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This morning I was going through old sketch books looking for extra paper because I’m doing some new logo designs and I ran out of printer paper. I found so many of my old drawings from before I went to college (for art) including one that was me running down a higher-ed vs non higher-ed plotted graph away from college yelling “I WANT TO CREATE” while an angry diploma holding a college application is yelling “Come back and fulfill society’s expectations of you, then join the workforce as a mindless normie for the rest of your life!!!”.

Yeah younger me had a much better sense of humor than now. I also made the realization looking at all my old stuff that I don’t draw as much any more compared to then even after graduating with my art degree. I still hold such a strong love for abstract art which 90% of my old stuff is.

I’m in web and marketing now and it feels so much colder and templated, I’m currently suffering from pretty severe burnout. I think I’m going to start doing drawings again just for fun probably won’t share them anywhere but I miss those younger years before my sense of creativity was destroyed. Maybe younger me was right and higher ed did in fact kill my joy of art.

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Hair is completed, brain is happy, and I’m going to be very cold during work tomorrow. It’s been a productive day indeed

It has once again been proven to me that my brain has no survival instincts at all. I currently have the unbearable burning urge to cut my hair really really short again …… right before a massive snow storm is set to hit ….. thanks brain, now off to find my electric razor and scissors

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It has once again been proven to me that my brain has no survival instincts at all. I currently have the unbearable burning urge to cut my hair really really short again …… right before a massive snow storm is set to hit ….. thanks brain, now off to find my electric razor and scissors

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I think I’m ready to disappear out of existence (not in a “oh nooo it’s a cry for help” way), I might move to Minnesota in the spring once my rental agreement expires without telling anyone I normally interact with and just drop off the face of the earth. That sounds nice

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Eggs

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My roommate is struggling so hard with the fact I’d like to stay single for the foreseeable future. She encourages me to join dating apps and meet people but it’s not really my jam right now. I’ve been through the relationship thing and the engagement thing (my finance passed away several years ago) and honestly I’m content being by myself and not worrying about it. Beside it wouldn’t be fair to enter a relationship and not be 100%, it’s such a pain sometimes.

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I have just been informed that the “spider plant” I’ve been growing for the last years may in fact just be really tall normal grass ……. my disappointment is immeasurable….

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After loosing my fiancé back in 2018 I think I’m ready to re-enterthe dating space but I’m terrified …… I have no idea how to talk to other humans let alone any women I find attractive

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So after graduating 4 years ago with my Bachelors of Fine Art , I’ve decided I’m going to take time to study and take the LSAT for law school because I am so bored with life currently and it’s time for a change

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I always enjoy the confused look on my mother’s face when she comes to visit and sees that I have added another/multiple crow plushies to the crow collection on my bed.

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Here’s to 2023, a year of as many little courageous kindnesses as possible. ♥️

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Can confirm if you want the tea from me it’s best gotten 4 vodka cranberry drinks in and I will spill everything I know