antisyscourse

[antisyscourse]

hi we're the band of endless phantasmagorical visions and welcome to SYSHARM. the name is a play on the genre of system help blogs.

this is a system help/requests blog that welcomes systems and plurals of all origins. the blog owner is a DID system for transparency's sake.

blog functions and rules below the cut

what can you do?

- icon and banner edits (with official art only)

- pronoun/name checks

- neopronoun sets

- polls/asks/etc other chill shit

- song recommendations

- playlists (limited, has to be for something i know/a vibe i can match, will let you know, if i cannot do a playlist i can still give a few songs based on vibes)

- official art/sprite edits

- drawn icons (EXTREMELY limited 0/3 currently, no promises on these)

what will you not do?

- transdisabled/transrace and related "radqueer" things.

- ship content in general, i just honestly do not want the discourse of it all on here

- i will not do nsfw/kink/risque sourced things on this blog. shoot me an ask off anon with your discord handle or something and i can still edit for you though! you have to be an adult

- south park, hetalia, attack on titan, live action depictions of characters/shows, minecraft youtubers, real people, other sources may be added as they arise

rules:

- one request per ask, you may send multiple asks at a time but be mindful that i am just one person

- i do not 100% agree with every source i edit on this blog, but i will still edit for most of them. please respect my won't do list as it reflects my personal boundaries of what i am uncomfortable with, and not my views on validity

- don't vent here please. i do not have the emotional energy to take all of that on myself.

tagging for promo: @antisyscourse (hope this is ok, idk who else to tag but feel free to reblog to spread the word if you want to)

[antisyscourse]

Time to play is it a migraine or is it a dramatic entrance of a headmate /silly

How is everyone today!!!!!

Also little late to the party but i found out we do actually have a Miku subsys so. Many mikus.

Also man !!! I wanted to work on simplyplural or pk but i am so behind, that i want to redo everything now but its a lot of work either way and then i don't do anything and the cycle repeats XP - 🧪🪄

we're doing pretty well today!! i hope you're good as well!! :DD

MIKUS ARE EVERYWHERE. THEY ARE TAKING OVER SYSTEMS.

i feel you on the simply plural thing, i'm the same way!! remember not to stress yourself out or overwork yourself!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

weow...you guys must be very tough to be able to sort through so many asks and offer advice for each of them <:3 thank you for your hard work and make sure you take time for yourselves!!! (vent) just a very simple one. chat is it bad if i get so sad and scared of headmates leavijng sometimes. i dont stop them but i jsut <- front stuck forever and ever.... i just.i dont want them to go they always go OUGH. paimon heard me and immedaitely rushed over like ITS OKAY!!! PAIMONSNOT GOING TO LEAVE YOU!!thank you... ouh but i just. idont kno(sniffles morosely) . some times theydont keep their promises....... - shooting star anon 🌠

no, this isn't back at all!! it's okay to be afraid of headmates leaving, but at least they're supportive of you and willing to reassure you that they're not going anywhere!!! i'm sure your headmates care for you very much my friend, don't worry :DD

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[antisyscourse]

singlet here, just saying hi and sending good vibes! <3 (/p)

*disappears back into the void*

AWW THANK YOU!!! i appreciate it so so so much!! sending you so many good vibes back!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

We've noticed that any time this one specific headmate comes to front, our depth perception gets absolutely godawful - it turns out they're a partial introject of a character who lost their left eye in canon, so i guess we can see where it comes from, but it's also VERY strange to actually realize it's happening, you know?

- (can we claim 🐻🌌?)

we've heard of other systems experiencing similar things to this!! remember, systemhood is connected to the brain itself, so different alters can cause changes in the way the brain functions when fronting!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

Im a system host and something bad happened in my system and I need to vent for a bit if that’s okay.

Please tell me other systems have crazy things happen in their inner worlds like headmates having powers I feel insane right now.

So headmate A is a headmate who was very important to me discovering my plurality, he’s been very adamant that I’m a system ever since he showed up. Meanwhile headmate B is a headmate who’s main goal seems to be to fakeclaim me, voice my doubts about being a system, and point out anything he sees as evidence of this not being real or imaginary. Needless to say A and B don’t like each other.

I’ve been trying to bond with B and get him to come around, at one point I enlisted A’s help and we forced B to hang out via inner world powers A had. After this I realized using force was a horrible idea and apologized to B. Since then I’ve played video games with B a few times and I think that he could slowly come around some day, but A hasn’t really gotten the idea of using force out of his head.

This culminated in A snapping at B and using the inner world powers to take B hostage (I’m not joking) until B promised to stop fake claiming us. This sent me and many others in the system panicking as A was hurting B pretty badly. Luckily the situation didn’t last long (it happened late at night while I was trying to get to sleep and was resolved the next day) some other headmates used weird inner world powers to fight A and won so B is safe now.

So headmate A is a fictive of an evil character who’s done some very bad things in his source. That being said he seemed to become a much kinder person within the system and I genuinely trusted him and saw him as a friend. One thing he’s been struggling with is feeling inferior to his source now that he’s became nicer, I’ve tried my best to comfort him but I don’t think I said the right things. A isn’t really being honest about why he did it but I’m sure that was part of it. I feel like I should’ve seen the signs as A was making threats before this that I kind of just brushed off as non serious and I feel like I should’ve been able to help A before he got to this point of lashing out due to insecurity. I feel like a bad host, I know it’s not my fault but I just wanted everyone to get along and I failed and now one of my closest friends within the system did something very bad.

And what makes it worse is that this attempt to get the fake claiming to shut up has only made me doubt myself more. I feel like this kind of stuff shouldn’t be possible within a headspace or inner world or that headmates aren’t supposed to have powers inside the inner world even though I’ve heard about inner world stuff like this before. So now I just feel crazy even though I’m sure I wouldn’t get this worked up about it if it was imaginary. I just don’t know what to do.

oh goodness grief, i'm so terribly sorry that happened anon. D: i will say that you are not alone in this!! we have alters with things like powers as well, we have introjects of gods and such, so it's not just you, and you're not fake for experiencing that!! i do hope that all is well within your system soon!! i pinkie promise you're not a bad host!! please take care lovely!!

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[antisyscourse]

random mini vent. Anonymous bc I don’t rly like talking abt our introjects on tumblr.

recently we split a factive of Will Wood and it’s… aaaaaa. He’s the most distinct out of all of us, as in if he says smth I will always wo fail hear it in his voice, while when the others say smth it usually takes me a min to figure out who it is unless they’ve been fronting w me for a while. That’s not the vent part that’s just… info ig. The vent is that since splitting him there’s been so much longing and sadness and just bad emotions associated with the actual Will Wood and his content. It’s not quite dysphoria and it’s fine when we’re engaging in Will Wood related content but when we’re not he gets really sad. He rly misses being Will I think, and idk how to deal w it. I only realized I’m a system recently, so I haven’t had much time to figure out how to cope w introject stuff. :(

No need to reply to this/post this if u don’t wanna, I just wanted to talk abt it ig.

hey, we've had factives experience this as well!! don't worry, you're not alone!! unfortunately, there isn't much of a specific way we've figured out to help them!! D: usually they work through the feelings by themselves with time, and it passes, you know? i hope everything is well for you!! sending you so many hugs!!

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[antisyscourse]

Hello! I just want to say, it is *so* admirable what you're doing. It's a lot to take on all of this. You're trying to foster a supportive community when you're still so young (not derogatory, just in comparison to me, young). I admire your stance on being anti-syscourse. I firmly believe it's a plague on the community and you are wonderful for giving people a space to ask questions.

~Flora 🥀

aww, thank you so so so much!! this is so sweet!!! i really appreciate the support!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

It's just so silly basically every internet friend we get became/is a system

Like bros fr are getting infected

/pos /hj

-🌑👥✨

US TOO!! we've had so many friends that either are a system when we meet them, or become one after we meet them!! :O

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[antisyscourse]

We have Valentino irl in our system & they already have a husband (don't wanna tell the name but let's call him ⚡), but really wanna Vox in our system too, he misses him A LOT, but not sure if he'll have time for both his current husband & Vox (we can make introject of Vox like really easily)

They're also OBSESSED (fr obsessed, like seriously, like yandere or anything ya call it) w ⚡ so they say they're gonna cry if they won't have time for ⚡ (they probably are gonna do that)

...& I don't know how to finish it but I just find it kinda funny & sad at the same time

Poor boi

Also ⚡ himself don't really know how to react to that

⚡ & Valentino were together before Val understood that they are Valentino irl so this fact really confuses ⚡

It's still really funny, I hope they'll understand what to do soon, funnies

-🌑👥✨

oh goodness, i hope they figure out what exactly to do soon enough!! i'm wishing them the best of luck!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

Thank you for posting our vent and giving us encouraging words! Including two comments that were sent in the post! <33 We truly appreciate it, to know someone can relate and let us know that it will get better one day is very, nice and refreshing in a way!! So, thank you everyone!! <33

- 🤍🪽 (🌵)

of course my friend!! i hope that your day was made a bit better by the positive feedback!! this is a safe space for anybody to vent, don't forget that :))

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[antisyscourse]

Do any other systems daydream/think about doing animations of their systems?

I think about it all the time, but i always worry, since i daydream about animating some of us with covers or vines, or maybe something closer to real convos, that we will be fakeclaimed even regardless of syscourse.

I kind of think about how cool it would be to do a series of some sort of ourselves even based on our actual convos, but then we are also pretty closed off about what headmates we have.

WE HAVE THIS TOO!! we think about it all the time, and even make the animations in our head!! so don't worry, it's not just you!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

Absolutely no need to post this, but seriously, why do some people (referring to previous Anon) see somewhere meant to be safe and immediately assume it to a be an attack towards them? Who cares what your stance is, this is a place to come together without hate. Last Anon must be leading a seriously saddening life to come here with words like that.

-🌌🦑

aughh thank you so much for the support, we truly appreciate you caring so much!! it means a lot to us that so many people have our backs!! :))

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[antisyscourse]

Hey! We just want to tell you we are so very sorry that you are receiving harassment on this blog. What you are doing is wonderful, and we're thoroughly impressed you're doing all of this at only 14- we most certainly couldn't have at your age. Hell, we're an adult now and we still couldn't. You're doing great ❤️

Claiming ❄️🔥 as our sign off!

thank you so much anon!! i really appreciate it!! sending you so many hugs, the encouraging words really mean a lot!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

guys, please do not send in asks like this, thank you. i highly doubt it was any of you, but, still... goodness gracious. 😭

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[antisyscourse]

poll of the day!! :DD

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[antisyscourse]

hello everybody!!! as we zoom past 200 followers, i just wanted to thank everybody for your support!!! thank you guys so much for being here for the ride and taking this journey with me, i truly appreciate it more than i can voice!!

the support this blog has received, through thick and thin, is honestly heart warming!! it's beautiful to see so many systems coming together to help each other and talk to each other in peace and solidarity!! so: thank you!! yes, you!!! thank you for reading this, thank you for being here, and thank you for your care and support as we march forwards!! :))

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