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Hey hi.

Today is May 7, 2024. Quick update. We’re still together. It’s almost 2 years now. Well, this year was quite rough. Hoping we can survive this year stronger and be better individuals.

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Coming back here after hmmm.. more than a year.

Well, love’s not always rainbows and butterflies. What we thought when we were starting our rel. were pretty much fairytales. We’re still together, we still love each other everyday. That’s already enough for me.. for now.

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Here’s for Part 2.

The last photo is his letter for our 3rd monthsary. 💗

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Here’s also pictures of us together everytime we go out on dates that he printed and every picture has a letter! 🥺💗 My heart. Huhuhu.

Part 1.

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He never failed to make my heart flutter. He was the first guy (officially) who sent me love letters. He never ceased to amaze me with how consistent he is. I know there is no perfect relationship and no perfect man, but he is indeed the best partner in life for me. With him, I experienced so many firsts. I can feel exactly how his heart beats. I had no idea that he had such a sharp memory and could recall even the minute details of our days together.

Here’s a photo of the gifts he gave me for our 100 days as a couple. 💗

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9.11.22

Today is Sunday. I'm writing this blog about an event that took place on September 7, 2022, last Wednesday.

We had been together for 100 days. It was originally our plan to travel to Grotto Church in San Jose Del Monte, Bulacan, but I arrived at home from work at 9AM. I was so exhausted that I messaged him at around 10 o'clock, or maybe before, saying that I don’t think I would be able to make it to Grotto Church. He concurred, and the two of us went on a ramen date before heading to MPlace, where he had reserved a day for us there.

I'm glad he thought the food at Ramen Kuroda was good. He consumed the entire bowl of ramen and kept repeating, "Ang sarap nung ramen, babie." He’s soooo cute. Huhuhuhu. We went outdoors to get food on our own throughout our stay at MPlace. We strolled along Quezon Avenue. Surprisingly, while he was smoking when we were going to return to the location, we came acrossed a man selling flowers! At two in the morning? I was first disappointed that he hadn't given me flowers, but perhaps the universe sent that man for us to see so that he could give me one. Hahahahahaha. Since I was already exhausted, we decided to just order food from Grab since the McDonald's we were considering was closed. We bought our food together at Lawson, then started watching the Korean film "The Thieves," but we didn't finish it since he is sooo clingyyy. Hahahahaha. When we were getting ready to head home, we took pictures by the pool and even got into a fight (or maybe I was the only one upset), but I couldn't tell him why I was upset because the reason is just—I didn't want him to fall asleep. Hahahaha.

We were about to head home when he started acting like he is drunk while we were in the car. Hahaha. Perhaps he is too drowsy at that time. We had such a great time together that day and night. Every time I see him, I feel so warm and I am always excited to hug and kiss him. I am really excited to marry him. I love him so much.

Oh, we also gave each other our gifts. Hihi. The next blog would be more about the gifts he gave me. 🥰

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8. 11. 22

The past few days were really difficult for me. I was coping with my health issues, my traumas, and I was in such a depressed state.

I experienced many breakdowns. I've talked to him about a lot of things that I never thought I could share with anyone. It was the first time that someone could relate to my shortcomings and is willing to embrace my flaws. He assured me that he will always be by my side, no matter what happen. I can hear the sincerity in his voice. I never thought anyone could value me the way he did. I want to be with him in every season of our lives, to celebrate every celebration and holidays with him. I want to wake up next to him every morning. I know we’re just in the beginning and I am very much willing to wait since we’re destined to love each other for eternity.

Here’s a cute pic of us taken at Montalban last August 7, 2022 during Experiment Team’s get together.

Concept is 2010 emo couple. 😂

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2nd of August, 2022. 🦋

Hey, I'm writing again because this man is making my heart so happy and making me feel so much love.

A day later, we celebrated our second month anniversary. We visited the National Museum of Natural History. But first things first. I want to talk about how my love for him grows every day. There was an incident last week that caused a misunderstanding between us. I feel so foolish because I can't even recall why I texted that friend in that manner. Most likely because I used to talk to him like that and have completely forgotten that I shouldn't act in that way anymore. Lmao. I've been single for so long that I completely forgot the gf rules. I felt terrible for disappointing him with how I honestly conveyed what had happened. However, I am aware that my explanation came across as a bit direct and petty. But the reason I say it is because it's true. I don't mean to cheat on him or anything; I just can't recall anything anymore. I can beg this person to stay with me on my knees since I really adore him. I'm ready to risk everything. When compared to how much I adore this man, my ego and dominance are nothing. I want to be with him all the time. Even at work, around my mom and everyone else, I just can't stop talking and thinking about him. He’s every word that escapes my mouth every single minute.

The 31st of July made me incredibly happy since I got to see him more and spend lots of time with him. As always, he was sweet, caring, and gentleman. His awkward tito jokes, Lmao. He gave me a jar filled with mini messages and a tumbler with a message written on it. He's sooo thoughtful, and I'm not sure where I would be right now if I hadn't had the chance to meet him in April. I’m probably still lost, no direction and no plans with marriage.

At this point in my life, if he asked me to get married (actually, he already did a number of times, but I'm talking about a proposal), I wouldn't be able to say no since he is everything I need and want to spend the rest of my life with.

I wish to stay this happy with him everyday. Thank you, Lord for this gift. I would really cherish him. ❤️

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I love you, @ulapaap . 🥰🥰

I love you everyday. I love you so much.

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I don’t even know where and how to start.

Before I met him, everyone teased me about how I couldn't get married or have a boyfriend because of the ff reasons: my personality, my unrealistic dating standards and I'm a workaholic f**k. I've been wondering how people find someone they can consider as a potential life companion. Someone with whom they are content to share their lives. Probably because I've never known what true love is. He entered my life unexpectedly. We've been wondering how we didn't know each other despite having the same circle of friends since 2008. Were we previously invisible to each other? We were brought together by fate. I never expected to be this happy. I really hope he's the one for me; I feel safe, loved, and respected. He met my unrealistic dating expectations, which I had no idea someone could meet for me. He was one of a kind.

The way he speaks, the way he laughs, the way he walks, I love everything about him. I love you so much, Alexander.