arieltheswimmer

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I would love to dp you with a dildo

almost a year later haha who's this?

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Something I've always thought about getting DPed oof

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All anyone wants from me is sex... guess my body is the only thing worth something

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My favorite thing is you just getting home after a week of being gone then getting slapped but oh no it was a light slap my face definitely doesnt sting 😔

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Fuck you, fuck you for breaking my heart and acting like it was nothing

Steven

I remember that cold fall night,

I was falling and you saw me.

I said I could never be loved,

you told me no its not true.

I was in love with false hope,

when my world came crashing down,

you helped me up;

kissed my cold cheek with your warm lips,

looked into my eyes,

told me you’ll keep me safe.

You promised the world,

said you’ll never hurt me or leave me,

you gave me happiness in so little time.

I remember the exact moment you changed,

your expression,

your words,

your kisses,

I remember crying the next day,

my body laying on the ground,

the blood on my wrists,

the tears in my eyes,

I remember your brown eyes,

your sweet lips and safe hugs.

one year later and I still cant get over you.

Maybe your the reason i’m fucked up.

I don’t hate you,

I LOVE YOU!

~ Things I miss and remember about you.

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I guess you could say I have a plan, I have a way and a time frame... no one will need to worry about me anymore what a waste of time and space I am

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“Don’t marry a man unless you would be proud to have a son exactly like him.”

— (via firstglancefeelings)

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I’ll remember you everyday and everywhere because you’ve occupied everything in my life.

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It’s all I’ll ever know... nothing will change I’ll just learn to live with it

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“Why didn’t you just leave?”

Because they didn’t know what abuse looked like.

Because they internalized a lot of messages about chewed gum and used tape.

Because they were financially dependent on their abuser.

Because their culture or religion forbids it.

Because they were scared it would escalate.

Because they kept hearing from others how great their abuser is.

Because they were told that relationships take work.

Because they really did love their abuser.

Because their parents’ relationship is just like that.

Because they think no one else could truly love them.

Because their abuser is really loving when not abusive.

Because they feel like they “owe” their abuser.

Because they wanted to make it work.

Because they don’t think someone like them can be abused.

Because all their relationships were like that.

Because they reached out and no one believed them.

Because they were worried it would ruin their life.

Because they wanted to protect their children.

Because they believed their abuser could change.

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