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would y'all read a byler picture of dorian gray au because i cannot stop thinking about it

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Nothing sends a chill down my spine like Billy stans/Will haters.

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I always knew I could be the one.

Though I feel the endless pain of being and I am scorched by

The sun.

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Micheal it's not the time to be serving cunt your boyfriend's dying.

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my best friend just called will a crackhead 💔

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— Richard Siken, ‘Crush’ / Mike Wheeler, Stranger Things

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How it feels to be an ethereal transsexual on christmas dinner with estranged family

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mwah

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I want to see how far across Tumblr my cat can get. Reblog if you see this

[Image ID: a grey tabby on his back on the floor looking at the camera. He has beautiful blue eyes. End ID]

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would y'all read t4t lesbyler

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just realized that if you combine mike and el's initials (mw and eh) you get the word meh out of it

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If nothing had happened

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ok fine the math voice in my brain won

i’m gonna subject myself to this torture (i’m lying i love stats)

OK Everyone link your byler playlist and i’ll make a list of all the songs in order from most to least commonly on these playlists. it will be a very big post.

bring it on. (please link your playlists pleeeeeease)

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I'm reading this book right now and it's as if someone took Every Breaking Wave (my byler fanfic), reshaped it and perfect it. It's so good!!!

If you want something that reads like Stranger Things with a focus on Byler, or if you've simply already read every Byler fic on AO3 and are slowly losing your mind, Don't Let The Forest In by G.C. Drews is a must-read.

Basically it's about these two boys at boarding school who have been friends since they were twelve. Andrew is in love with said best friend, Thomas, and last year something happened with Andrew, which has everyone walking on egg shells around him, but everyone's very vague about it. And on the first day back for senior year, after a summer of almost no contact due to Thomas' abusive parents breaking his phone, it turns out Thomas' parents have gone missing the night before, leaving behind huge amounts of blood, and Thomas as the person of interest.

At the same time, Andrew starts getting visions of monsters hunting him (literally think that scene with Will in the bathroom, and him running from the mindflayer at school).

If you're not convinced yet; when I tell you it reads like Byler I mean it;

The dynamic between Andrew and Thomas, though the character specifics are different, their dynamic is very similar to Will and Mike, with Andrew the quiet introvert, and Thomas the more angry protective one. Though it definitely goes way deeper in ways I can't put into words.

Andrew has a twin sister and is irrationally convinced Thomas is in love with her. (Literally our queen El represent)

Andrew, as mentioned, is having these visions that make him question his sanity, visions that are also very heavily focused on woods and forests. (I swear there's a scene very similar to the panic attack in the forest scene from EBW)

AND Andrew writes and Thomas drawes the monsters from his stories. (ofc will draws and mike writes but that doesn't matter it's THEM if they let them just BE)

It's so adorable yet dark I love it so much. Do yourselves a favor and go grab it from your nearest library (as I did though I'm definitely ordering a hardcover copy once I have the funds).

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me when i am in love with my best friend but he is oblivious and he’s also dating my sister