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astxrope · 11 hours ago

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I am not having a fun time right now so uh cw vent lol

Really there's no way to describe the fear that one day I just... Might not be able to walk, and run, or just go to the shops without assistance.

I haven't been having a good week and I was feeling better today, so I went out with my mum to Kmart... And I had to sit down in the shoe section because my legs hurt so bad it was hard to walk without pain.

I'm honestly fucking terrified that one day I just won't be able to do all this stuff. And I wouldn't know why.

"are my legs going to last" but I'm not looking at my younger self. I'm looking into that fog, not knowing what the answer is. And that terrifies me.

#tw vent #cw vent #are my legs gonna last

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astxrope · 2 days ago

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4 out of 5 days ain't bad let's gooooo /neg

#context I have been feeling shit all week #I got my period and for some reason I've just felt horrible #never happened before #but also I have been so extremely lonely recently #and while I might be an extreme introvert I also CRAVE being around people in comfortable with #essentially that is only my mother #I'm not that close with my dad at best were civil but I don't give him cuddles or anything #but I have hardly seen my mother at all lately #so I have had a breakdown 4/5 days WAHOO #I hate this

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astxrope · 9 days ago

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I lowkey love how they don't actually make Oltura out to be evil.

Because it is just an animal, doing what it's instincts say. Even if those instincts say to destroy everything in a desperate attempt to survive.

Oltura just wants to live, which is exactly why we can't let it live.

#monhun is so good at it too like #it understands something so many people don't understand about real life animals #that they are ANIMALS they don't have the capacity for evil #they're animals running off their instincts they're doing what they were essentially coded to do #while humans (and in mh wyverians) are sentient and have the capacity for evil #MH doesn't apply human/wyverian morals to monsters because they're MONSTERS #while irl people do it with animals (cough dolphins cough) ALL THE TIME #I love monhun can you tell #arguably same goes for like #Eternatus in Pokemon?#but anyways #monhun my beloved

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astxrope · 10 days ago

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Writing a fic that's going to be.... Mostly canon compliant, but also because one character is referred to as another's partner like once in book 2, and no one is reading this, I DECIDED FUCK IT THEYRE ***GAY***

#AIN'T NO ONE READING THIS #I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT #the pirates dragon pls have them be gay #I want them to be gay so bad it'd be so cute #dragon daughter #rise of the shadow dragons #the pirates dragon #Liz flanagan #legends of the sky #legends of the Sky Liz flanagan #childhood book series #this book altered my brain chemistry #so I'm making them gay

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astxrope · 15 days ago

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SURPRISE MOTHERFUCKER

Yeah ok

#monster hunter stories #lagiacrus jumps are

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astxrope · 15 days ago

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I'm officially all cried out yippee

#I am not having a fun time rn

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astxrope · 15 days ago

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Silly things with my friend Charlie and us playing peak

And also the absolute whiplash that was our stamina bars don't question how we made it to the alpine area idk either

#peak #peak video game #video games

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astxrope · 16 days ago

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Ok does anyone here wanna play any games on saturday aug 23rd aest (aug 22 for most of you)

Why that date specifically? It's my birthday, but I'm going to be home alone. Dads working my mum's at a market my sibling and friend are working and I'm currently crying because I don't want to be alone on my birthday.

So if anyobe here is down to play some games, be it PEAK, phasmo, monster hunter stories dens or idk, the fatalis lmao, monster hunter rise, monster hunter world (albeit I am a beginner for those two lol)

I just don't want to be alone really.

#peak #phasmo #phasmophobia #monster hunter stories #monster hunter stories 2 #monster hunter world #monster hunter rise #call for help #I need friends #i'm gonna cry #no joke I typed this while crying

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astxrope · 17 days ago

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Their dynamic would be so cuTE AAA especially post stories 1

My brain is braining atm

Would you fall in love with me again X Monster Hunter Stories 1

CHEVAL N THE PROTAG AND AUHFHDBDHGJD

H I M

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astxrope · 18 days ago

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I don't feel like typing all this out so I'm just gonna cross post this from tiktok.

Also anyone who sees this and is disabled would it be disingenuous to say I'm disabled. Being sore as hell even if I take my vitamins is commonplace and is so fucking exhausting. It might just be my ARFID but idk.

Then again ARFID is often comorbid with other disabilities and can cause some but WAHOO CANT GO TO THE DOCTORS WITHOUT CRHING YAAAY

Anyways bye

#probably disabled #arfid #trauma #rant

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astxrope · 19 days ago

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you are never convincing me that the rider(s) doesnt have a father-esque relationship with Reverto.

#monster hunter stories 2 #mhs2 #monster hunter #monhun #monster hunter stories #mhst #reverto mhst #reverto

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astxrope · 20 days ago

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Alright I need everyone who has the monster hunter stories remaster to open it, open the settings, change the voiceover language to "Voices from the Original Release"

That's the og language that was used in the 3ds release

Then go and watch the A Looming Nightmare Cutscene. Why? You'll see.

#and don't forget the nostalgia #atleast for me #cus I played it on the 3ds back in 2018 or 2019 #OUGJ #love the English Vas but the og “language” hits different #language in air quotes cus it's just garbled idk what lol

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astxrope · 20 days ago

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Alright I need everyone who has the monster hunter stories remaster to open it, open the settings, change the voiceover language to "Voices from the Original Release"

That's the og language that was used in the 3ds release

Then go and watch the A Looming Nightmare Cutscene. Why? You'll see.

#spoiler: it's chevals scream #it's absolutely GUTTURAL #I need more people to hear it because no offence but the English voice over does not do it justice #//#monster hunter #monhun #monster hunter stories #mhst

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astxrope · 23 days ago

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Name a worse combo than motion sick sibling and extreme emetophobe sibling.

#emetophobia #emetophobic

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astxrope · 25 days ago

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alr here's my concept for razewing ratha (the wings atleast cus drawing full body rathalos is HARD gimme time lols)