bbyassassin

[bbyassassin]

ok i think i’m gonna be moving ari back to my multimuse. he didn’t take off the way i had hoped, mostly bcuz i didn’t reach out to enough people, and then life happened with school so i basically took a year off from serious rping. and his muse is still here, but it’s not strong enough to prompt me to log into this blog often enough to develop him as he deserves. so yeah. i love my baby and if i want him to get the attention he deserves i gotta move him to the blog i’m on most often.

[bbyassassin]

prlman‌:

@bbyassassin sent:  ❝ go home before something bad happens to you. ❞ ( don’t mind me, just rifling thru your memes )

‘  look,  i’m not  –  i’m not trying to get in the way of anything.  ’      at all.   elio’s really not someone itching for a fight,  looking to get a punch in,  or hoping to hurt someone at all.   he’s not useless,  but being tall only accentuates that he’s skinny as a rail.      ‘  but i don’t think you should stay and get hurt either.  ’

.       they’re probably close in age, but ari’s got a little more muscle mass on elio. but even more than that, he has TRAINING. ( okay, it’s not much, but it’s gotta be more than he has. ) if shit goes south, ARI can get out of it. ❝ don’t worry, i bounce back fast. ❞ it’s kinda...touching that someone is concerned for HIS well-being, but it’s also weird enough that it itches between his shoulder blades until he has to roll his shoulders to rid himself of the feeling. ❝ i just...can’t look out for you AND get done what i gotta do, ‘kay? ❞

[bbyassassin]

new handle: cheyenne -->> dino

[bbyassassin]

We all start out knowing magic. We are born with whirlwinds, forest fires, and comets inside us. We are born able to sing to birds and read the clouds and see our destiny in grains of sand. But then we get the magic educated right out of our souls. We get it churched out, spanked out, washed out, and combed out. We get put on the straight and narrow and told to be responsible. Told to act our age. Told to grow up, for God’s sake. And you know why we were told that? Because the people doing the telling were afraid of our  wildness and youth, and because the magic we knew made them ashamed and sad of what they’d allowed to wither in themselves. After you go so far away from it, though, you can’t really get it back. You can have seconds of it. Just seconds of knowing and remembering. When people get weepy at movies, it’s because in that dark theater, the golden pool of magic is touched, just briefly. Then they come out into the hard sun of logic and reason again and it dries up, and they’re left feeling a little heart-sad and not knowing why. When a song stirs a memory, when motes of dust turning in a shaft of light takes your attention from the world, when you listen to a train passing on a track at night in the distance and wonder where it might be going, you step beyond who you are and where you are. For the briefest of instants, you have stepped into the magic realm. That’s what I believe.  – Robert R. McCammon.

                             Independent multimuse blog, semi-selective. Penned by Chelsea.

[bbyassassin]

just a soft psa:   its okay if your muse hates my muse(s)????  like don’t feel obligated that your muse has to get along  /   be allies with my muses.     people don’t get along    —    it happens.     i am 1000% not going to think that its your  (  the mun  )   feelings directed towards me if our muses interact with distain or hate!

[bbyassassin]

[ meme ]

    ❝ do you ever get off FACEBOOK long enough to live the life you keep bragging about? ❞ the view from the rooftop is exquisite, and it’s only gonna get better when the sun fully sets, but THIS fancy-pants won’t peel their eyes off their phone for a minute to take it all in. as someone mildly addicted to the multitude of games on his phone, he GETS it, but there’s a time to fuck technology and actually LIVE. and as soon as that sun sets, he’s at alexei’s command, and who knows what tonight’s duties will bring?

[bbyassassin]

white collar au;

muse a is a renowned con artist, forger, and thief, and is captured after years on the run by muse b, a special agent for the fbi. with a four year jail sentence, muse a proposes a deal; they’ll help muse b apprehend the fbi’s most wanted white collar criminals as part of a work-release program, acting as a criminal informant. muse b accepts and thus begins their unconventional and testy relationship.

[bbyassassin]

person of interest [s3] starters

“I would have taken the head shot, but [name] gets annoyed when I kill people.”

“The truth? The truth is a vast thing.”

“Ah, but it’s a shame to waste a rifle like this on kneecaps.”

“People who say they have nothing to hide almost always do.”

“The guy went from blue blood to hipster faster than you can say ironic facial hair.”

“There’s a government operative who’s coming to kill me, which means you and I have run out of time.”

“I’m in the business of stopping bad things from happening. I’m not so sure what’s about to happen is a bad thing.”

“Have you ever had to start over because someone was trying to kill you?”

“People on the run always make the same mistake, contact someone they know.”

“What kind of a weird-ass kid uses counter-surveillance tactics?”

“I’m just not wired for this kind of stuff, kid.”

“I figured you out. It’s not that you don’t have feelings. It’s just like the volume is turned way down. Like the sound on an old tape. The voices are there. You just have to listen.“

“So I, uh, disobeyed some - pretty much all of your orders. Am I fired?”

“Your powers of deduction are as ever impeccable.”

“[Name] may be violent and uncommunicative, but she/he is never tardy. Something is amiss, and I need you to find out what.”

“You say the sweetest things.”

“There’s a shovel in the backseat. 6 feet, kid. Don’t skimp.”

“I admit that the accommodations are not ideal. But your confinement is for your own good.”

“Why is it every time you call me these days, I know to bring a firearm?”

“You know, I think that’s your problem. You see yourself as a protagonist in some great tragedy. Determined to face the world alone. Even if it gets you killed.”

“If we could locate the source of the threat, perhaps we could defuse the situation before it escalates.”

“How could I ever let you go when I know with almost absolute certainty that bad things will happen?”

“Civilization rests on the principle that we treat our criminals better than they treated their victims, that we not stoop to their level.”

“But you and I are outliers; we’re not really a part of civilization. We’re something… older. Which means, of course, that we can do the things that civilized people can’t.”

“No, my friend is going to kill you. I’m just gonna watch.”

“You mean both your stray dogs are off the leash? This was the handiwork of tall, dark and deranged. And I shudder to think what the other one’s up to.”

“Does survivor’s guilt pass when everything that has happened actually is, in fact, your fault?”

“Well, if they don’t want you to get inside, they ought to build them better.”

“Just proves that no matter what we do or don’t do in this world, bad things are still gonna happen. It’s pointless. Irrelevant.”

“One of you is going to tell me what it is I want to know. And whoever does, will be the one who gets to leave here… alive.”

“There’s a time for a scalpel and a time for a hammer. It’s hammer time.”

“Nothing wrong with jail. Some of the best vacations I’ve ever had were behind bars.”

“No one ever said we were gonna win, but it doesn’t mean you stop fighting.”

“In the 1960s, the government experimented with various substances to enhance interrogations. A barbiturate in one arm to knock you out, an amphetamine in the other - a roller coaster of sorts. You can only take so many rounds of it before your heart explodes. Shall we begin?”

“The world breaks everyone, and afterward many are strong at the broken places.”

“We have free will, and with that comes great responsibility, and some times great loss.”

“You seem like an angry guy. Do you want to talk about that? I really think you want to talk about that.”

“Hate to interrupt this mildly erotic moment, gents, but the invitation advises us not to be late.”

“Please be careful. The man we’re looking for is highly intelligent, resourceful, and no doubt dangerous when cornered.”

“Something about killing a citizen make me want to kick back on the beach.”

“You knew I was a shark when you hired me. Don’t act surprised when I smell blood in the water.”

“How badly did you have to break it to make it care about people so much?”

“I know it seems weird, but I’m one of the good guys now, [name].”

“I miss you like I miss an intestinal parasite.”

“I’d like you to avoid violence if at all possible. But… if they harm [name] in any way… kill them all.”

“Next time we need to hide from an all-seeing super-computer, we’re getting separate trunks.”

“You’re that government hitman that made me pull out my molars!”

“You could never understand. You’re a destroyer, not a creator.”

“Well, I tried to quit, but some jackass told me I needed a purpose.”

“Unless you’re looking at a big-ass bomb wired to blow when the power comes back on, I think I win.”

[bbyassassin]

❦ Mixed Things ❦

“Oh, that sounds like a marvelous idea. Absolutely fantastic. One hundred percent foolproof.”

“I was gonna say that I don’t need you, but I actually do.”

“At least I’m able to admit what I did was wrong - unlike you.”

“My pride is just fine, thank you. Why shouldn’t it be? I mean, I totally let that happen.”

“Hear me out. Say ‘heck’ was the lovechild of hell and fuck, wouldn’t that make heck a swear word?”

“You’re an asshole.”

“…What is that even supposed to mean?”

“Just stop talking.”

“Should we talk about this?”

“Say [insert whatever here] one more time - I dare you.”

“I’m dead go away.”

“Oh God not another one.”

“Someone took Star Wars way too seriously if that’s how they kiss their sibling.”

“For the love of - for the last time, I’m not an energizer bunny on crack!”

“What was the purpose of Jar-Jar Binks anyway?”

“Why would anyone drink liquefied bees?!”

“I… I love you. I really do. I’m sorry I didn’t say it sooner.”

“Don’t you dare touch me!”

“It’s been nice knowing ya.”

“We… we shouldn’t have done that.”

“It was broken when I got here.”

“I’m sorry, but there’s nothing we can do for them.”

“You better run!”

“That’s right, asshole, I’m still alive.”

“Seriously though, Donald Trump is like a humanized carrot with a toupee and no brain. Either that or he’s like Jabba the Hutt. Maybe a cross between the two.”

“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t kill you.”

“Oh, yeah? Why should I believe you?”

“Please tell me that’s your hand.”

“I don’t believe in fate or destiny.”

“I’ve trusted the wrong person one too many times.”

“Everything’s written in the stars.”

“That is utter bullshit! Don’t you dare tell me that I need to love myself before I can love [insert name here]!”

“Wake up!”

“I shouldn’t be trusted with hot or sharp objects.”

“I know that.”

“Then why did you give me one?”

“TLC stands for thin layer chromatography. Wait. Shit. No it doesn’t. Tender loving care. It means tender loving care. Ignore what I said before that.”

“I swear to God, if you put your hand over my mouth again, I will lick and/or bite you.”

“Oh yeah? Make me.”

“I thought you cared!”

“Apologize at once!”

“I really don’t feel good.”

“I’m alive!”

“You don’t have the right to keep my here.”

“You could have died!”

“And what did that prove, huh?! That you’re - you’re some kind of hero?!”

“Alakazam, jackass.”

“It’s the end of the world, [name]. Are you ready?”

“I had everything under control!”

“Hey, whoa! Don’t kill the messenger!”

“Ooh, I’m terrified.”

“I’m not a soldier! Don’t expect me to behave like one!”

“I’m calling bullshit!”

“I don’t believe in Ouija boards but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna fuck around with one of those things.”

“Go ahead, shoot me. I dare you.”

“I’ve seen too many people come and go. What makes you think you’re any different?”

“You’re no hero. Not now and not ever.”

“I’ll see you again. I promise.”

“Of course the United States is in the lead when it comes to teenage pregnancy; their sex education classes are complete shit.”

“And I should care because…?”

“Did I tell you how amazing you look today? Because you look absolutely stunning.”

“Okay, either you want something from me or you’re trying to hide something.”

“I may or may not have broken that thing you told me to avoid.”

“When I die I want you to sprinkle my ashes all over [insert theme-park here].”

“I shouldn’t have told you that. I shouldn’t have said anything.”

“You’re venturing into dangerous territory, my friend. I’d stop where you are now and leave before you regret this.”

“Didn’t you hear? Someone was murdered here.”

“No, no, no. That’s supposed to go on the left.”

“You’re other left!”

“That’s it! Next time, I’m driving!”

“Can’t you forgive me?”

“Why are there always two teams in fiction? Why not… five or something?”

“I’m gonna bust you outta here.”

“That’s great, but how the fuck are you going to do that?”

“I haven’t gotten that far yet.”

“In all honesty, I didn’t even think I would be able to get here.”

“Don’t the music videos for Maroon Five’s ‘Animals’. It’s fucking disturbing.”

“Don’t you dare die on me!”

“Seagull noises make it all better.”

“Uh… parkour?”

“You run slower than a herd of turtles stampeding through peanut butter.”

“Nothing is impossible to wrap!”

“Have you ever tried slamming a revolving door?”

“Uh… no. I’m not an idiot.”

“What do you think you’re doing?! Put that back!”

“I thought that… maybe… maybe it would work.”

“That one is definitely on me.”

“Y’know, I’m pretty sure that wasn’t supposed to explode.”

“I’m honestly scared that I will always be alone. That no one will love me.”

“I know it’s stupid, but it still doesn’t hurt any less.”

“What did you expect was going to happen?!”

“Did you ever think of me?”

“No shit, Sherlock.”

“I don’t even remember when adults started to freely swear around me.”

“I feel my time is running out.”

“I tried to save them. Don’t you dare say that I didn’t try.”

“Poppycock!”

“Just drop it; it’s not worth it.”

“Took you long enough to get here!”

“Look at me. Look at me! Ignore everything else, just look at me. Please.”

[bbyassassin]

☪      AND    I     DARKEN     SENTENCE     PROMPTS   .  

*   TAKEN FROM THE BOOK ‘ AND I DARKEN ‘ , CHANGE PRONOUNS AS YOU WISH !

❝ I will cut out your tongue and swallow it. ❞

❝ You will most likely choke to death on your own blood, which will be unfortunate. ❞

❝ I will be both husband and wife and therefore not a widow to be pitied. ❞

❝ Her spine was steel. Her heart was armor. Her eyes were fire. ❞

❝ What will you let be taken away so that you, too, can have power? ❞

❝ Some victories are merely defeat wearing the wrong clothing! ❞

❝ Souls and thrones are irreconcilable. ❞

❝ I cannot afford to lose you, too.❞

❝ You cannot lose something you do not own. ❞

❝ They are less than the mud. ❞

❝ If anyone is going to kill you, it will be me. Understand? ❞

❝ The price of living seems to always be death. ❞

❝ I think of you like a sister. ❞

❝ We cannot always have what we want, no matter how much we want it… ❞

❝ I am the dragon. ❞

❝ You are the only real thing in my life. ❞

❝ Where are you idiots taking me? ❞

❝ I am going to start sleeping with a knife. ❞

❝ If you had had a knife, you would have killed me! ❞

❝ The sooner you stop fighting, the easier your life will be. ❞

❝ I will burn your city to the ground.. ❞

❝ You once told me some lives are worth more than others. ❞

❝ How many deaths before the scales tip out of our favors? ❞

❝ Your are so pretty. Like delicate butterfly beneath my boot.  ❞

❝ You are so mad. Like a rabid hound that needs to be put down. ❞

❝ You look ridiculous. Armor suits you far more than silk. ❞

❝ Take me with you, and I will wear armor the whole time. ❞

❝ There are other ways to beat someone than with fists. ❞

❝ I must tell you that I do not care in the slightest about your petty jealousies.  ❞

❝ I cannot be around you for fear you will finally see what is written across my heart. ❞

❝ You love him like a flower loves the sun. ❞

❝ Nothing holds me here. ❞

❝ It was a lonely, cold thing to live without expectations. ❞

❝ You would not let anyone else kill me. ❞

❝ That honor is mine, and mine alone. ❞

❝ A dragon burned everything around herself until it was purified in ash. ❞

❝ How can you speak of them like they are matters of simple mathematics, a problem to be solved? ❞

❝ Those same fists had always defied everything expected of her. ❞

❝ You think I am worthless? ❞

❝ I can do things you could never dream of. ❞

❝ Women who go into the harem do not come out. It is a permanent position. ❞

❝ I am not going in as a woman. I am going in as an assassin. ❞

❝ Do not thank me. All I did was teach them to fear me. ❞

❝ Next time you hit first, you hit harder, you make certain that your name means fear and pain. ❞

❝ I will not be here to save you again. ❞

❝ You are precious to me. ❞

❝ What is so wrong with wanting to take care of you?  ❞

❝ If I needed or wanted to be taken care of, I would be no better than the women in here! ❞

❝ You and your brother are the only people who truly know me. ❞

❝ It belongs to me, and I belong to it. ❞

❝ People respond to kindness. ❞

❝ They trust a smile more than a promise that you will leave them choking on their own blood. ❞  

❝ It felt like fighting. It felt like falling. It felt like dying. ❞

❝ Belief is not weakness. Faith is the greatest strength we can have. ❞

❝ I still have bruises from the last time. ❞

❝ A true conversion is always only between a man and God. ❞

❝ There is no such thing as cheating. There is only winning or losing. ❞

❝ Weakness is an irresistible lure. ❞

❝ Quit screaming or I will let her eat your supper, too. ❞

❝ And you would be unmarriageable? ❞

❝ Have you been gone? I had not noticed. ❞

❝ I luxuriated in the blessed quiet that you left in your wake. ❞

❝ You cried yourself to sleep every day. ❞

❝ Carve out a life for yourself however you can. No one will do it for you. ❞

❝ Why do you have to destroy everything good we have here? ❞

❝ The stars were static, still and cold in the night, all the fire gone from the sky.  ❞

❝ Love was a weakness, a trap. ❞

❝ What would you sacrifice for power? ❞

❝ I stopped knowing what to fight against. ❞

❝ What exactly does a friend do? ❞

❝ Yes, but my promise is more sincere than your smiles. ❞

❝ I have never been so delighted as I was today. ❞

❝ What stones laid in childhood become the foundation legacies are built on? ❞

❝ If you are too weak to stand being hit and too stupid to avoid it, then you deserve more pain. ❞

[bbyassassin]

*: ･ﾟ✧   interrogation starters.

feel free to change pronouns etc as needed.

CALM / QUESTIONING.

“ tell me, what happened?”

“ did you see anything?”

“ what do you remember?”

“ do you remember anything unusual?”

“ please, try to remember as much as you can.”

“ every detail is important.”

“ and what happened next?”

“ and what did you do when all this took place?”

“ what were you doing around __ am/pm?”

“ where were you around __ am/pm?”

“ can anyone verify that?”

“ was someone with you?”

“ and you had nothing to do with it?”

“ and you weren’t involved?”

“ did you see it happen?”

“ did you see who did it?”

“ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?”

CARING / UNDERSTANDING.

 “ you seem scared… is that why you don’t want to talk?”

“ did someone hurt you?”

“ it’s okay. you can tell me.”

“ you were just trying to defend yourself, weren’t you?”

“ we can take a break, if you want.”

“ everything will be okay, i promise. but you need to talk to me.”

“ it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. but it really would help if you did.”

SUSPICIOUS.

“ there is something you’re not telling me.”

“ i think you’re lying.”

“ you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure you’re telling the truth?”

“ except what you’re telling me doesn’t align with what we already know.”

“ seems to me like you know more than you’re letting in on.”

“ what aren’t you telling me?”

“ who are you trying to protect?”

“ so you really don’t know what any of it means? no clue at all?”

“ they must’ve told you more than that.”

“ you have to have seen more than that.”

“ and you want me to believe you don’t remember?”

“ and you want me to believe you had nothing to do with it?”

“ an accident? is that what you’re going with?”

DEMANDING.

“ i need you to tell me the truth.”

“ i need you to tell me what happened.”

“ i know you’re not telling me the truth.”

“ that doesn’t line up with the evidence. so… you wanna try that again?”

“ stop lying. i already know that’s not what happened.”

MAKING A DEAL / ASKING FOR HELP / DEMANDING HELP.

“ what do you want in exchange for this information?”

“ i’m listening…”

“ you’re coming with me.”

“ since you’re the only one who knows how to find them, i don’t really have a choice but to take you with me.”

“ fine. i’ll take you with me, but if you try anything…”

“ i can’t give you that. you know that.”

“ if we’re going to make a deal, you’re gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.”

“ okay. we have a deal.”

“ sorry. no deal.”

[bbyassassin]

SHIPPING MEME.

are you open to on-the-fly shipping with your muse?

what sort of things does your muse look for in a partner?

what sort of things does your muse AVOID in a partner?

what is the lowest and highest age person you’ll ship with your muse?

how easily does your muse fall in love?

has your muse dated before? if so, how long did those relationships usually last?

would your muse ever get married?

does your muse usually take the lead in relationships?

who are some characters you ship your muse with?

do you tend to write more romantic ships, or more platonic and familial ships?

how long does your muse have to know someone before they decide to ask them out?

what is your muse’s love language?

how easily would your muse get over a bad breakup?

does your muse usually plan out dates or go with the flow?

if your muse is uncomfortable in a relationship, will they address the problem or keep quiet?

does your muse believe in soulmates?

would your muse forgive their partner for cheating on them?

how many ships do you currently have with your muse?

is there someone your muse has a crush on, but who you don’t actually have a ship with?

what would push you to drop a ship?

[bbyassassin]

malitiosa‌:

YOUR STEREOTYPICAL MASCULINE SIDE

you love hoodies.    you love shorts.   dogs are better than cats.  it’s hilarious when people get hurt.   shopping is torture.   sad movies suck.   you own a car racing game.   you played with hot wheels cars as a kid.   at some point in time you wanted to be a fire fighter.   you owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.   you used to be obsessed with power rangers.   you have watched sports on tv.   gory movies are cool.  you go to your dad for advice.   you own like a trillion baseball caps.   you used to collect hockey or baseball cards.   baggy sweats are cool to wear.   it’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.   green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours.   you love to go crazy and not care what people think.   sports are fun.   you talk with food in your mouth.   you sleep with your socks on at night.   you have fished at least once.

YOUR STEREOTYPICAL FEMININE SIDE

you love to shop.   you wear eyeliner.   you wear the color pink.   you go to your mom to talk.   you consider cheerleading a sport.   you hate wearing the color black.   you like going to the mall.   you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.   you like wearing jewelry.   you cried watching the notebook.   dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.   shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.  you don’t like the movie star wars.   you are/were in gymnastics.  it takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.   you smile a lot more than you should.   you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.   you care about what you look like.    you like wearing dresses when you can.   you like wearing high heel shoes.   you used to play with dolls as little kid.   you like putting make-up on others.   you like being the star of everything.

APPEARANCE

i am shorter than 5’5”.   i have scars.   i tan easily.   i wish my hair was a different color.   i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.   i have a tattoo.   i am self-conscious about my appearance.   i’ve had/have braces.   i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger.   i have more than two piercings.   i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

EXPERIENCES

i’ve gotten lost in my city.   i’ve seen a shooting star.   i’ve wished on a shooting star.   i’ve seen a meteor shower.   i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.   i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.   i’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.   i’ve been to a casino.   i’ve been skydiving.   i’ve gone skinny-dipping.   i’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.   i’ve crashed a car.   i’ve been skiing.   i’ve been in a musical.   i’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.   i’ve seen the northern lights.   i’ve sat on a rooftop at night.    i’ve played a prank on someone.   i’ve ridden in a taxi.   i’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.   i’ve eaten sushi.   i’ve been snowboarding.

HONESTY/CRIME

i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t.   i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t.   i’ve snuck out.   i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.   i’ve cheated while playing a game.   i’ve ran a red light.   i’ve witnessed a crime.   i’ve been in a fist fight.   i’ve been arrested.

DEATH AND SUICIDE

i’m afraid of dying.   i hate funerals.   i’ve seen someone/something dying.   someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.   i’ve written a eulogy for myself.

RANDOM

i can sing well.   stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.   i open up to others easily.   i watch the news.   i don’t kill bugs.   i sing in the shower.   i am a morning person.   i paid for a cell phone ring tone.  i am a sports fanatic.   i twirl my hair.   i care about grammar.   i have “?”’s in my screen name.   i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day.   i bake well.   my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.   i would wear pajamas to school.   i like martha stewart.   i know how to shoot a gun.   i laugh at my own jokes.   i eat fast food weekly.   i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.   i can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.   i am ticklish.   i love white chocolate.   i bite my nails.   i’m good at remembering faces.   i’m good at remembering names.   i’m good at remembering dates.   i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

[bbyassassin]

Suspicious Sentence Starters

Send me one of the following sentences regarding suspicion, trust, and paranoia.

“I’m not sure you have the best intentions.” “When have I ever steered you wrong?” “What makes you think I can trust you?” “I don’t trust you. Not yet.” “It’s hard for me to believe anything you say.” “It hurts that you still can’t trust me after all this time.” “I made a mistake, okay? Are you going to distrust me forever?” “It takes me a long time to open up to people, I’m sorry.” “There’s someone outside watching the house.” “I have a weird feeling about him/her/them.” “Why do you always think people are up to something?” “I won’t give you my trust. You have to earn it.” “You can’t live your life being suspicious of everybody around you.” “I know we just met, but you have to trust me.” “What on earth are you up to?” “So, what were you whispering about?” “You’ve been keeping a secret from me.” “I’m not crazy, we’re being watched!” “Why do I get the feeling you’re not telling me the truth?” “I’d rather be safe than sorry when it comes to people I don’t know yet.” “I trusted you once and I’m never doing it again.” “You see that person? I think they’re following us.” “I just get this feeling that someone has been watching me.” “Who are you and why have you been following me?” “I used to be a very trusting person.” “Where were you?” “I’m sorry I didn’t trust you.” “You won’t call me ‘paranoid’ when you realize I’ve been right all along.” “You were right, okay? I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you.” “Give me one good reason to trust you.” “After last time, I’m not sure I should listen to you.” “Nope. Nuh-uh. I’m not trusting another one of your bad plans.” “How can we trust this person?” “How do I know you won’t just stab me in the back?” “I’m sorry, I just can’t bring myself to trust you again.” “You were right. I was a fool to trust them.” “I’m not suspicious. I’m just cautious.” “I told you that they were bad news.” “No, facebook stalking isn’t ‘creepy’, it’s called ‘being careful’.” “I get a bad feeling about them.”

[bbyassassin]

Character A tilting Character B’s chin up to get a better look at their face and the evidence of the fight. A delicately thumbs away the streak of blood by B’s mouth, saying nothing as they examine it. After a brief pause, B’s heart skips a nervous beat as A looks them dead in the eyes. Their voice is quiet and tense, their anger barely restrained.

“Who did this to you?”

[bbyassassin]

frankwhoa‌:

Coca Cola, Pepsi, Sprite, Mountain Dew or Dr. Pepper?

Cats, dogs, horses, lizards, or hamsters?

TV, cinema, computer, iPod or gaming console?

Rock, rap, pop, metal or punk? 

Black, white, blue, red or green?

Salad, hamburger, ice cream, chips or fruit?

Kindergarten, elementary, junior high, high school or college?

United States, Canada, Australia, France or England?

Swimming, fishing, tanning, theme parks or camping?

Snowball fights, snowmen, snow angels, sledding or iceskating?

English, math, science, history or art?

Gummy worms, lollipops, gum, chocolate bars or cotton candy? 

Xbox 360, Gamecube, Playstation, Nintendo Wii or Handheld?

Facebook, WordPress, Tumblr, YouTube or Google?

Flats, heels, uggs, flip flops or skater shoes?

Early morning, noon, early afternoon, late afternoon or evening?

Bathroom, living room, bedroom, kitchen or attic?

Face-to-face, home phone, cell phone, instant messenger or twitter?

Skinny jeans, flared jeans, capris, shorts or skirts?

T-shirt, hoodies, tank top, tube top or halter top?

McDonald’s, Wendy’s, KFC, Burger King or Dairy Queen?

Car, airplane, train, boat or walking?

Coffee, tea, water, milk or soda?

Drama, comedy, horror, action/adventure or thriller?

bold your favorites

[bbyassassin]

credit 

‘ something’s terribly sick in my head ’ ‘ these are my darkest thoughts , the bad things lurking in the closet ’ ‘ is this how i tear the monsters from my body ? ’ ‘ i want everything to stop ’ ‘ fuck your immaculate existence ’ ‘ today i want my heart to tremble ’ ‘ i want my teeth to shatter bone ’ ‘ today i want killing to mean living ’ ‘ nothing you do can hurt me but you better try ’ ‘ you can’t live without burning your comfort and safety as firewood ’ ‘ maybe the ghosts learned how to build stairs into the mountainside ’ ‘ believe me when i say there is no pride in this ’ ‘ i want to be one of those city sprites among termites ’ ‘ cleanse this body through tears and emesis ’ ‘ circumvention was futile , damnable ’ ‘ we’re all burning ’ ‘ we learn to laugh in the midst of the inferno ’ ‘ i realize now that i am the one out of place ’ ‘ i want to destroy all the parts that aren’t working ’ ‘ i never knew i had the capacity for cruelty ’ ‘ i condemn myself to failure without batting an eyelash ’ ‘ choosing to protect ourselves is not failure ’ ‘ nothing is working ’ ‘ at some point i stopped , i sank ’ ‘ breathing seems so difficult now ’ ‘ living was easy as breathing once upon a time ’ ‘ i don’t think it’s living , but it’s not hurting either ’  ‘ my body is a room made of glass walls and wooden floors ’ ‘ today , i ache for somewhere to hide ’ ‘ how do i turn the light on in my eyes ? ’ ‘ please , no one look at me today ’ ‘ i mused over all the times i had prayed to a god i do not believe in ’ ‘ the gods died laughing ’ ‘ you must learn fear ’ ‘ let’s not be enemies tonight ’ ‘ hold my hand while our greatest tragedies are lost and forgotten ’ ‘ you are only a murderer if someone cares ’ ‘ dreaming is so painful and i wish i would stop ’ ‘ i can still love you with my eyes closed ’ ‘ i’m not sure why you’re acting surprised ’ ‘ let me pretend that i’m made of magic ’ ‘ i am a creature of contradictions ’ ‘ remember your strength , unchanging and eternal ’