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You are everything I could ever want..

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𝓐 𝔀𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓸𝓯 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻.

After a long journey full of pleasure and giving a show to many humans, we had finally arrived at our villa. Thankful the coach ride didn't take too long.
Taking in the sight of the villa she had booked us in, I was thankful for if, it was beautiful and so big; More of a mansion and plenty of room to fuck her in.
That thought did make me smirk.

Once we had our cases out of the coach, I was reaching my hand out to hers holding it with a smile on my lips as we made our way through the gates and up the long driveway to the main glass door to step inside an air-conditioned space that was needed from the heat outside.
"Now I'm ready to relax." I grinned staring at her.
@lildragonshifter
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😍😍
With you, everything makes sense but when we come together there's no words to describe it...

@badboyvibes69
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It's all about nights like these...

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Sebastian x Destiny.
𝓘𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓸𝓻 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓯𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓹𝓾𝓵𝓵 𝓾𝓼 𝓯𝓾𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓪𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽?
A couple of weeks had passed since we'd outed ourselves to my best friend and since then—it had been radio silence.
All until this morning when I woke up to a voicemail from my older brother. Yes he was protective and an even bigger yes—he knew exactly who Sebastian was.
Now he knew I was with him.
But so did my parents—I'd gone against them in the worst possible way I could. Would they disown me? More than likely. In the voicemail my brother hadn't exactly been diplomatic with his words.
Basically ordered me home because he and my parents needed to speak to me. We all knew what they wanted to say.

But I had other plans.
Once Seb was in the shower—I was quickly heading downstairs to grab my laptop. I wasn't going to go see my parents or my brother. But I was going somewhere.
How about a little vacay?
With a slight smirk trailing over my lips—I felt quite proud of myself as I finished booking a week in Spain.
Just for us.
It was more than just avoiding our families though—I'd been in love with Sebastian for fifteen years and while we'd started this thing between us—he still didn't know I loved him.
But maybe at the end of this trip—he would.
Lifting my gaze when he came into the living room—I closed the screen on my laptop and pushed myself up from the sofa—that grin still on my lips.
“Pack a bag for a week, we're going on our first holiday.”
I couldn't help but lean into him just to claim his lips in a lingering kiss which saw my tongue teasing past his teeth just to seek out his and lose myself in a game of tonsil tennis.

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𝔄𝔯𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔢𝔫𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱?

¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
I'd not long arrived back home after spending the night at Destiny's and it did make me nervous, as the last time we didn't speak after and then it lead to a fight over her cousin and shit just went south leading to a really good night.
Only this time I wasn't letting it just fade there because now the sun was setting after sorting a few emails and things I was getting a shower and dressed into a suite type night.
Yes, asking the person on a date usually works beforehand but I can sit and wait while she gets ready, plus I wanted to see her face when I ask.
I meant what I said when I said I want this and will go against our families wishes.
But will she?
It was time to find out because the surroundings was fading and I was appearing outside her home with a gentle knock against the door.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
Last night was still on my mind long into the afternoon and to say I was left with a welcoming warmth would be an understatement.
I felt more than that though.
We'd made love to each other—which had left me wondering whether my feelings were not only mine.
He said he'd wanted all of me—which I wanted as well but at what cost? My family would be livid. I already knew what they would say.
How could you love someone who killed your own cousin?
He hadn't known though.
Did it make it right? Absolutely not. But I still couldn't hate him for it. I loved him that much. Not only that—I'd done my fair share of hurting his family during the battle we were both part of.
I don't think either of us had wanted to be there but we were so young and I guess we trusted our family.
Now though?
Now I wanted him more than I ever had. But I didn't just want him in the conventional sense of the word—I wanted him to be mine. I just don't know if I could go against my own family. Or if he would.
My thoughts were crucifying me, so I'd made my way into the kitchen when the knock came against my door. Leaving the kitchen—I made my way down the hallway to pull open the front door—happy it was him and before he could even say anything—I was jumping off the step and into his arms—my own wrapping around the back of his neck.
My lips instantly finding his in a kiss which had him stumbling inside the house—kicking the door shut behind us and him now pinning me against the wall.
“Baby....”
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
So easily I could of gotten lost in this moment and ripped her clothes off to give her the best orgasm of her life but instead I was setting her down to her feet chasing for my own breath.
Everything in me wanted to take her to bed and say fuck it to the date but I think we both needed that first one. Right?
Anyway, here goes.
"I want us to go on a date. Tonight."
Now was the moment I did stare straight into those eyes, watching for her reaction to thst knowing the risks that come with it.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
I did frown when he put me back onto my feet. Confusion and bewilderment framing the delicate features of my face as I stared at him for what felt like an entire half an hour.
This wasn't the welcome from him that I was expecting. Did I do something wrong? Where my family starting crap already? Or his?
And then he spoke which had a look of dumbfoundment washing over my face.
I swallowed sharply—my heart pounding with strong palpitations which even made my hands sweaty.
Did he know the risks that would bring? Everyone knew my family—it would be a bit hard not to notice the Wilde's but for the most part—we blended in with the humans.
I realised I was still staring at him with disbelief—my mouth wide open like I was waiting to catch a fly but Jesus fucking Christ.
We didn't even know where we stood with each other than to take it public.
But I knew I loved him.
Very slowly my lips curled into a lopsided smirk, I was even shaking my head as I answered and threw up my hands in a fuck it attitude.
“We must be fucking crazy. Let's do it.”
Reaching for his hand—I led him upstairs with me to my bedroom. Although resisting the urge to slide down those delicious inches would be hard. I just needed to get dressed though—so I quickly got down to just my panties and went sorting through my wardrobe for my slinky black dress which struggled to contain my heavy breasts.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
While she got undressed and causing me temptation, I gave her ass a soft slap on that bare cheek as I moved my way over to her bed where I climbed on it and rested back against the pillows and headrest.
"Now this view I enjoy."
Those words did come with a smirk when our eyes met as clearly I got her attention like I wanted it. Yes I had it bad for her, as badly as she did me when she dived into my arms.
Though, I did need to be careful taking all those delicious curves in because it was turning me on so I needed to cover my crotch with my hand, palming at it.
"Looking delicious."
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
His words did cause a smile to paint my lips—more so once I glanced over my shoulder to see his hand on his crotch. The exact effect that I was aiming for and I wasn't disappointed.
Although—I did want the clothes out of the way so I could see more easily the effects my nakedness brought.
But instead I pulled my dress down over my body—giving myself the once over I allowed my eyes to linger on the way the dress clung and emphasised each curve that my body held—my breasts sat slightly squished but then what clothing did not push them together like I was wearing a wonderbra?
The perks of a having a full rack I guess.
“You look better. Let's get a move on then.”
Once he was up—I was leading us downstairs to slide my feet into some heels and then to grab my bag—my phone being shoved inside and now I was ready.
I had no idea where we were going so I followed him outside to lock the door.
“We walking?”
I had to ask because obviously he had a different mode of travelling compared to my more natural way.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
"You think I'm walking and not taking any opportunity to kiss you?" I asked raising my brow at her when I reached for her hip to pull her up against me.
That feeling one I'd always wanted to explore and know how it felt to be able to just touch her hand. Something so small but brought so much excitement.
Or was I just crazy?
Silencing those thoughts I kissed lips that framed a smile at me and the surroundings faded to a restaurant by the beach. Setting it all up I had asked for us to sit outside with a table on the beach and a added little blanket for after where we can just enjoy the surroundings.
As we got lead out to our table the restaurant was full and very busy so I know it was a good place I'd gone with for our first official date.
After all it needed to be when last night I'd made love to her.
"After you." I spoke pulling her seat out for her.
As dangerous as this is i didn't even look for anyone we'd know. I just didn't care.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤

I could still taste him clinging to my lips long after it broke—my smile remained on my lips as we walked through the restaurant.
That was until my eyes came to settle on a very close friend of mine—obviously out on a date as well.
I was holding Sebastian's hand and I followed where her gaze went which had me swallowing but I didn't let go. I did offer her a smile—she just didn't return it.
Instead she killed my mood with her ugly ass glare.
Fucksake.
She was like me so she knew exactly who's hand I was holding but now we were on the beach and he was pulling out my chair.
Sitting down my gaze was straight onto Seb—my brows raising ever so slightly.
I had to tell him.
“My best friend is in there.”
Of all the things which could have happened on our first date—I never imagined this. Of course I knew the risks when I agreed but now I had to deal with her evil eyes.
This was only going to end one way.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
Well there goes our first date being fucking perfect, I saw it in her face and as much as I didn't give a fuck, I know she probably did with how close she's always been with her family.
"Do you want to go? Sitting here having evils on us isn't really the date I want for the first one." I sighed.
But if we was leaving I wasn't wasting the wine so I cracked if open and poured us a large glass of it, taking a much needed long drink of the goodness.
We'd only just got here and it was to be ruined and that pissed me off. As much as I know the world is against us, I just wanted a nice night.
I wanted her to know how I feel now and have for fifteen long years.
But how can I?
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
When he spoke—my eyes lifted to stare straight at him and I couldn't help the smile which touched my lips.
How thoughtful was that of him?
My hand was reaching for his quicker than I would have been able to stop and in all honesty—I didn't want to stop it.
I was making my choice, right?
“No I don't want to leave.”
With my free hand, I went for the drink he'd just poured—taking a long sip of the liquid bubbles which popped beneath my nose.
I did not think I would have the courage to fight for what I actually wanted. I mean—it had been fifteen years but from the moment we slept together, I knew what I wanted.
“Seb, I .....”
The rest of those words were not allowed to be finished because I heard the shrill sound of my best friends voice and as she ran across the sand—her date followed.
Holding Seb's gaze—I nodded with a smirk on my lips.
No words came—we knew this was coming; it just came sooner than expected.
So—do I leave him or fight her?
Letting go of his hand—I stood as they reached us; her mouth running away with it—all until I smashed her in the fucking jaw; setting the record fucking straight.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
And this was a reason I asked to leave or at least gave the option for it because now here we was with them both fighting.
All until her date went to grab a hold of Destiny and it was when I got up and broke more than his jaw as I threw him so hard his body broke on impact with the tree next to us, smirking a she fell to the sand.
"They're not worth it. Neither of them are when they don't know." I told her when she looked at me, offering her my hand so we could move anywhere else.
Yes, I normally enjoy a good fight but we all need a friend and those two fighting to the death isn't going to give that.
Even if I know she's stubborn and probably won't listen to me.
Sitting back down when she didn't take it, I finished off my wine while watching them both yell at each other.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
I did glance back at Sebastian but I was in such a fucking temper that nothing he said seemed to resonate within me.
I was pissed off with people thinking they could control my life and pick for me what they thought was best for me.
Surely at the age I am—I was able to make up my own damn mind?
Still—it felt good each time that my fist pummeled into her face—breaking bones on impact until she was a bloodied mess and barely breathing.
I didn't kill her—I had a message for her to send back to my parents.
“Tell them I've made my choice. I choose him and I don't care what fucking war it is that we start by being together. He's who I want.”
Once those words were out—I was standing up and moving back to Sebastian with a bloodied hand outstretched for his.
“Let's go home.”

¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
Well she certainly knew how to turn me on and this was one of those moments that even got me taking her hand and changing the surroundings instantly.
Upon being in the doorway of her home, my hands gripped the fabric of her dress and I ripped it straight open, no longer having those breasts hidden from my hungry hands.
"That was so fucking hot." I breathed right before I claimed her lips.
I heard what she said and I got it, how could i not? I chose her the moment I told my parents to not use me in their ear. I just hope they respected me enough to respect that and if not then we all fight.
But right now that was far from my mind. This wall seemed to be the place I'm fucking her right now as my hands was so fast to get us both naked.
There was nothing hotter than a woman staking her claim for the world to see.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
Everything had changed so fucking quickly—one minute we were at the beach and the next—he had me pinned against the wall completely naked and his cock in his hand—guiding it straight towards the warmth of my entrance.
“Baby...”
He felt so fucking good inside me that my moans were instantly leaving my mouth—my dark eyes remaining fixated on his face.
I knew what I'd just done—knew the gravity behind my words but somehow—in this moment—I didn't care.
Being with him meant going against everything I'd ever known but I knew I loved him enough to make a stand—something that I should have done fifteen years ago.
Where this would take us now—I don't know but what I did know was—I was all in.
Whatever happens from here on out;
It was us against the world.

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Sebastian x Destiny.
𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓴𝓲𝓼𝓼 𝓶𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓷𝓸 𝓸𝓷𝓮'𝓼 𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰...
Destiny.
After reaching the kitchen—I was quick to grasp against the counter just to steady myself and take a much needed breather.
What was he doing to me?
I felt like I couldn't breathe when he was in my personal space—I didn't even have the ability to think straight either.
All this had came of sleeping with him. I wasn't surprised but I think now I knew how he felt—it not only intensified my feelings for him—but it made it all the more difficult for me to stay pissed off with him.
I couldn't help it. I loved him.
Only he wasn't mine to love. And our families would never let anything happen between us so what good was all this doing for either of us?
And yet I couldn't stop.
I don't think he felt the same though—pretty obvious when all he did was yell at me. How could he blame me for being upset? I'd never felt more used than I did in that moment.
But we shared these moments when our eyes met—a gravitational pull which couldn't be one sided, right?
I had to silence those thoughts—I was supposed to be making drinks not standing here grasping the kitchen counter.
Going into the cupboard—I grabbed two shot glasses and the bottle of whiskey. I didn't even pour it—I just took the whole bottle because I think it would be needed.
As soon as I came back into the living room—our eyes met again, making me feel those tingles all the way down my spine.
“Figured we'd need the bottle.”
Sebastian.
While she was in the kitchen I did have a few glances in there with the thoughts of just going in, taking her pants down and just rearranging her insides to get out all the frustration for the both of us. Then she'd have a good reason to hold that counter.
But those thoughts couldn't stay when it was making me hard as fuck and she was walking towards me.
Awkward, right?
Taking the glass and the bottle I poured us the drinks and downed mine. It was needed for this when I couldn't keep my mind off being inside her right now. It was frustrating as fuck.
"How are you feeling now?"
I asked once she sat down next to me.
Giving her my full attention i even turned to face her and leaned back half on the cushion and the arm, well aware I now needed to behave with me all on view.
Destiny.
Once I'd sat down—I turned to face him—his question coming almost instantly. My brows did arch just a little bit.
How did I feel?
It was a good question and there was no quick answer to it. I felt angry—sad—frustrated and horny all in one go.
I'd still not answered but I did down my whiskey—holding the now empty glass between my fingers.
Fingers which had been on his body—felt his ripped muscles beneath them, knew the feel of his cock they'd been wrapped around.
It was those thoughts which had my eyes lowering to his crotch. Was he hard? That image had me biting down against my lower lip to try and stop the moan from leaving my lips.
I'd better answer him.
“Frustrated more than anything. You?”
I guess I sidestepped from the truth a little bit—but what else could I actually say? That I wanted him so much I was starting to not care about the consequences?
And I really couldn't do that.
Sebastian.
My gaze did watch hers on where it went to my crotch knowing she probably saw my own damn mind got me hard as fuck but I couldn't exactly hide it like she can.
I did ignore it though when she was answering my question with the same one coming to me.
"About the same."
I told her.
And I was, with a lot of things. Sensually, the arguing and situations we was in within out family.
It was a hard place to be in when you fall for someone you can't have.
Destiny.
When I lifted my gaze again with his words—our eyes were quick to resume that same fire—only this time it felt so much more than it ever had been.
It was enough to have me swallowing back. Surely this couldn't be wrong when it didn't feel it?
This wasn't even our fucking war.
I hated that we were stuck in a situation that was a direct result of our families and nothing that we had ever done to each other.
Could we ever move past that?
I wanted to kiss him so fucking much—just so he would feel exactly how I felt. But that would be dangerous—right?
If I kissed him—we'd end up in bed together because there's no way that I could kiss him and not take it further.
So instead—I poured us another glass of whiskey. Although the subtle burn wasn't working like it normally would—it made that want grow.
“Here. You look like you need it.”
He wasn't the only one.

Sebastian.
Taking the whiskey with no more words said, I down it and placed the glass straight down.
This small talk and fighting shit wasn't sitting right with me and it even had me raising my brow when I reached out with my hand to wrap it around her throat.
I know what I wanted so what's the point in beating around the bush?
It was then I finally claimed her lips in a kiss which told her the most if she cared enough to notice it. But would she with everything that had happened?
Either way I was tightening that grip and pulling her closer to me, loosening that grip to now move mt hands to cupping her cheek, sliding my tongue into the warmth of her mouth.
Destiny.
The kiss had me moaning straight into it—but it was everything that I needed in this moment right now. Even all the way to his hand wrapping around the slender curve of my throat just to bring me closer.
There was something else in that kiss though—it went so much deeper, especially once his hand left my throat and came to gently—almost lovingly cup my cheek.
Why was he being loving?
Was I imagining it?
Surely not when it went as deep as it was right now? But either way my movements were just as gentle. My hands came up to grip his shirt—the buttons giving way between the soft and gentle pads of my fingers.
But even as I did that—I was pulling back from the kiss to have my eyes open and settle on his face.
“Do you want to?”
It may seem like an obvious answer but it probably wasn't after all that we'd been through the last few days.
More so because I'd bitten him, something which I could now see as I pushed his shirt off his body.
“Sebby...”
Sebastian.
Shaking my head once she saw the visible marks she'd left behind I was also grabbed at her waist to bring her onto my lap as heated as we was.
"Forget it."
I whispered staring up at her.
My own hands gripped at her top to pull it up over her head, throwing it straight to a pile on the floor. It was that action which would of answered her first question too as it was clear I wanted to.
"Take what you want..."
I whispered.
That stare so fucking heated with my hands caressing her ass, giving the thickness of her cheeks a firm squeeze.
Destiny.
He'd told me to forget it like it was easy to shift the images when it was staring me straight in the face.
I hated it with a passion.
And yet I couldn't take it back.
I had to swallow back what I felt in that moment—because everything was becoming heated but in a different way.
Last time we'd fucked but this time it was different—I could feel the love as well as see it when our eyes met.
He wanted me to take what I wanted and if I was to do that—he'd never be leaving my house. Wrong given our history? Probably—but we'd gone fifteen years of fighting and right now I was taking what I needed throughout all those years.
“I want you...”
Would he get what I meant? I wasn't sure but I was leaning into the curve of his throat—licking—nipping—laying claim while my hips rolled forward over his growing excitement.
My God I needed him.
My hands became frantic as they pushed down my shorts and panties while he got out of his jeans—leaving both of us naked—ready to give each other what we had always wanted to.
“I want to know how you really feel,
show me...”
Sebastian.
Those words coming from her had me getting us up from the sofa to carry her through her own home until we reached her bedroom, a plus to being here before was knowing where it is and it was then we fell upon her bed in a tangled mess.
Staring down at her with a now heated gaze which didn't last long for the fact I was resuming the kiss I gave her on the sofa, only this one was deeper and much more passionate resulting in our bodies coming as one and my cock being pressed against the warmth of her heated core.
"I want all of you.."
I breathed against her lips.
There was no limits on that when I'd wanted everything for years. Many years of driving myself crazy over her infact.
Destiny.
Those words were heard—they were even felt against my lips with the warmth of his breath washing over them.
“You can have all of me—stop fighting it.”
I meant it. I'd waited for what felt like a fucking eternity for us to be able to reach this moment—tangled beneath the sheets—but not only that.
To have more from him—for him to be;
Mine
Reaching beneath us—my slender fingers curled around his impressive length and I did gasp against his lips—he was so fucking hard that I just had to give him a few tender strokes before I guided him towards my entrance.
I was soaked—there was no denying how much I wanted this. Raising my hips—I let go and pushed up higher to have him slowly sliding inside me.
Holy fuck. That feeling was overwhelming—with that first thrust came my first gasp. He felt so good but I was in no rush—I didn't want to fuck him. I wanted him to feel all of me in so much detail he wouldn't ever doubt how I felt about him.
Sebastian.
As slow as we went with her taking me inside her, I still slammed myself into her to make her feel me as much as I was her, and she felt amazing wrapped tight around me with all her juices coating my shaft.
Bringing my hands against her waist to hold her i stared straight down at her with each slow thrusts I made, not only seeing but hearing how wet she was for me.
All that arguing and fighting quickly forgotten roght now and I only hoped this was the start of something we both want enough to fight our families who will definitely be against it.
All I wanted was her, even if it meant never seeing my family again to be with her.
This is what I want.
But will she want the same? I guess I'd find out tomorrow.
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𝔄𝔯𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔢𝔫𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱?
I'd not long arrived back home after spending the night at Destiny's and it did make me nervous, as the last time we didn't speak after and then it lead to a fight over her cousin and shit just went south leading to a really good night.
Only this time I wasn't letting it just fade there because now the sun was setting after sorting a few emails and things I was getting a shower and dressed into a suite type night.
Yes, asking the person on a date usually works beforehand but I can sit and wait while she gets ready, plus I wanted to see her face when I ask.
I meant what I said when I said I want this and will go against our families wishes.
But will she?
It was time to find out because the surroundings was fading and I was appearing outside her home with a gentle knock against the door.
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𝔒𝔲𝔯 𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔴𝔞𝔶𝔰 𝔞 𝔟𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢𝔣𝔦𝔢𝔩𝔡 𝔴𝔢 𝔠𝔞𝔫'𝔱 𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔞𝔭𝔢.

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𝔈𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔦𝔣 𝔦𝔱 𝔠𝔞𝔫'𝔱 𝔟𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔶𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤, 𝔦𝔱 𝔰𝔲𝔯�� 𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔱 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
A whole month had past since it all went down with it being her cousin I actually took out and not knowing who he actually was until she showed up and ripped into me.
And yes, I walked away leaving her with words I spoke because I wasn't going to stay there and be told she hates me anymore. If thats the case she can hate me from a distance even if I hated it and didn't want distance at all.
I had made clear to my parents to never call on me again though for any kind of job. I just won't be used to play in their war anymore. I couldn't be bothered with it.
After all that I needed a much needed chill day that started off with a much needed coffee at the small coffee shop in town straight across from the very beach I fucked her on.
Wild memory, right?
It was sure one I won't forget even if it will never happen again.
Our family had made sure of that and somehow I was bad guy when she'd done just as much as I have to my family.
And yet I'm not the only holding a grudge.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
These last four weeks had been hell on fucking earth for me—somehow all that happened with my cousin had been placed at my feet—like I was the one to have killed him?
Not cried for days because I missed him.
I just hated the fact of who had killed him. I couldn't get past that—could I?
I knew that I'd done just as much damage—but I hadn't for fifteen years. And certainly not since I'd slept with him.
We'd not even used anything—what if he'd gotten me pregnant? That would have my family disown me for sure.
I just couldn't get his eyes out of my mind.
Right there staring down at me as he guided himself to what felt like;
Home.
Now? Now we were strangers who shared some memories. I would say feelings but I think that was only on my part. I'd tried to see it from his point of view—but how would he have reacted if it was the other way round?
I needed to escape from my thoughts—grabbing my converse—I tugged them on. My phone was slid into my back pocket and I was out of the door.
Where I'd go—I don't know but I needed fresh air so maybe taking a walk five minutes around the corner to town would help.
What I really needed was him.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
Once I'd got my coffee and went outside to sit at one of the table, I searched through the menu for food. If my mind was to take all.my energy with her on it then it was only fair I gave it more energy with a meal, right?
Plus there was nothing else I was to do.
As much as it should of surprised me she didn't even listen when I said i didn't know who he was or anything, it didn't. When had she?
Yes, its horrible what happened and if I knew who it was I never would of. I hadn't gone near or even done anything to Dragons since the night we all did.
I stopped when our eyes met across the battlefield. And maybe she is my first love in that moment as there hadn't even been anyone I looked at since I met her even in distance.
She was the first I slept in a very long time and even that was questioned.
At this point it was just safer for me to stay quiet and give her what she wants. For me to stay away.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
There were so many moments running through my mind—I was a monster; yet I had human emotions and feelings—even if I had built a cage around my soul.
Why was that though?
Because I was a teenager who had fallen in love in enemy territory? Because sleeping with him solidified all those hidden feelings I'd kept under lock and key since the first day that I met him?
I hated what he'd done—but how could I feel any different to how I did right now? I'd told him I hated him—but I didn't.
That statement was so far from the truth—but it wasn't like I could ever have that love returned so why bother?
If only my heart listened.
By the time that I came out of my thoughts—my feet were coming to a stop outside the coffee shop. I loved this place. I was friends with the guy who owned it and while I think he wanted more than a friendship—my heart wasn't mine to give away to anyone else.
Opening the door—I went inside to be greeted with Carlos beaming at me with a smile I needed. He came out from behind the counter to wrap me up in a hug I thought might break me—I felt so fragile.
But—it wasn't the hug which had my heart pounding. It was the scent which filled the small space.
It was coming from the other side—opposite to the one I had walked in.
Surely it wasn't him?
Once Carlos released me from his hug—offering words I really wasn't paying attention to because my eyes were scanning outside to find him sitting outside.
As they usually did—our eyes met.
My brows came to a furrow. I was conflicted because the biggest part of me wanted to rush outside just to see if he'd take me into his arms and kiss me like I'd never before been kissed.
Wouldn't happen though—right?
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
It was the moment our eyes met through the window that I didn't know ehst to do. Do i stay? Or do i leave?
I really didn't have it in me to fight anymore or hear how much she hates me. And I wasn't about to show it hurt either.
Because why would I put my feelings out there to someone that doesn't feel anything for me? I was staring straight at her when she told me so I know she meant it.
Shaking my head in conflict of what to do it just sat back down and drank my coffee. It seemed the safest thing to do right in this moment.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
Once I had my coffee—I was thanking Carlos and taking it with me to go outside. There wasn't much that I wanted to say to Sebastian—but there was two things which needed to be said whether I wanted to or not.
Walking through the doors—I went over to his table and sat myself down opposite him.
What exactly did I want?
To actually hate him would be a good start but our eyes were meeting without the barriers of anything between them—except for the uncomfortable and damn right awkward silence.
“Don't worry—I'm not staying long but there's a couple of things you need to know.”
Resting my cup down on the table—I made sure that our eyes remained on each other—it's the only way that he would believe what I was saying.
“I don't hate you and I believe you about you not knowing who he was. But if you had known—would you still have done it?”
That would be the conversation decider but it went deeper than that. The real question was;
Would he answer
with the truth?
And if he did—would it change the outcome?
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
I dod swallow pretty hard when she appeared in front of me at my table, I even sat my coffee down for it because this should be good.
Whatever did or what we spoke about always ended in a fight which would be when I walk away again. Not because I didn't want to be around her buf because I did and the fighting just didn't do if for me.
I'd done enough of it in my life and I think I'd reached a point where I'm mentally and physically drained from the bullshit.
The words she said though got mt brow raising wkth a question ending it which was easy to answer. Again; Even if she doesn't believe me like always.
"No I wouldn't."
Those was the easiest three words I'd said in days. And my parents knew I wouldn't of done it, its why they didn't tell me that bit of information.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
Those three words brought confusion with them—not because I didn't believe him but for the fact of—I did.
I saw the way he looked at me—more than likely the way I also looked at him and even after all these years—it still hadn't changed.
If anything—those feelings had became stronger; more intense to the point I wanted him to know but at the same time—I couldn't risk it.
We were out in the open as it was—a city my family lived in. But I wasn't concerned about that right now. How could I be when I was lost in his eyes.
But even so—maybe we should talk somewhere a little more private.
“Take us back to mine.”
My way wouldn't exactly be quick and I also couldn't shift right where we were, I'm not sure the onlookers would appreciate a giant dragon outside the quaint little coffee shop.
Was I nervous to be alone around him?
No—but time would which way it went.

¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
As much as my brow raising at her words questioned that, my words didn't and instead I just grabbed my coffee and changed the surroundings to her living room. Her couch now my coffee seat.
Why my answer got her wanting us here I wasn't sure.
Privacy for a fight? Fuck knows but here we was.
"So why here?" I asked.
As much as i wanted to meet her gaze, I didnt. I know me and i know the longer I stare at her, the more I'll want to rip her clothes off and take her right where we're sat, leaving the sofa broken.
Pushing those thoughts away I got comfy into the cushions, enjoying my coffee ready for her words to come at me.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
I'd made sure to bring my coffee with me when he'd changed the surroundings but now that we were sat alone on my sofa—I seemed to be lost for words; until his question came which had me lifting my head to stare at him with an arched eyebrow.
“I thought it would be easier to talk in private I guess—but also I didn't want to be seen by my family—I'm already in the shit because of my cousin.”
My shoulders came to a slow shrug with those words. It was hard to deal with a lot of this stuff when my family were so fucking intense and didn't let anything slide.
They never did make it easy.
Taking a sip of my coffee—I brought my dark eyes back to his face; it was the same whenever our eyes met so now was no different. I wondered if he felt anything close to what I did.
Probably not but I'd seen something in his eyes—I think we both knew this could never happen between us;
But you can't control who you
fall in love with.
And I was pretty sure that's how I felt about him. Placing my cup down—I settled back into the sofa cushions, naturally my gaze went to him again and the memories hit of the last time he'd been inside my home.
But words were quickly leaving me.
“I'm sorry for biting you.”
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
Shaking my head at her qords i always took a deep breath and finishing off my coffee to not sit the empty cup down on the coffee table.
It wasnt the biting me that pissed me off. It was the instantly going for my throat when I didn't know anything.
That night could of gone completely differently but instead we was living a world of ignoring each other and acting as though we felt nothing where the other came in.
"It's fine. Completely my fault."
At this point I accepted all the blame is on me and I'm fine with it. Its the way shit goes when your family enjoy living a life of nothing but war.
Even though in reality you've only ever done two things; The war her herself was in and did the same thing. The second; Her cousin i didnt even know of at the time.
But yet I always hurt her, right?
Wrong.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
He said that it was fine but it really wasn't. I knew I shouldn't have let my emotions cloud my judgement but they had so easily and now we were even further apart than we had ever been.
“It's not fine. I shouldn't have done it but you need to understand how I felt in that moment Seb.”
At the time—I'd just seen red. Nothing else had came into the equation. How could it when he was killing my cousin?
Separating that and taking a step back just hadn't happened. Why? I couldn't tell you. Probably because of the ongoing war we had with our families.
But either way—I thought the worst of him when I didn't need to.
I know we probably had a lot to talk about—but maybe a bottle of whiskey might help the words flow more easily.
“I'll go get us a drink.”
Once those words were out of my mouth—I was getting up to head into the kitchen. Why was I so fucking nervously around him?
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𝓘 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓱𝔂 𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮...

Destiny.
A week ago I'd fallen into bed with someone who should have never known the sounds that I made as I came—the same as I shouldn't know how he felt inside me or what his kiss was like lingering on my lips.
And now I couldn't get him off my mind.
I knew I had to though because what good would come from that? None. We were supposed to hate each other—only that had probably made us want each other all the more.
The hunger seemed to grow with each year that we ticked off the calendar. It was what led to the most amazing night I'd ever experienced.
We'd even made it back to my house.
Stupid—right?
Now I was sitting on the couch with a welcoming warmth settling between my thighs and him firmly on my mind.
We'd not even started the war.
Yet we were paying for it.
I couldn't let those thoughts continue but right as I was about to get up—my phone started to ring. Almost instantly I picked it up to hear the frantic voice of my cousin screaming down the phone along with another voice that I recognised.
Sebastian.
“Fuck!”
Why was he going after my cousin? Was this his plan? To get me into bed and then rip my fucking world straight down the middle just to hurt me?
Ending the call—I was running straight out of the house—shifting on my way into my wolf. The heavy pads of my paws taking me quickly in the direction of great suffering but it would also be his death.

Sebastian.
After what happened on the beach I was struggling, that night was the best of my life and now I'd not heard a single thing from her which was expected even if it did hurt and leave me waking up hard as fuck for more.
Only I couldn't sit and pine for her because my parents was giving me an order to take care of a Dragon that was causing issues against some Demons that worked with my father.
That was a bad idea for him and probably a mistake of my own, I didn't even check the background or know of who he is.
Luckily it was only an hour from where I live so it can be sorted and I can fuck off home back to my overthinking brain doing me over.
𝔗𝔦𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔶.
Landing down with him, my hand went straight around his throat, fingers digging so deep that fresh claret wrapped around each digit as my gaze darkened.
"Pain in my existence. All of you are."
I growled.
I'd got myself deeper in the shit by sleeping with her and this was the last thing I wanted to be doing right now.
𝔅𝔢𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔦𝔡𝔢 𝔥𝔢𝔯.
My head really is the worst.
Destiny.
Heavy paws padded me down the beaten off track roads—I had to keep to the wooded areas to keep my gigantic form hidden from inquiring eyes with throats that I wanted to rip out.
But not his.
A growl rumbled out of my mouth with that one thought which wanted to destroy my own fucking sanity.
He could never be more.
Yet he was-wasn't he?
Surging forward—I jumped straight over a fallen down tree and when my paws hit the dirt—I was in a clearing—running full steam ahead.
With my mouth open—I got Sebastian between my teeth—throwing him straight off my cousin who was barely breathing.
A soft whine left my mouth—my wet nose rubbing against his arm trying to get him to raise it but as I laid down to crawl closer—he took his last breath right in front of me.
That one action had a domino's affect—causing me to let out a soul destroying howl of pain—but those brief seconds passed pretty quickly to have me on my paws—my red eyes staring straight at Sebastian.
A snarl quickly came as I padded forwards to bite into his shoulder—sending us tumbling across the dirt.
Sebastian.
My eyes widened when they landed on her as I hit the floor. I knew the scent before I seen her and felt her canines sinking into me.
As much as I didn't want to though I did bring my fist up to connect it with her nose and get her off me. A growl from the pain leaving me as I scrambled to my feet.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
I snapped bringing my hand up to my shoulder, only to feel bone and blood attached to the palm of my hand.
Why was she here?
What the fuck did this evening have to do with her?
Shaking my head I moved to place more space between us, there was no way i wanted to be near her right now. At all.
It was just an order as far as I knew. No idea who or why I was told to take care of him.

Destiny.
There was no way in hell that I was shifting back into my normal form—not when I couldn't trust a word coming out of his mouth. Especially when I had to shake my head to get rid of the blood coming out of my nose.
But he did ask me a question.
Luckily I was able to speak telepathically through my powers. I couldn't wait to see the look on his face when he realised exactly who laid dead next to my paws.
“You just killed my baby cousin—haven't I paid enough from you and your family?”
I did slowly move—my paws scraping through the dirt with agitation growing the more I looked at him.
Did I have feelings for him?
I growled in a response to that question my mind had so wonderfully given me. I felt nothing for him except hate. The desire was long gone;
Or was it?
Slowly I moved towards him—his blood dripping from my canines as we came face to face.
“Why? Is that why you fucked me?”
I was so fucking pissed off that I couldn't keep still and every time that I turned my head I was met with the lifeless image of my cousin and how close we had been—how we'd grown up together—shared so much only for it to be ripped away quicker than I could even blink.
Did he really hate me that much?
Sebastian.
The words that came from her on who he was got my eyes widening and my temper towards my family. They knew I wanted nothing to do with a the warmth or hate they held towards the family still.
I'd made that clear when I came away from it all after that battle fifteen years ago.
And still they do this shit to me. Have my words or wants really never mattered?
"I didn't know."
I stated, well aware she'd not believe me and right now I didn't give a fuck on what she believed.
She ripped her canines into me knowing who I was and clearly who the male was so could of stopped both differently.
Better yet, answer my damn calls.
"And I really dont give a fuck if you believe me or not."
I added before she gave me attitude.
Getting back to my feet I pulled off my shirt to roll it up and place it on my shoulder. Something to try and slow the bleeding while it heals up as wolf bites don't happen as quickly.
Destiny.
What he said had a growl rumbling beneath my hot heavy breaths—did he really think I was that fucking stupid? He knew my family—knew what I'd been through when I was a teenager; the exact same thing that he had and yet it meant nothing.
My cousin was still dead.
It was then that I shifted back to human form—knowing that I would be naked but I didn't really care about that when my cousin had lost his life for a vendetta he'd never been a part of.
How unfair was that?
Moving slowly—I went to sit on the broken tree which had became the log I'd first jumped over.
How had my life came to this? I had no fucking idea but now what was I supposed to do?
I'd not meant to bite him but I just saw red—it was like being back on that battleground fifteen years ago.
“You expect me to believe that after everything that we've been through Seb? All you ever try to do is hurt me.”
At this point I was just exhausted—couldn't fucking be bothered with these fucking wars anymore.
Innocent people died for nothing.
Sebastian.
She was annoying me now with her damn speech. She gave it like she'd never done anything wrong when she was part of it fifteen years ago, too. We both was so she's far from innocent.
"Don't give me that shit!"
I snapped.
Applying pressure to the wound I did wince from the pain it shot through me, making me glare right in her direction.
"I did fuck all. Haven't for fifteen years when I stepped away after the fight we all went through on that beach. I didn't fucking know!"
Yes i was pissed, yes i was yelling but I didn't care. I was past caring if I was honest. This is why I stopped following orders because it doesn't nothing but bring hassle I'm far from interested in having.
Destiny.
His yelling had me turning my head to face him—what the fuck did he honestly have to yell about? It wasn't his family member laying there dead.
And because he didn't know—that made it okay?
No—it fucking didn't.
But what was the actual point right now? It seemed to not matter what I said because he always turned it all around any way so what was I trying to achieve here right now?
“How is it not shit? You and your fucking family have caused me nothing but pain and heartbreak. You stayed away for fifteen years?! Well you sure the fuck came back with a fucking bang didn't you?”
That anger pushed me right up from the log I was sitting on—I couldn't help it as I moved towards him to close the space between us—my wild tear stained eyes staring straight at him.
I was so fucking annoyed right in this moment that I couldn't even think about anything else except that. I couldn't think straight. I never could when he was around.
“Why did you even fuck me in the first place? Just to prove a fucking point?”

Sebastian.
Her up close to me was the last thing I needed right now, especially when she's completely naked with nothing but a breeze to fit between us.
And I was pissed so what a fucking combo that is right now.
Just my luck, right?
"Don't even bother using me fucking you as anything other than what it was and you aren't stupid, you know exactly what that was."
I shrugged finally allowing my gaze to meet hers.
And still, that attraction and heat remained stronger than ever.
"If it's all I do then stop coming back. Stop coming where I am."
I told her raising my brow. And just because I could I switched that position with her now between me and the tree.
"You know. And it pisses you off."
I smirked.
Destiny.
My brows furrowed when he said I kept being where he was. I fucking lived where he found me the last time—so how the hell was that my fault?
And of course I came here when I got the phone call—it was my fucking cousins life hanging in the balance.
“How the fuck do I keep coming where you are? I live there. You came back there didn't you? And how'd you expect me to not turn up here when he rung me—I heard you kicking the shit out of him on the damn phone. I fucking hate you.”
My hands raised—palms flat as they came down against his chest to push him away from me.
He might be right—I could feel it but the more that I did—the more I didn't want to.
He had just ruined any chance of us ever sliding beneath the sheets again—and I definitely couldn't let those feelings manifest into what I thought they already were.
I remembered the first time I'd ever laid eyes on him in the distance—he was just a boy but he fought like a man. Our eyes had met then like they did the other night on the beach and I hadnt been able to forget them since.
I just knew I couldn't love him.
Not in this lifetime.
Sebastian.
Well if she wanted to hurt them she did, she'd just never have the satisfaction of seeing that. Not now. Anger is just like alcohol; Both speak truth.
Moving away from her i glanced down at her cousins lifeless body and shook my head while sorting myself out.
"You speak to me as if I'm the only monster stood here. You're one just as much as I am. You've caused hurt and devastation with your own hands for longer than I have being what you are. Don't ever talk to me like I'm the only one."
As easy as it could be to walk away with just those words spoken, I didn't because I have more.
"When you realise we're nothing but weapons and games our families use in their own war, the better. We're both part of it. Only I walked from mine just to be used for this one. Thats on me and I'll deal with that myself. But you're still a monster too and hurt my family judt as much."
Now I was leaving back through the woods. I wasn't going to stand a fight at her or spend it yelling until the sun came up. She saw me how she wanted to and that was fine.
She even hated me and that I can't and won't fight with. Whats the point? They way she sees me can't be changed so I'll be the monster in her story.

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𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔪𝔢.
𝔅𝔞𝔡 𝔟𝔬𝔶𝔰 𝔡𝔬 𝔦𝔱 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯.

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𝔚𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔞𝔶 𝔴𝔢 𝔪𝔢𝔱 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔞 𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔢?

¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
Fifteen years had past pretty quickly since I'd stepped foot in Italy at Venice Beach. Just fice minutes from here was the battlefield we'd set up on for war with the Dragons my family had ordered us to attack. They didn't give more information on that and at that time I didn't care to know.
I was young, not know what I wanted or if I even wanted to go it along. I was a boy following the rules to survive another day in a world that spilled blood for the fun of it. But during that there was only one I remembered. She stood out as bright at the sun with dark eyes and dark hair swaying in the cool breeze.
A scent that carried the ways of haunting me.
Now I'm back here after another war in the same battlefield. I could of easily left and flit off to the next but instead I was here. Going it alone brought my own rules and ways of life so I didn't need to be anywhere buf here. Its where I wanted to be I guess.
Some sun and some alcohol to pass the time until I'm bored.
There was many wars I'd gone through in my life, many times I'd had to pay the price for following rules of family of Demons and I was used to it. I'll always come across someone wanting to have my head on a stake.
I say bring it on if they're brave enough.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
Life had been somewhat difficult for someone like me—I was an abomination; right? I was a naturally born Dragon but i also had shapeshifter blood cursing through my veins which gave me the ability to shift at will.
I also controlled the elements.
There were my parents and my older brother—we'd been that way since the dawn of time; the oldest creatures on the planet and probably the most powerful.
At least until the world gained Demons.
That breed I hated. They were born and built on everything wrong in this world. Thought they ruled the world and were powerful.
I would give them that—they were.
Just not like my family.
They waged a war which caused bloodshed—the villages of my own kind were drawn forward to fight and while lives were lost on both sides; we remained strong.
I remembered it like it was yesterday—even as I was sat on the beach with the wind blowing through my hair. I'd changed a lot since then. Grown up and added to my curvaceous frame with tattoos.
No longer a child.
There was one person I remembered throughout all that—only because of the attraction. And I hated myself for it.
As I sat here—I could swear I still smelt his scent which brought anger and frustration—along with the desire I tried to ignore.
It was late in the evening now so the time was quiet—something I enjoyed because I wasn't really a fan of the humans.
But now I'd just sit here and remember all this place which would always be my home held.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
As the sun lowered and the people vanished I was taking myself and the bottle of whiskey down towards the beach. Crowds wasn't really my thing so it was somewhere I was quick to go when there was space.
Taking another mouthful of the burning liquid I was coming to a stop at the edge of the water where each wave crashed and the smell of salt filled the air.
That was a scent needed until it carried the one I'd never forgotten. It had my darkened gaze scouting the beach, settling upon a frame I'd never forget.
I didn't move though as I know the outcome of that. I just remained where I was and sat down in the sand which held a much cooler feeling to it as the temperatures lowered.
Things would only end in a fight and would I really want that when I had a weak spot where she is concerned? I always had.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
As I sat staring out into the crashing of the waves—I was reminded of all this place held for me but also how much I had lost since I was a young teenager.
Fights were normal—part of life where I was concerned but I'll never forget the screams of my people and the lives lost with that one war which had raged for days.
And as I did—various smells hit my nose. It was surprising that a particular place could hold not only memories but scents as well.
Only one of those scents was becoming stronger—to the point that I was lifting my head to eyeball the now almost deserted beach.
What my eyes landed on caused my temper to flare in the short space of thirty seconds.
Why in the fuck was he here? Hadn't him and his family caused me enough heartache and pain?
The thing was—I had grown up; I was stronger; braver and more powerful. No longer a teenager but I still carried a longing for him—even if I did not want to.
What should I do?
Nothing?
I swear our eyes touched but I never moved—If I did then blood would be spilt.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
So easily I could of closed that space between us when our eyes met but I didn't. I know exactly what my family did and yes I had some part in it on the battle field right where we sat but so did she. Neither of us was innocent within that.
What exactly could we say to each other? There wasnt much that didn't harsh words or flying fists and usually I'd be more than up for that, but right now with her? I wasn't.
I also know why that is but we aren't allowed that, right?
Shaking my head I got up to my feet, peeling my clothes off to go straight into the water. If anything was to sort my head out and straighten it out then it will be a swim innfresh cold water which would be a shock to wake the system up and remember who the fuck I am.
I was a monster, a Demon with zero fucks and no human emotions. I needed to remember that even when she gets under my skin and makes me want to go to her.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
Ugh—now he just had to use his nakedness as a ploy to have my eyes fully on him and all that he had to offer—even soft it was tempting.
I just couldn't go there—right?
He sure as fuck didn't make things easy to fight. I knew there was an attraction between us—always had been but that was something which could never happen; we had warring families and while we were caught in the crossfire; nothing could come to be.
But my God was he kiss worthy.
My eyes followed him into the water—watching on as it clung to those chiseled muscles—emphasised with the glittering of the moisture.
Two can play that game—yes?
Maybe the cold water would distract and direct the heat which I now felt.
Standing—I slowly lowered my clothing; each inch being left like a trail of breadcrumbs until I reached the waters edge fully naked.
I needed to put him behind me—I hated him. No I didn't but I should.
A intake of breath was taken when I swam out into the coldness—it did take away the warmth between my thighs but in swimming out here—there wasn't much distance between us. I stopped swimming just to bob around and he was so fucking close that a growl of warning left my lips.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
Well it seemed coming into the water was a mistake. I came in to put distance and she just closed that by following me in and now being close to me when I turned around catching the erupting of her growl like I was the one that just followed her.
The water was so clean and blue that I saw straight through it at her body, nipples so hard they could cut glass and I badly wanted them being suck into my mouth while my cock knew how we she felt wrapped around it.
Well now I was fucked because that would give away there was no hate as I was no longer soft from those thoughts.
"Why did you follow me in?" I asked moving backwards as much as I could when the waves was moving me closer.
There was no good to come from this. Our families made sure of that and its why I didn't go over to her when I was out of the water.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
His words pulled my darkened gaze straight onto him—I had no choice but to be met with his naked self—and my eyes did linger in all the wrong places.
Especially his hard cock I wanted inside me.
But I also knew it wasn't worth it. I was born and raised to hate anyone who was not my own kind—but him and his family had made it worse with their attack.
“I did not follow you—its the ocean, I can be where I want. Just keep your fucking distance.” I snarled.
I think I was so mad at him because I wanted him so much. It brought frustration and now we were naked bobbing around in the water.
As the waves brought us closer—our bodies touched—making me gasp and meet his heated gaze with one of my own.
Fuck.
For a brief moment—the want was winning enough for me to not instantly move—even though the fullness of my breasts were pressed against his chest and the hardness of his cock digging into me.
I thought we might kiss.
“Don't....” I breathed with so much heat clinging to only one word.
I had to move—so I did, swimming away from him before anything could happen between us.
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
With that word of warning leaving her I tried to believe it but it was the heat within it which had me diving down under the water only to come back up behind her with my fingertips softly caressing against her side and her hip, moving them around her front going over her stomach and up to her breasts.
Gripping a handful of them as I massaged them softly, feeling her heat quickening and the softest of moans she was fighting to hide.
"I know you feel it..." I whispered against her ear.
I know we shouldn't be doing this because of our family but I was so hard and turned on with her breasts in my hands, wanting her so fucking much my cock was throbbing against the curve of her ass.
"Tell me I'm wrong.."
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
I wouldn't be able to deny anything when he had his hands on my body—the fullness of my heavy breasts inside his greedy palms; daring moans to leave my now open mouth.
I heard what he said—felt the warmth of his breath hitting the outer shell of my ear, another thing which had me heated.
This was so fucking wrong—but my hand was reaching behind me to grasp his cock between my fingers and it was that action which had me moaning for him.
“Seb...”
His shortened name tumbled from my lips like it was always supposed to leave in that manner—but it shouldn't be happening either way.
Still—I couldn't deny the desire to have him inside me, ripping open soft and tender walls to have them bleeding around him.
But it would only complicate things— right?
¤ 𝔖𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔫. ¤
My name leaving her in that manner told me all I knew and it was that we both wanted this. Fifteen years since we laid eyes on each other and the heat was still right here.
If anything it was a higher flame.
"I knew you wanted me." I groaned fucking her fist with a few needy thrusts of my own.
With the power of my mind we was out of the water and laid out on the sand, nothing but the moonlight on us as I laid on top of her, teasing her soaked and tight entrance with the head of my cock.
"Tell me.." I whispered staring down at her, those teasing thrusts giving her the head of me.
¤ 𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶.¤
The warmth of the sand hit my back the moment that he moved us out of the water—something I could not do with my powers but now I was faced with an even bigger challenge.
Those words that he spoke brought my darkened gaze straight up to his face—he was hot as fuck with his hair falling forward; his lips parting with a heated breath while he held himself inside my entrace—teasing me further.
“I want you...”
And to confirm what I'd said—I was raising my hips to force his cock deep inside me—stretching what felt like virgin walls wrapping around his cock with so much pain being felt that I whimpered softly beneath my breath.
I knew this was never supposed to happen between us—even if I did want it for fifteen years.
Our warring families made sure that nothing could ever form between us—there was no doubt about it.
But on the contrast to that—he felt so fucking right inside me that I wondered how it could ever be wrong.
Still, maybe all we'd have is this one night shared between us but for right now—I didn't care.
I was just going to get lost in him and go back to hating him tomorrow.
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