extremely bad for it but he calls kunikida (and if he doesn’t wanna disturb him he calls yosano) for help since they’re good with this kinda stuff

with their info he goes to a nearby drugstore to get tylenol and whatever else they tell him

when he gets back though is when it’s shoved down your throat

is by your side 24/7 making sure you’re ok

if you want to rest he will go do something else quietly, making sure not to disrupt you in the slightest

𝘒𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘢 𝘋𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰

kinda inconvenienced by it because of the fact it changes his entire schedule

so as soon as he finds out, he lets out the deepest sigh and rips out the paper in his notebook to redo his schedule

“i don’t feel that go-“ RIIIIIP

he obviously doesn’t wanna get sick as well, so he tries to distance himself a bit

he still will stay by you no matter what but he doesn’t hug/kiss you due to it

he does kiss you on your forehead if you get pouty about it though

unlike dazai he’s a great cook, so he makes you some of the best soup you’ve ever had so you can keep down good food

every few hours he makes sure you have your medicine, and if you’re asleep at the time he just waits a little bit

i feel like during his time as a teacher he had accumulated a ton of fluffy blankets so he gives you those

most of those are gifts from his former students

you will also get refilled on water every hour because he’s well…. him

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again this is my first time writing and posting it so please lmk if this is ok 😭 also PLEASE SEND IN REQUESTS!!!! whatever you want with whichever character works lol

also if you’re an active writer on here please give me tips i’m begging