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There is a point in this scene, when Gus stops smiling, where he realizes that he hasn't thought about Max at all.

All his life has been dedicated to get his revenge on Hector and the cartel and to mourn Max. Gus is implied to go often to the memorial and we see how he looks at it. He keeps a picture of him and Max in his house, he almost poison himself to death to avenge Max.

But in that moment, with David, he just forgot. This connects with Stacey's speech about Matty: "when I was making french toast why didn't I remember it's his favorite? I think about Matty every single time I make breakfast but not today. And they weren't just minutes, they were hours. If I can go hours, then why not a whole day? A whole week? And what if I loose the sound of his voice? What if I forget him completely?"

So in my interpretation it's not really that Gus thinks about his job and connections and locks in, but it's more that he feels disgusting for moving on just like that. He thinks he can never love again (I mean with all his hate and anger he definitely can't) and so he deprives himself of love all together.

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Idk it just felt like such a leap from a show grounded in reality, especially how they conclude that storyline with Jimmy making that scene with Kevin and then getting married to Kim like 2 seconds later. It felt like a lot of build up that took hardly anywhere

I love BCS but I have to move a critique to it.

The old man who goes against Mesa Verde plotline is mid and dumb. They could have used a lot of things to get to a conflict between Kim and Jimmy and then a marriage. But all that LONG story arc is just mid imo

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I love BCS but I have to move a critique to it.

The old man who goes against Mesa Verde plotline is mid and dumb. They could have used a lot of things to get to a conflict between Kim and Jimmy and then a marriage. But all that LONG story arc is just mid imo

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HELP A BAT GOT INTO MY ROOM

Got it out but it was so disoriented poor baby

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giancarlo esposito & mylène farmer photographed by abel ferrara, 1996

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this is by far the craziest thing he’s ever said about it

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Bro wants that cookie so effing bad

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"U ok?"

"The only person I've ever cared about was murdered and bled out in front of me and now I feel like I've lead him to his death and my only reason of life is trying to get the mild satisfaction of causing pain to the man who killed my partner because otherwise nothing feels good anymore and I'm deep in the violent cycle I started. Oh! I'm also lost in my obsessive thoughts and crushed by the weight of holding up different façades and I don't know who I am anymore and I don't think I can ever love again but can I suggest you our signature spice curls???"

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Also fumbles as a translation of "uña y mugre" tbh

Baby girl I'm so sorry for what they did to you

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You know I absolutely hate "x reader"s...

BECAUSE WHO TF AM I? WHY ARE THEY ATTRACTED TO ME? I DON'T FIT IN THE CANON AND NOW I NEED TO CONSTRUCT AN OC THAT MAKES IT MAKE SENSE

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Happy pride month to all BrBa, BCS fans and all the others ofc

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I was on Instagram and I ran into one of those posts "what if x was a faceless character" and (still not having got over my bcs/brbs phase) I though what if Lalo was a faceless character? Like it would make so much sense thematically "Who are you? - Me? Nobody" or "Who's Lalo?"

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"Who wants testosterone?"

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happy pride month guys *cough* sorry i mean happy gus month