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The Dark Happy

Circa. 2014. The sky was blacker than it could possibly get. Waves of stars dancing like tiny insects. The wind blew calm and the trees stood still. Staring into the great beyond like that of a Sci-Fi thriller. Space ships and glorious vessels descending onto the precipice of a dying seed, ready to plunge and give heed to the dark energies that trot and dance ready for battle. Then, cold and heartless, eyes opened wide, distant beyond comprehension, but speaking in simple tongues. Staring into the beyond and ignoring primary heed; the trees begin to light up and dance around with cosmic energy from the titans above, radiating into what they understand to be the unknown. Radiation rose higher and the great white chancellor in the sky burned with the passion for the distant eyes that is the darkness. Like a blazing ball of supreme undisturbed light, one could only dream of such a connection. Cosmic waves through space and time touched down on the cold surface and gave birth to the dark shadows that lurked in silence. From the ground, up they stood and the eyes grew brighter. A message in energy radiated that battlefield, a message that is not for any kin. The guards stood strong with their mighty armor, but stood still in respect of the mighty darkness that would stay in the distance. Standing there, fearless and out of control, with no clue of what should be done next, the embrace of the mud taking over, filtering a very precise message, one that would shackle the very fibre of humanity for ages to come. Sinking in deeper and deeper, a knowledge had been gained, something so intricate, so benevolent, so intense, so difficult to comprehend was unfolding. A different call, a sign possibly that wasn’t meant to be interpreted by any living soul. The sky grew darker than what had seemed already “pretty” dark. One would think that the great God of Light would not return. The trees continued to twist and turn and the lights kept on dancing. What seemed to be glimmering lights and shadows turned into apparitions of the first kind, confusing, yet real. At this point, reality seemed like a shackled riff in some black space. The vessels in the sky were now joined by their brethren from the distant galaxies away, all seemed in motion, ready to set the world a fire that would run through the very fabric of our history. A paralyzing view yet enriching with the same knowledge as that of the dark mother, screaming in despair. Sooner or later, the price will have to be paid. Then, in the distance of the path, a small voice. One that seemed too cool to be in that place at that time. It was a little girl in white; she stood there and watched. She watched as the planet prepared itself for a new beginning, one that couldn’t be comprehended onto newer horizons. The great chancellor had now disappeared, only his royal guard stood until the fire began to rise.

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Her. She's different.

It's been over a year. Over a year since I got that feeling. That same feeling of ecstasy, adrenaline, courage, faith, hope and confidence all at once. I never thought it'd come back, but it did. But, the difference being, her, she's different. She's fragile, she cares too much, she's innocent, she loves nature, she loves work, she loves her friends. Does she love me? I honestly don't know. Will we ever be together? I have no clue. I don't know what it is, but there's something, that I can't seem to get past by. It's stuck and it's not moving. All day texting has turned into one-word, "Hello's" and "Goodbye's" and it really saddens me. I could see her text at the start of a horribly long and strenuous day and that one text throughout the day would keep me smiling. She would just say, "aww" and warm fuzzy feelings would take over. She would send me a smiley face and I would picture it and smile. She would stumble and fall and make everything look cute in my eyes. She had a smile that was worth looking at each and everyday of your life. She had integrity and passion, but does she have love? I still don't know. But no matter what, she needs to know this. I will never ever be upset at the fact that I barely meet her because of our complicating work schedules. I will never be angry that she can never make time for me. I will not despise her for not being there when I need her. I want her to know that I am ready to take on this challenge, no matter what the circumstances. Because I know, at the end of it all, a long disheartening struggle always ends with a rainbow at the end of the path. I can see that path and yes it does frighten me with its uncertainty and immaturity and unusual consequences. But, knowing that somehow she's there along the way, I will push and push and push till I'm either beaten down to the ground and torn off the path or till I make it and I will become hers and she will become mine. If it's the latter, I won't allow ever to let her get hurt or hurt her myself. I will pamper her, spoil her, care for her, defend her, be there for her, I want to be that guy. That guy is ready and willing... No matter how much shit I need to face, I want to face it. If it simply means getting to hold her hand at the end of it all, I want the world to throw all its shit at me, so in a way I can prove to her I want to be with her. The only thing about all this is; her, she's different . . . I don't know if she will ever feel the same, but I'd like it to go there someday, even if I have to wait... Because there's something in the way she is, that attracts me like no other, it's because she's her, she's different and I wouldn't want it any other way....

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No matter what we breathe, we still are made of greed, This is my Kingdom come, This is my Kingdom come.

- Imagine Dragons

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Our International To-Do List

This is going to be a constant reminder of what we are supposed to do the next time we meet. - Watch all 3 Transformer's movies and sequels thereafter. - Do a Dr. Who marathon.- Watch all 5 (I'm not disclosing the name of the series, coz you know why) movies. - Back pack across Europe. - Go to the hills. - Teleport. =P

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Hill Roads rush after the offices are shut #evening #hillroad #shopstreet #craziness #traffic #donewithwork

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Ĵυѕт ѕσмє ¢ℓαѕѕí¢ мσνíєѕ тσ мαĸє уσυ ѕмíℓє:) ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з

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Boston in the fall… (2012)

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The 38th Congress of the International Federation of Pueri Cantores held in Washinton D.C. New friends, new connections, multiple experiences, one journey. U.S. & Canada Cross Country Trip 2013!

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By far, one of the best experiences in my life so far > Niagara Falls - U.S. & Canada Cross Country Trip 2013!

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The Favorite

Time and time again, I’m faced with the gravest of situations. Sometimes, I even wonder if it’s worth it in the end. Then I think to myself. What if my creator had given up on me and the whole world for that matter? I along with billions of people the world over would not exist. So in that effect, why should I give up if my creator didn’t? I know life throws it’s ups and downs at people. We just have to deal with it. It’s part of this unpredictable journey that will ultimately test us in the most inhumane ways possible. Take away a loved one, make you broke as dirt, make you feel like you weren’t destined for a soul mate, no love, no meaning, no reason to live whatsoever; seems harsh, doesn’t it? My aim is simple and clear though, no matter how many times I fall into the dirt, no matter there being no hands to pick me up when I fall, no matter that “friends” will leave me there and move on, no matter how painful it will be, I will always figure out a way to get back up. I’m a fighter, it’s the one thing my creator put in me that is my strongest attribute. I will always fight my way to the top. I am not afraid to lose out on anything. After all, I’m another global traveller trying to complete this unexpected journey called life. It’s unpredictability is, by far, the favorite.

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"A Dream, A Reality"

Do you love someone? Is she down the street somewhere waiting to meet you? Doesn't it feel nice knowing she's there. One of the best feelings in the world. What's more is being so connected, you know that one day you'll eventually be married and grow old together. Well let me tell you something, if you think you've found it, do not let it go! No matter what! Its a special bond and it should be protected at all costs. Take her out every once a while. Spoil her, make her feel like she's all that you need to be happy, don't let that bond break. You know that when your final days come and you're minutes away from leaving this world, you'll look back on the time you've been with her and know that everything went well. You guys met, started hanging out as friends, the feelings grew stronger, you started to express it, you ask her out and she says yes, you date each other for a few years, your parents know about it and are happy with the way you guys maintain the relationship, you think one day you want to marry her, you plan the perfect proposal and go ahead with it, she says yes and you guys have an extravagant wedding, settle down somewhere in a big house in a foreign country, have a couple of kids, enjoy your family and work life, retire together, grow old and enjoy the spoils of your hard work, attend the grandchildren's birthday parties, ballet recitals and soccer matches and it all seems like a journey well spent. Its a beautiful journey and one that I envy every minute I'm breathing. I look forward to this life one day and I'll never trade it in for anything. I never can, its too hard. I look forward to the day, I look my wife in her eyes and say, "Babe, this entire time, it was never a difficulty, but only, a life's dream, that seemed bleak and unlikely, but became a reality!" and kiss her gently and hold her close and keep her happy till my time to go comes.

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Zackary Michael Keim. I am seventeen, I am bored, I was born on May third, 1996. I have a twin sister, named Lucie. I have an older sister. I wish I had a brother. I live in Portland, I’ve lived in the same house for all of my 17 years of life. I’m Greek and German. I like bikes. I play...

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Hope.

False rings and stupid dings, A song that I can no longer sing; It makes me sad to think this through, Ahead, there is, nothing new; I search and seek for God alone, He will show me the way home; Another plan though is in His eye, Just like He sang a lullaby. I probably am blinded to this act, For in my sight, I can't see a fact; That something new, in my life, Will rekindle that holy strife; I won't know it, even once it's seen, Since I've had an Instantaneous Begin; False rings and stupid dings, I think I have a new song to sing. I can't quite put my finger on it, I can't seem to tell, That this is Holy Deliverance, To lift me up, when I fell; Angelic things, I think I see, To fix my unexpected life's discrepancy; A sign from heaven, He has sent, And made this all fade into the firmament. False rings and stupid dings, Something worth my while, A sweet and perfect song to sing, Beyond a thousand miles; So here's to you and here's to me, You've helped take away this discrepancy; Mile's away and ocean's apart, A new friend has captured my heart.

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Yup…

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At every party, after every one is nice and high! :P