amaranthinerose42

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Hey so,

I have an Instagram where I do tarot. 

https://www.instagram.com/amarinthinerose/

Amaranthinerose was taken unfortunately.

My pic is the one with the big eye on it. Come check it out, see if you’re meant to connect with my readings. 

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Intuition is real. Vibes are real. Energy doesn’t lie. Tune in.

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Me reading your tarot cards: "Okay, I have drawn the Empress, the Queen of Discs, the, uh.... jack of diamonds, blue eyes white dragon, a couple of Swamp lands, and Pikachu."

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Sure, relationships typically start with a honeymoon phase that then grows into something deeper but a bit more mellow if things work out, but it’s depressing as fuck that this has turned into a really, really common script for straight relationships that says it’s totally normal and inevitable for dudes to just become more and more emotionally checked out of the relationship, and leave it to their girlfriend/wife to perform if she wants to get even a crumb of affection from him. I’m so fucking tired of seeing women constantly being taught that decades of emotional neglect is just our lot in life.

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After work drinks and meat pie 

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Oh gosh darn it.

One of the problems with being a story writer and a person still working on controlling their energies (being a sloppy thinker), tarot readings are more confusing. I emotionally get into my characters. My tarot readings pick up on that and now confuse my own energies with my characters. At least, I think that's what's happening. This happen to anyone else?

It was so confusing until I realized this would be a perfect reading for my main character hahaaaa, ugh.

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train your mind to think positively. positive thoughts manifest positive outcomes. if not a positive outcome, then a positive perspective. “what if I fail?” becomes “what if I succeed?” “what if this goes wrong?” becomes “what if this goes right?” “what if I mess up?” becomes “it’s okay if I do.” it will change your life.

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Oh man this is it. I’ve felt all my life that this is what the future looked like. What so many people said was impossible, this just seems so simple and obvious.

Those of you who’ve been told you’re out on this earth to invoke big positive change in the world, something is telling me that this is it. This is the goal.

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Decided to pull a card for the world today. Pulled from my Affirmations! Tarot created by Suzi Barrett.

The six of pentacles erbody! And from my collection I grabbed my scraggly looking Chrysocolla.

Chrysocolla stands for peace, hope, relief, like a “hey it’s going to be ok” vibe. And originally the 6 of pentacles means being in a place of abundance where you can share what you can.

So together I take that as share a compassionate energy toward the people around you if you feel abundant of it. If you see someone stressed, as there is always reason to be, take a moment to remind them that hey it’s going to be alright. It’s meant to be alright. We are in this life, this specific personality/entity/identity, to experience everything it is to be human from this perspective. You’re where you’re meant to be and you’re doing great. 👍

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Man the moon is just screaming this time around. By nine I was feeling tired and not great so I decided to lie down maybe just fall asleep. But an hour or so later I wake up due to the people I'm living with. They never really learned how to whisper. Or to use their phone as light when sharing a room with someone who is likely asleep. I'm not salty, you are.

Anyway, as I lay there trying to ignore their conversations about how they're stressing about money. buying things, and loans and Literally it's the only thing my family talks about. For lack of a personality they make up for it in financial stress. (And here we see me being once again too salty because I have a lack of money and am letting that get to me when really I need to focus on loving myself and not letting others effect me. Ironically their fears in lack are what I need to not follow in the footsteps of. Their fear manifests in their own stress and trickles down to me and their fear of me not making enough money and so I start feeling bad about myself. It's all really a merry go round of not believing everything will be ok. But I know it will. Because forces beyond what we fully realize yet)

Speaking of, The moon. Boy. I was laying in bed and I could hear the crickets outside. I could hear the neighborhood dogs. I could hear my own cats scuttling around in the house. I could just feel outside calling. So I get out of bed and pass the restroom to see my reflection. My cat walks up and meows at me as a greeting. She hears it to. Just know it man. As i walk out toward the living room, and past the front door, she scampers ahead. As I knew she would, she goes to the front door and meows at it. Usually she goes toward the back door to go outside. But when I open the front door, because I too just wanted to go outside, sure enough theres the big bright moon in full force. Wouldn't get this view in the backyard.

My other cat is close behind and joins us. I musta looked like a crazy cat witch lady jsut walking out on the porch at night, messy hair from taking a late nap, cats all running around my legs, just staring at the moon. It was really cool actually.

You know how when you just wake up and your eyes are kinda misty, and fuzzy? Well staring at the moon with that sleepy liquid stuff in my eye, the light around the moon danced and moved. It was pretty magical.

Tonight felt really magical. The moon felt so powerful. I decided to leave some of my stones outside to charge some of that energy.

My family of course were just freaking out because the front door was open and explaining to me like I hadn't been living here that we let the cats outside in the backyard. Not the front yard. I said nothing of the clear magic they weren't acknowledging. I just cant believe they cant feel this.

Going through another kick of an awakening. Feeling that strange unsureness about a lot of things on how I feel and such. But the things I am sure of is that my manifestation power is growing.

Oh, Fun fact I just found out, this full buck moon is in Capricorn. Maybe thats why I feel it so strongly.

Anyway, hope you all are having just as magical full moons.

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By accio_library

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∆Energy Breathing Meditation∆

This meditation is meant to help beginners who struggle to focus during meditation, assist those who wish to learn how to manipulate energy as well retrain those who may just need a refresher.

Start by getting into a comfortable position either sitting up with your back straight or lying down, whichever is easiest for you. Calm yourself, relax and softly slip into a meditative state, train your focus to your physical body, become aware of how relaxed and almost numb you become, then lift your focus right above your skin, feel and visualize your personal energetic field above you and all around you. Take in it's shape, color, texture and the way it moves around and within you. Is it right above your skin? Or is there space between your physical self and your energy? How much?

Take a moment to answer all these questions and take note of them, becoming intune with your personal energy is of high importance for this exercise.

Once you are comfortable and aware of your energetic field, begin to become fully aware of your breathing, breathe softly but deeply, note it's rhythm, the rise and fall of your chest, and link your energy to your breath. As you breathe in, visualize, feel and allow your energy to expand and swirl larger around you, and as you breathe out, shrink your energy back to you. Keep this up for as long as you can hold, or until it feels like second nature.

This may take a few tries if you're new to energy work or tend to have very unruly energy. And this is okay. Good luck, and stay safe!!! Many blessings to you!!🍄

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somebody read my palm

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Me and the universe used to not see eye to eye in the past.

But now it’s just being kinda freakin adorable.

Driving home from the ferry, I was just listening to music and keeping my eyes and mind open to signs deeper than the ones on the road. Just had a little feeling something was trying to connect or converse with me. Send me something. Once off the freeway, and back in my town, the sun is nearly setting peaking over the mountains.

The song Blinded by the light by weekend started playing as I turned a road so that I was facing directly toward the sun. Of course when it got to the chorus of “I’m blinded by the light” the sun is just blazing into my eyes. Kinda felt like it was a twin flame higher self trynna send a little message.

Now Loving is Easy by Rex Orange County came on. Man, easy going love signs. Love that.