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You make me feel

You make me want to go to the gym and lift all the weights there. They feel like feathers while I have your love pumped throughout my veins. You make me glow and burn with passion what was once ambers started a whole bonfire.

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I have been trapped by your gaze. Chained up by your smile and locked away in the house of your feelings. I put out a ransom so that one day I could leave this place and I want to feel alive again. But you feel so lovely and I don't want to feel alone. Your touch gives my skin their food, but ever since you left my skin has been deprived of its nutrients. HOW DARE YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS?! The day you left me you torn my body from into skin and bone not willing to be put back together. When I step into our happy place I get a wave of emotions about you. Our kids still ask about you. "When's mommy coming home?" Oh child I don't know. It breaks me down and into tears too see you gone. They don't realise that you will never come back.

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I loved you more than any man would, and I cared for you as any dad should. Our time together was a wonder that was beyond wonderful. We would play outside building forts and challenging each other. I loved that cute little voice of yours when you said bring it on mister. After a few hours of being outside you would sprint to the kitchen as I casually walked behind you. I already knew what was going to happen next. Cooking time with little. Your imaginary youtube channel. I squat behind the counter as you introduce the meal of the day which this time it was breakfast. Waffles, pancakes, homemade orange juice, French toast and scrambled eggs. Even though it would ALWAYS end up with a gigantic mess I let you do your thing. And when you were all done I'd shuffle you to the den with milk and chocolate chip cookies. I in the kitchen cleaning up the hurricane of a mess you made. With deep sighs and smirks I giggle at the fact that somehow a pancake was able to land on top of my head. With one more deep inhale in I hear a giggle behind me. Its you with your hands over your mouth trying to not burst into laughter as the syrup pours down from the top of my head down to the tip of my nose. Pointing back to the den I tell you to go so I can clean up. After I'm done I go down to meet you and you disappear. Hide and go seek. I already know where you are because I hear our bed Creek a bit. Mustering up the courage to go upstairs I make it. You're sitting on the bed in your silver silk PJs with uno cards out. Not the regular uno cards but thee modified uno cards that we replaced the draw four with pieces of clothing that the other person had to remove. As we play you start off with eagerness in mind. Slamming down a card with the draw four crossed out and replaced with the words take off boxers/panties. I look at you as smirk as I take off my red and black plad boxers but putting my black shorts back on. As the game continues, the room getting more hot and more messy as articles of clothing fling off of our bodies. I with as I say uno and slam down the red 5 I had. You cross your arms and pout and say you cheated. I look at you as I grab the cards to start shuffling them again for a round two. You yell I'm going to beat you this round. Haha whatever you say little. Whatever you say.

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I love the dimples that connect you smile together. Then there's the ones on your lower back. The ones I love the most are the ones between your elegant legs. It speaks to be honey.

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Let me love you and I will hold you. Your heart will be cherished forever in time. I know you feel lost and so very much damaged that you don't want me to help. But let me love you. Baby let me in and I can give you that warmth again and I will keep it there. With me you will have enough time. I will get the sandman on the phone so you can finally rest.

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Your smile is so soft like rose pedals. it makes me feel so warm inside. when you give me that small giggle after you tell me how your day was implants butterflies in my stomach. I love it. it's like we just started dating again. the feeling of the beginning is so joyous. I feel the same way I felt when I first saw you in high school. you walked past me as if I wasnt there. you brushed your hair back from your gorgeous face. even though I was seated behind you in class. your face was still implanted in my mind for the rest of those days. I want us to go dancing. nothing to fast that makes us feel hot but something for calming and slow where 1 2 steps happen as you rest your tires head on my shoulder. you move right hand to my chest feeling the drums rumble as we dance under starlights. we go in and out of the crowd like a glace. our souls keep calling for each other. there's no point in separating. we can't go too far without thinking about each others there's love. It feels so special, so sweet that you want to stay with me. let me hold you my love. I have you do not worry about falling. I will always be here to catch you. but even with all the feelings I have. it still intensifies and I want more. You, you will always be mine.

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Her silhouette is godlike . Pure Devine, grab her hips like a road bike but I know we're going to be on trails.

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You set your gaze up at me. With an intent to please. You're so willing for me. Just a second ago you were standing and now you're on your knees. While in the clouds I am above while you're underneath. Your voice crashes down, your eyes flashes bright, your body begins to tremble hard while I hold you down in place so you don't fall. Then your foundation breaks and you scream and I know it's because of me. You close your eyes and it begins to rain on us I pull you closer than we start all over again.

You claimed not to believe in God, but you were just at the pearly gates. You were singing like the angels loud. You made me proud. Then the angels looked down at you and then your halo split in two.

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Nothing truly ever made sense until you came into my life.

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I miss you

I have been trapped by your gaze. Chained up by your smile and locked away in the house of your feelings. I put out a ransom so that one day I could leave this place and I want to feel alive again. But you feel so lovely and I don't want to feel alone. Your touch gives my skin their food, but ever since you left my skin has been deprived of its nutrients. HOW DARE YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS?! The day you left me you torn my body from into skin and bone not willing to be put back together. When I step into our happy place I get a wave of emotions about you. Our kids still ask about you. "When's mommy coming home?" Oh child I don't know. It breaks me down and into tears too see you gone. They don't realise that you will never come back.

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Blue Eyes

I would say you have beautiful baby blue eyes, but that has just been so overused. No no no. You welcome in the blue birds who just flew in and carried my breath away. Thank you for putting those sapphires on display for everyone to see, but like a thief in the night one day those priceless gems will be mine. Your eyes turn burn down cities into Atlantis. A figment of imagination, but yet still so real to my touch. Are you real or just an oasis. I have been groveling through this desert wishing for something to refresh me and I think I found it. I'm freighted of the place you brought me too. It's too high in the clouds, but I know if I fall I'll just splash into your ocean eyes and I'll just gaze upon your blue skies.