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My most redeeming quality is the autism, my most damaging quality is the autism

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I hate ls bc its just the rob lowe show but also some of the characters i love and so i want to rewatch it??? Bc i miss the good characters even tho they dont really get any story lines or plot?? Help me maybe im going insane

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I dont usually say this but i need explicit spirk smut STAT

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9-1-1 fandom discourse is crazy wdym my choices are either 'eddie is abusive' or 'buck was being a self-centered baby who needed to be taught a lesson' 😭😭😭 wasn't the whole point that eddie lashed out in grief in a characteristically irrational and unfair way that was assholish and that he should apologize for (and DID, in a way that he and buck both understood), and that buck didn't realize the impact of his pain, even internalized, on others, because he's characteristically assuming that his pain doesn't matter, which IS self-centered in a paradoxically selfless way and should be unlearned (which he DOES try to, when eddie calls him out on it)???

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"autistic people need instructions for every simple task" okay how about we talk about the neurotypicals not following clear instructions. what do you mean it didn't work the way you wanted, i gave you the instructions. oh you didn't follow them? you didn't see where i clearly indicated the directions you were supposed to follow for this task? and you're shocked it didn't turn out right? you decided to pull a Jared I'm 19 and go rogue? you're surprised the road less travelled isn't fucking paved because no one travels it? do you get off on this

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im getting really fucking sick of all this “it gets better!” bullshit. im going to have depression for the rest of my life. it’s not going to “””get better””” fuck you

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you sign onto a show under the impression that you’ll be kissing your childhood celebrity crush, because you’re explicitly told that you’ll be playing her love interest. and now seven years later you’ve had maybe one and a half onscreen conversations with that woman, a percentage of the viewers openly want you to kiss the large british man playing her brother, the showrunner has been stealing from your actual life to create a character backstory, and you’ve genuinely been scared that you’re going to lose your job twice. you are ryan guzman

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things the buckley siblings have in common

- falling in love with their best friend

- having their throats cut open

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buddie textposts! come and get your buddie textposts in these trying times!!

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i think and therefore im stressed out

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i do genuinely need to go on some sort of quest this year or i’m going to become evil for real

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asexuals are queer pass it on

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just got mad again over how Hen and Karen have been on their journey of adding to their family since season 3 and when they finally get to permanently and officially adopt Mara.... it's watered down to a 20 second clip in a montage and given no room to enjoy or celebrate

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sure ok. why did eddie even go to texas then? why set up that he’s gonna choose to stay with the 118 (not even like. a buddie thing specifically) for himself because thats where he belongs and then instead he’s forced to stay by CHIMNEY??? why did bobby die?? why did athena sell their house? why did eddie go to texas?? why was eddie going to texas buck’s entire storyline for the season? why chekovs el paso fire employee who abandoned them for a wife in another state? why did eddie tell buck he wasn’t going to make him move out if he came back and then he moved out?? why did bobby die in the middle of a season of rat disease?? why the silly and flippant tone after bobby died? why the 4 minute funeral? why the theme of people returning? why the grahambobby parallel except he lives??? why did athena take bobby’s body to minnesota? how is maddie already giving birth?? how long was eddie in texas? why didn’t chris ever express any desire to move back to LA ?? why did hen do literally nothing all season?? why did bobby die? why did eddie go to texas?

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Can i say something problematique for terminally online millenials and people born after that point: I think the seeming lack of ability or willingness to call one another and chat on the phone with friends unprompted or out of the blue contributes to whatever hellish loneliness everyone is talking about feeling these days. Say what you want about boomers and old people but those guys mostly knew how to keep in touch with each other. Idk man call a bitch today