beyondmoonriver

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"it's unclear if you're male or female when you dress like that😡" dude that's the whole point

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anya my dear

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Wrapping presents for the girls who've cried...

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every month is a "no nut november", when you're allergic to nuts

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ladies, gentlemen and others, i proudly present: Men in "Total Black"

"total black" is the name of MSSES choir's performance outfit: the only non-black items are ties in university's colors

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my friend told me they reminded her of this trend

(imagine that worms made an inner mib tiktok or something like that)

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someone: how can you call yourself a lesbian if you like both males and females?

me: excuse me, i admire some boys aesthetically, in a "part of nature" way, like looking at an unusual flower, while i want to protect every woman out there, hold her on my laps and say how beautiful she is, embrace her, make her happy, and-

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my dream is to wake up from this multi-dimensional cutie gently touching my shoulder and saying "good morning, the timeline is fixed, none of the shit that kept you up at nights for the past few years happened"

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"are you alright? you sound almost as therapy-needing as i am"

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BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE MIB EDIT

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idk if people post edits on here or not but heres my men in black jay kay edit!!!!!!!!! :^3 THEY SHOULD KISS… just a thought.

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"MiB International 2" spoilers

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"self-harm"

i'm smelling like self-harm,

smelling like a totally terrible plan,

smell like childhood trauma and nightly mental breakdowns,

a tense silence and a room where it's hard to breathe,

smelling like distrust toward psychotherapists,

my scent is a 100 percent cortisol,

i hide my feelings behind a clown's mask, LOL.

i smell like jealousy and hatred, but

don't worry, i've been ready to punish myself from the start.

i smell like 8 hours of scrolling feed down

electricity and a "don't come close" sign

a crocodile, a very slow woman in front

when the path is narrow and you just can't walk around.

i smell like fear to look you in the eye,

looking for words, but locking them inside

like uncovered wires and

panic for no reason, and

cities with depressive ends.

and you're smelling

like serenity, silence inside of my head,

like a ten-hour sleep in the coziest bed,

you're a thursday, four p.m. o'clock,

like a chamomile tea and calm stroke.

i keep crying, but you smell like those champoos protecting from tears,

like your care and like home, and exactly like this

very serious love, unconditional love.

i'm smelling like i suck,

but i am begging you, please, just stop,

i won't ask for much, my request won't get you stuck,

just let me lie down on you for a bit,

like i'm a stingray and you're the bottom i hit.

i wish i could find peace in your loving arms,

but i'm smelling like fear, like hurry and run,

like waking up at night from a mental breakdown,

like biting nails and lips until i get wounds.

like nervous tigers walking in circles in their cage,

like wanting adoration and acting like onstage,

like scratches on a screen and several missed calls,

like a leaking ceiling and my nerves getting worse.

i smell like fear to look you in the eye,

looking for words, but locking them inside.

i must say, in this case you happened to be in great luck,

otherwise, you know, everything would really suck.

'cause you're smelling

like serenity, silence inside of my head,

like a ten-hour sleep in the coziest bed,

you're a thursday, four p.m. o'clock,

like a chamomile tea and calm stroke.

i keep crying, but you smell like those champoos protecting from tears,

like your care and like home, and exactly like this

very serious love, unconditional love.

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"wanna?"

i'm begging you, don't you die,

or the same will happen to me.

straight to heaven you will go,

i doubt the same will happen to me.

do you want a juicy orange?

do you want to hear some stories?

want me to explode the stars that

keep you up at night?

i'm begging you, go on and live,

see, for you alone i'm living.

my great love will be enough

for me and you and left for giving

want a sea where ships are sailing?

want the newest music playing?

want me to kill all your neighbours

that might keep you up?

want the sun instead of bulblight?

wanna see alps in the sunlight?

want me to give you all my songs,

give you all my songs about you?

want the sun instead of bulblight?

wanna see alps in the sunlight?

want me to give you all my songs,

give you all my songs about you now?

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"we're shattering"

we run our separate,

different ways.

earth breaks in half, things fall

out of place.

erase me now,

look into me

and stay.

forgive me for

my weakness and

how desperate

and strangely i've

been always loving you.

sigh of regret and pain

on my lips.

wrong cities capture us,

stuck in these.

moonlight and telephone

calls beneath.

ignoring boundaries,

staying with.

we run our different ways,

earth falling out of place,

we're shattered, out of place.

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being nb is like "i was beautiful yesterday, now it's time to be handsome"

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i don't need sleep, i need to pour my love for yoyo into this sketch of him