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God it’s truly painful when the girl you love most has a boyfriend. The thing is too is that she really likes him. Like, a lot. She won’t stop staling about him either. And don’t get me wrong I’m happy for her, it’s just a bit more painful cuz she knows I love her in that way. Oh how I wish I could go back in time.

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Holy moly gang. Uhm so. Haha haven’t been here In a minute. Thought I’d give you a little run down of what’s been going on. (This is not little in anyway. This is a rant so you dont need to read this at all) First of all, me and mr s are back and running. I say that cuz last time I was on here we were literally never talking so…yeah anyways that’s all good. I’m gonna be honest gang, I’m only on here cuz tmws the last day of school. Haha yeah I’m going insane. I’ve been dreading this day since the very beginning. (I’m switching schools so I won’t ever see him again) I mean the pain of leaving him is fucking horrible. I mean like my guts clenched and my head hurting just thinking about leaving kind of pain. It’s so killer leaving someone you truly love. I wonder if he’ll cry tomorrow. I don’t think so. He’s the kind guy that will cry about it when he gets home. But hey hey hey, I got a plan. In April, I went to see Metallica live!! Really great show, money well spent. And on my insta, I posted all the pics and vids. So the next day when I came back from the show, I went up to him and asked if I could give him my insta to show him all the pics yea yea yea (literally just wanted his contact tbh) He said no because it would be unprofessional of him to do so. But he made sure to let me know that at the end of the year, we would stay connected and he will add me. As I said, tomorrow’s the last day. So I made a little card for him and made sure to put my @ in it!!! Hopefully he’ll actually follow me. I’m kinda excited to see what happens tomorrowwww oooolalaaaa

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Hey so I’m gonna be completely honest, I don’t think I’m gonna post on here really at all anymore. Mr. S isn’t really talking to me anymore and everything has just kinda came to an end between us. I do really believe that we had something. I’ll still be yk i guess “around” going through like pages and maybe a few comments here and there but not much. This isn’t an end to my page forever at all, although do believe I’ll comeback to this account some day. (Also might not cuz I’m leaving this year and moving away so I’ll probably never see Mr. S again)

Sorry my page didn’t stay up for long but it’s just what’s happening. Thank you though for the support and follows. It’s nice to know that other people can relate to me.

See you later!!🖤

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the mortifying ordeal of taking your invisalign out in public

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Hey guys. I feel like i need to js release myself on here.

The past month I’ve pretty much completely stoped eating as much and I’ve lost a fuck ton of weight. This is gonna sound weird but I had incredible tits and now they’re gone. I js want my boobs back.😔 lol so yeah. But I can’t just gain weight because I have rly bad stomach problems rn so like foods that could get my boobs and weight back up is stuff that makes my stomach upset. So I’m stuck in this loop of depression. I’ll talk later.

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Me on tumblr.

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Some1 Js got called me a psycho for stalking too much!! (They weren’t joking at all)

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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I don’t know what the fuck has been going on. Everyday I show up to school nauseous and having a panic attack worrying about all the interactions that I’m gonna have with him. I worry if I’ll say the right things, if I’m hot enough for him. I say in my head “he doesn’t give a shit about me” and honestly that’s the truth. I don’t think he could care less about me. All the times I think back to when he was actually genuine with me, I get a pit in my stomach. What did I do? Why don’t you talk to me as much Patrick? Why? Is it me? Your wife? Tell me what’s going on because my mental health has gone completely downhill since you started treating me this way. I wonder why…(sarcastic)

This fucking teacher. I’m so done.

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Hey guys so…he’s still a fkn idiot and won’t say shi to me. The only thing he’s said to me thats acc nice in the past week is that he likes my hair.

I’m so done.

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Why are people always so mean and judgmental ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

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THISSSS

"what's ur snap" shut up ask for my number you fucking loser

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THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING TOOOOO OFTEN LATELY

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WORST THING IN THE WORLD is seeing your TC with a different student CONSISTENTLY -_-

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Haha so I was offline again..sry abt that it’s been a Hot minute.

Anyway, update with Mr s. So pretty much he literally won’t fkn talk to me? I don’t know why?? but it’s super weird cuz like I’ll catch him looking at me for a second then he looks away. Which is like…😏…but then again, he doesn’t talk to me. ITS SO ANNOYING. I think cuz there’s a lot going on with the world especially where I am. (people are literally puking every where I wish i was joking) idk I think he’s just stressed and trying to avoid me bc he knows I make him crazy.👅 lmao I’ll update you guys tmw after scl (probably not) hopefully with a good answer.

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𓋹 About me!! (Intro) 𓋹

Hii!! This acc is for girls with teacher crush’s only. If your a perv looking for pu$$y, fuck off. (I’m a minor weirdo) I sleep, listen to music and read. I don’t know what else to put here sooo…

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Bands/Artists

•TOOL, Doja Cat, Lana Del Rey, Alice In Chains, Can, Tame Impala, Pantera, Metallica, Led Zeppelin, Sloan, System Of A Down, Clara La Son, Van Hallen, Lifelover, Imogen Heap, Type O Negative, Korn, Sublime, Talking Heads, Nirvana, Deftones, Soundgarden, ICP, MAR

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Tc Intro!!

•Codename: Mr.S

•Music teacher

•In his 50s

•Married

•5’11 with brown and gray hair

•So very kind and caring

•In multiple Bands with his old friends

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ALSO-

I DO NOT SUPPORT OR CONDONE PEDOPHILIA!! I just fell in love with him🤷‍♀️