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It's been a minute

since I last posted, some crazy shit has happened. I started T!!! Thats fucking awesome, I know I really should be keeping track of the changes but Im lazy lol. And now since I've started hormones I sleep more than ever before. My voice is dropping a little, I will put up a comparison when I do my next shot. If I remember but I have like 2 videos on instagram so go there if you don't see it here. Changes wise; My hair is coming in darker like I have a pedo stache now...thats real cute. But exciting none the less. People say that my voice has deepened but I don't see tons of changes yet but it will come soon enough. My acne isn't bad, Ive really stepped up by face washing game and Im sure thats why it hasn't been bad. My temper is out of control. I have no idea how Ebony deals with me, I flip out over the smallest shit. None the less super glad my transition has been so smooth. Ill be on T 6 weeks on Wednesday. Good shit!

In other exciting news, I'm trying to go back to school this fall. Hopefully things pull through and we make this work. We will be both be going back just  so we don't fall off track again. I'm really gonna try to post more on here but I did make my instagram public so you all can see my progress and endless selfies and animal photos on there too. 

Michael Connor

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Soooo...

Today I posted on instagram that I had two binders I did not need that were hardly used. I was expecting a lot of people to write about them and that wasn’t the part that shocked me. I began to recieve all these emails and direct messages on instagram about how people were going to kill themselves or give themselves their own top surgery if I didnt give them the binder. Not just give them the binder but ship to the complete oppostie side of the world, and when I asked if they could help me with the cost of shipping( (it wasn’t that I didnt want to give it to them,Im just poor lol) they snapped on me and began pouring out pitty stories about how that was complelty unrreasonable….I felt bad but I was trying to do some good and help out somebody who might not be able to afford a binder and what not. Here I am feeling like shit beecause I dont have money to ship across the county and I’m taking money away from my family to send this stuff. We are struggling and that sucks and I get the feeling that not having a binder give people. I know I cant save the world but that doesnt mean I wont try. Any who thats fun. Hopefully I cant get the money to send the two packages to the first people that commented/ contacted me so they can enjoy having binders and not have to worry about dysphoria and all that jazz..

Michael Connor

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Coming out lettes to my grandparents

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I have not been updating this as much as I should have, or how I promised myself I would be....

Life update; I got an awesome job at Us Airways, I work as a reservations agent. They are super chill about calling me Michael, it took some work to have them let me use the mens restroom. But all they needed was me to legally change my sex with the state. Sooo, my happy ass got the letter signed to change it from the doctor and took it to the DMV. Ever since I got that changed we have had no problems. They call me Michael and use male pronouns and are so fast to jump on the slim number of people who say anything rude to me, its awesome.

So, I am now legally male. Thats kind of a big deal, just a doctors note,$8.50 and a trip to the DMV. One week late I recieved a new drivers licence. I also got my appointment set up with the endo who can do my hormones and diabeties at the same time. Sucks because her first appointment is July 31 but hey that will be here before I know it.

I came out to my grandparents about a month ago. I wrote them two letters, one for my grandma and one for my grandpa. They called me and let me know they completly accepted me and would always love me. They call me Michael, they do trip up sometimes but I mean its all new to them. So thats even better than I was expecting. Not gonna lie was so nervous, it was terrifying.I think I knew that they would be okay but I still had that fear in my head.

My transistion is coming along pretty smoothly if I do say so myself. I just ordered a new binder I was in desperate need of a new one and that should be coming in some time next week.

All in all,things are going great and they will only get better from here.Thanks for reading, Ill be back with more info on my transformation soon. Ill post the video Ebony took of me mailng my letters, I got a lot of postive response from it my friends on facebook and instagram. Yay for progress.

Michael Connor<

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This is my transition blog

I went through and deleted all my posts on this blog and am dedicating this to my transition. Here we go, this blog is about my journey from female to male. Coming out to my family and the struggles and achievements that I will go through.