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Where is it Taking You?

Do you ever wonder about where you might be in 5, 10, or 15 years from now in regard to your girliness?  I do.  I don’t think that I will ever purge it all.  I do think that as I grow older than I already am (I’m 46), it might become more natural, but with less outward expression.  In other words, I’m just not confident that the cross-dressing part of it will hang on into my retirement years.  Maybe it will.  Yet, I do think that my increasing femininity in thought, gestures, speech, disposition, etc. will continue to grow.  I guess the latter is probably the more real aspect.  Clothing is what it is.  It’s clothing.

In relation to the caption, I suspect that it’s too cryptic to make much sense.  That’s okay.  They don’t always have to be so specific.  Sometimes, a good caption needs to let the viewers use their imagination.  But what does it mean to me?  I imagine a boy who is curious about this nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach.  He’s a man who can’t seem to explain why he’s so attracted to how girls act, talk, move, dress, etc.  It’s different than an attraction to females.  He’s so intimately attracted to their “ways” that he’s jealous.  He wants that in his life, in his body, in his days…in his ways.  He’s questioning if he should have been born “as a girl”, if he has some fetish, if he’s submissive, if he’s interested in a cross-dressing hobby, or maybe that he sees himself as someone who can be both a boy and be feminine.  He’s struggling to identify his heart and thoughts.  They’re there.  He’s not forcing them.  And they’re growing and beginning to consume him.  He’s wondering if this gut-feeling has something to do with his sexual desires.  Is he gay? Is he bi? Is he something else or does it really matter?  He feels alone because he’s not sure if he can talk to anybody, even a counselor.  So, he spends a great deal of time reading, fantasizing, meditating about it.  He even debates himself, feels guilt, feels embarrassment, and maybe hates himself.  But then he sees the joy of it, the acceptance of being girly, the tenderness and peace that envelopes him as he begins to lean more into what he is discovering as his most natural way of being.  Maybe I see myself.  Maybe I’m thinking of you.  Whoever may be on my mind in my heart, I say to you, “Don’t worry boy, you’ll get there.”

Love ya all!  You are so very special to me and I can’t say enough of how proud I am to have you as my girly followers.  You’re the best.

CandieHart 

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It Never Ends

I’d love to hear from you.  What are ways that help you to be girlier?  I’m always looking for something or for some thought to give me an extra push.  I know that clothes are very special and hold great value, but I’m looking for something beyond what I wear.  Let’s face it, clothes are expensive.  Even then, the clothing may help me feel girlier, but it doesn’t necessarily help with the day to day mindset.  So, give me your thoughts.  Let’s share together.

Much love to you all!

CandieHart

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