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Lets goooooo th is Is disgusting and obscene . Fuckkkk yessssss . Absolutely horrendous

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Sceleritas telling Crowrot about the third sibling in Bhaal's flesh that he and Eigengrau absorbed. He would have been the perfect inhuman killing machine and Crowrot and Eigengrau DEVOURED HIM.

@crowrot-rambles

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I had a vision for an alternate timeline Crowrot

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So instead of my timeline for him(I killed Ketheric and his save file got corrupted but I already knew the story from a previous test save file so I just wrote my own little timeline for him that I thought fit my idea for his character), I go strictly by game timeline and Crowrot feeds his craving for blood by fighting for the party but rejects his Father.

The vision is: the first time the party actually saw a crack in his emotionless facade is in the temple of Bhaal after killing Orin and rejecting his Father. They saw his connection to his whole old life- his so called ‘purpose’- crumble.

Despite his desire to reject his Father’s influence and his strained relationship with Orin, they were his only ‘family’. They, and the bloodlust, were all he knew in his past. So seeing Orin dead and his Father abandoning him for his betrayal, something deep inside him aches and feels hollowed. So he cries.

He cries.

And that is something the party has never seen before, because he has made it a mission to keep that from happening.

Anyway, that was just a thought exercise exploring Crowrot’s feelings about mortal emotions and how alienated he is from letting himself feel like he is supposed to, as well as the party seeing his own struggles because he is trying to shoulder all of theirs.

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ould you love me if I was a worse person who bit others

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Precious Bhaal Babe

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*Looks down at watch*

Oop guess it’s time to fantasize about modern!au Crowrot and how he’d interact with other people if things went differently in his life where he was not doomed from the start by divine terms and conditions that he was forced to sign at creation

*pauses*

He would’ve been an art major I think

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Thinking something for durgetash shippers after watching durge's intro in the character creation. Durge is so eloquent in his intro like he is almost competing with Gale's.

This might sound weird especially since durge is summarized a murder hobo generally but can you guys just imagine durge reading poetry to Gortash during their lazy nights. (Of course, poetry all about blood and murder)

Gortash letting Durge recite him poetry while he checks his papers or getting ready to bed. Durge sometimes pausing and waiting for Gortash's hum of approval or criticism for a certain line they think is weak. Gortash complimenting a certain line after 20 poems showing he was listening while he was working.

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I think I need to make more Crowrot x Astarion content bc I love him and Gortash but I do love the version of Crowrot who helps Astarion out of his dark place and is helped out of the dark place he’s in by someone who understands in return

Crowrot helping Astarion out of Cazador’s control and convincing him not to ascend

Astarion turning around and helping him with the very same thing when it comes to Bhaal

They have a very “Die With A Smile” romance to me

Bonus: They describe the appearance of the other to eachother- Astarion being because he cannot see his reflection, and Crowrot because he is scared to look at himself- avoiding reflective surfaces after his amnesia

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I had a vision for an alternate timeline Crowrot

(Spoilers ahead)

So instead of my timeline for him(I killed Ketheric and his save file got corrupted but I already knew the story from a previous test save file so I just wrote my own little timeline for him that I thought fit my idea for his character), I go strictly by game timeline and Crowrot feeds his craving for blood by fighting for the party but rejects his Father.

The vision is: the first time the party actually saw a crack in his emotionless facade is in the temple of Bhaal after killing Orin and rejecting his Father. They saw his connection to his whole old life- his so called ‘purpose’- crumble.

Despite his desire to reject his Father’s influence and his strained relationship with Orin, they were his only ‘family’. They, and the bloodlust, were all he knew in his past. So seeing Orin dead and his Father abandoning him for his betrayal, something deep inside him aches and feels hollowed. So he cries.

He cries.

And that is something the party has never seen before, because he has made it a mission to keep that from happening.

Anyway, that was just a thought exercise exploring Crowrot’s feelings about mortal emotions and how alienated he is from letting himself feel like he is supposed to, as well as the party seeing his own struggles because he is trying to shoulder all of theirs.

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guy who doesnt realize hes commanding a small army and thinks a lot of people are just going along with his bit

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I had a vision for an alternate timeline Crowrot

(Spoilers ahead)

So instead of my timeline for him(I killed Ketheric and his save file got corrupted but I already knew the story from a previous test save file so I just wrote my own little timeline for him that I thought fit my idea for his character), I go strictly by game timeline and Crowrot feeds his craving for blood by fighting for the party but rejects his Father.

The vision is: the first time the party actually saw a crack in his emotionless facade is in the temple of Bhaal after killing Orin and rejecting his Father. They saw his connection to his whole old life- his so called ‘purpose’- crumble.

Despite his desire to reject his Father’s influence and his strained relationship with Orin, they were his only ‘family’. They, and the bloodlust, were all he knew in his past. So seeing Orin dead and his Father abandoning him for his betrayal, something deep inside him aches and feels hollowed. So he cries.

He cries.

And that is something the party has never seen before, because he has made it a mission to keep that from happening.

Anyway, that was just a thought exercise exploring Crowrot’s feelings about mortal emotions and how alienated he is from letting himself feel like he is supposed to, as well as the party seeing his own struggles because he is trying to shoulder all of theirs.

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her genuinely repulsive personality and complete lack of remorse have bewitched me

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I have the strongest urge to draw Crowrot wrestling with his emotions bc for someone who prefers to bury his mortal tendencies and remain collected like he was taught to be, he has a lot of them and he hates it

I just think the fact that he gets extremely overwhelmed by the fact that he feels things other than a lust for murder but keeps it under wraps until he’s alone is neat, the only exception to this having been Gortash and even Gortash saw very little of the full extent

He feels and craves an outlet and he hates it

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He makes me so uncomfortable when he smiles <33

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He is an odd man <3

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Crowrot is taking over my life in a good way I promise