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My dream of owning a bean bag came true

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Pulling you into my heart🩷

Windscream as Hyuluka merch

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told myself I wasn't gonna get a switch2 and splatoon raiders gets announced fuuuuuuuuuuuck. Okay. The plan. Sell my switch 1. Then wait for store sale, then use my discount card at the store I work at.

The only benefit of working that shitty job is that maybe Ill get that console potentially half the price.

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I fucking hate summer so fucking much. Fuck this stupid heat, I can’t do shit because all the cars and roads make the heat so fucking worse. Idk man can you get SADs in summer because I never feel this miserable in colder weather. And the fact that these fucking abnormal summers are becoming more common makes me fucking seethe, I feel like Im going crazy. Because no one I talk to cares about it either. Summer makes so unhappy.

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Does this make any sense? Probably not. I went to therapy for one session and realising for 50 pounds I could start building a safe space instead of wasting it on a guy who didn't seem very welcoming to someone dropping 50fucking pounds on less than an hour. It helped to talk I guess. But I could of used that money on something way better. That cost over half a day at work. fucking christ.

I guess, it really is just me trying to push against the change thats been forced on me. Working 9hour shifts I deserve to do whatever I want when I get off work. I wanna go to the skatepark and build my own website, play video games and ride my bike, read yaoi and build gundams and transformers. I don’t want to beaten over the head constantly with doomscrolling and fucking notifications and ads! Im sick of ai! Im sick of smart phone hell!

bought myself an Xbox 360 and Im actually feeling so excited to play on it. After watching the switch2 debut trailer Ive honestly never felt so apathetic/disappointed? About new consoles and games, and the prices increasing with every passing month. I honestly don't know how they expect a regular person to afford literally one switch2 games, if they are truly like 90dollars or some shit. That’s. A whole day at work for me, maybe more. That person was right. Never pay more than 20 dollars for a video game. I actually found a couple of games for my switch at bargain prices simply because I waited for they hype to drop off, currently enjoying burnout paradise remastered that I got for 15pounds, Its only like, the most fun Ive had in a while. And I can actually see the damn graphics. Some if this new shit is so insanely cluttered with bloom/raytracing/fucking who knows how much rendering that in the end I can’t see shit. But Im honestly really excited to play titles I never had the chance to play when I was younger. And most of these 360 titles are less than 5pounds each. My plans are to build a little media room that has like, a complete offline/no internet connection vibe. I just want to completely decentralise social media and the internet in my life. Step by step. Idk I guess I'm just trying to build a place that feels like what things used to feel like. I miss the life I had, but in a lot of ways the life I live now is way better in some aspects.

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bought myself an Xbox 360 and Im actually feeling so excited to play on it. After watching the switch2 debut trailer Ive honestly never felt so apathetic/disappointed? About new consoles and games, and the prices increasing with every passing month. I honestly don't know how they expect a regular person to afford literally one switch2 games, if they are truly like 90dollars or some shit. That’s. A whole day at work for me, maybe more. That person was right. Never pay more than 20 dollars for a video game. I actually found a couple of games for my switch at bargain prices simply because I waited for they hype to drop off, currently enjoying burnout paradise remastered that I got for 15pounds, Its only like, the most fun Ive had in a while. And I can actually see the damn graphics. Some if this new shit is so insanely cluttered with bloom/raytracing/fucking who knows how much rendering that in the end I can’t see shit. But Im honestly really excited to play titles I never had the chance to play when I was younger. And most of these 360 titles are less than 5pounds each. My plans are to build a little media room that has like, a complete offline/no internet connection vibe. I just want to completely decentralise social media and the internet in my life. Step by step. Idk I guess I'm just trying to build a place that feels like what things used to feel like. I miss the life I had, but in a lot of ways the life I live now is way better in some aspects.

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Felt an urge.

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Am I too late?

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Starscream being a creature in Thirst

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Horse Life 3 ✮ 2010

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Discover Armand Pierre Fernandez’s surreal and vibrant take on long-term parking in the 1980s, a playful commentary on consumer culture and urban life.

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Black cats are lucky. (via leahweissmuller)

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Maybe I will get. Bubble tea. Maybe.

Meeting up with a friend gonna try and score some cheap copics wish me fucking luck.

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Meeting up with a friend gonna try and score some cheap copics wish me fucking luck.

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Maybe I can scrounge around and find a 3DS again. Some of those games still hold up super well. I got burnout paradise for my switch for a couple of dollars and honestly the graphics and gameplay are super solid.

No way I’m buying a switch 2. I like Nintendo games a lot and I fucking loved new horizons and other shit but 90 dollars for physical games feels like a fucking joke. I’ll be honest most games coming out now feel pretty… lackluster anyway, theres hardly anything Im actually hyped for. Maybe silksong? Idk man. Maybe it’s the depression talking but one game is a days wage for me on that minimum wage shit. And I’m saving funds to move out of this hellhole of a house.