#why am i like this

[otomiyaa]

Me thinking about tickling when I shouldn't think about tickling

Seeing the letters 'TK' whether it's short for someone's name, letters on a car license plate or somewhere else.

The words ticking, tricking, trickling, and any others looking like tickling.

Also the words: giggling, wiggling, squirming, scribbling, and probably a lot more than that.

Seeing M/F or F/M on a job vacancy.

When a person wiggles their fingers. Why do people do that if it's not in a tickle context.

Anytime the T-word is used, even when it doesn't really mean tickling in the context!

In movies/TV shows anytime a character is pinned down or tied up. Especially when their arms are above their head, like how can people not think of tickling in that scenario hahaha.

Seeing the name Lee, either as first or last name, which happens a lot actually.

The brand Lee on T-shirts etc. why do I see this so much (I own a shirt but I mean besides that).

When I see someone petting a cat or dog by scratching their tummy, or wiggling their fingers in a specific way when petting their head.

Feathers: seeing feathers, seeing the word, the pattern on clothing or a print, anything related to feathers = tickle thoughts.

Seeing two people playfully wrestling with each other. I can only translate it into a tickle fight in my head haha.

Massages, smh especially when it's a foot massage.

A person stretching their arms, either to stretch out or just grab something.

[luna-talks-stuff]

If you ever feel stupid just remember that I’ve been reading One Piece for nearly five years now and I just realized that the seven original warlords are named after animals

Mihawk

Doflamingo

I think Jimbei is Japanese for the shark species he was based on

Boa (I normally call her Hancock so I missed it)

Gecko (I normally call him Moria)

Crocodile

Kuma is Japanese for bear

Why am I like this

[the-disco-in-discord]

my girlfriend challenged me to draw marcille over that one guy so i did it in under an hour

[i-hate-it-here-somuch]

do you want me to split? because it sure fucking feels like it. god would it kill you to pretend you care? one message all day.. you sure have a lot of making up to do.

[h3llis4teenageg1rl]

i just want to be perfect

[hotgrrlbummer]

planned a hangout without 48 hours to mentally prepare incident 812 injured 36 dead

[uzguncilek]

Hi cutie

[aziraphales-flaming-cock]

I join the Discord server

I mute the Discord server

I'm never seen again in the Discord server

[wistfulenchantress]

completed.

EDIT: this has now, as of this edit, reached over 2,000 notes. And I have started doing the things. My life is still far from perfect, but I genuinely do scroll through all the replies and reblogs and watch people get other people to help and reassure me and check on me and it makes me feel so much more loved than i normally do. i'm even going to bed earlier because you said i should. i love all of you so much, and i owe you 2,053 times. all my love, witch.

ORIGINAL POST:

ok here goes. i haven't taken enough care of myself recently. so here we go

if this reaches 100 notes i will start doing yoga again, to help with my anxiety COMPLETE (how you guys are insane)

if this reaches 200 notes i'll start studying more and putting in more effort COMPLETE (o my gosh)

if it reaches 500 i will actually try my best to exercise for the right reasons, instead of random bursts of self-hatred/body hatred COMPLETE (i posted this yesterday evening)

if this reaches 700 notes i will try my absolute best to fix my sleep schedule COMPLETE (ok this is insane)

if this reaches 1000 notes i will be more honest with my therapist COMPLETE (dammit you guys ilysm but this is gonna be hard)

if this reaches 2300 notes i will be more honest with myself about why i am turning to tumblr for this kind of thing and write a poem about it. (this one is a joke since i think 5000 is impossible, and i will write a poem for you guys anyway. i love you) (i’ve now changed this to a more reasonable goal - one really close to what i have now - because honestly i want you guys to succeed because the fact that people are still on this post is insane and it makes me smile.) AND COMPLETE! (i love every person who interacted with this post so much it isn’t even funny. all my gratitude and adoration, witch)

this ends at the beginning of may. you can spam i guess i have 35 followers it prob wont even reach 100. but go ahead, tumblr, do your thing. lol

[ineffablyruined]

The way he looks at Crowley with a cheeky little smile after he mentions sitting on the sword.

Look at him. He knows what he said.

[karengillanslefteyebrow]

Annabeth was just trying to be 12 and banter with her new friend that she totally doesn’t have a crush on and he fucking COLLAPSES ON HER

[iiflywithmeii]

i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

[jadedgirlxo]

[hai-nae]

if you want love, you're gonna have to go through the pain,

if you want love, you're gonna have to learn how to change,

if you want trust, you're gonna have to give some away.

[danibee33]

[morgee]

Emo boy is running my life istg