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Ovdje,

okružen vrtložnim ništavilom kaosa,

s ogorčenim idiotizmom izmaglice i otuđenosti,

sjedim

gdje percepcija postaje teret

i gdje teret postaje gubitak percepcije.

Što je ovaj svijet,

ovaj svijet kontradikcije,

ovaj mučni labirint tuge

gdje zabuna vlada i

jasoća ostaje potopljena?

Ovdje,

okružen sterilnim relikvijama razumnosti,

izgubljen u labirintu lomljivih misli,

sjedim

gdje život postaje teret

i gdje teret postaje gubitak života.

Što je ova zbunjenost

ova zabuna sfera

ova nepopustiva nedoumica

koja odlučno isušuje moj lik

i čini me beznadnim?

-Sandy Jeffs, “Here I sit”

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Pencil Sketch Artist Ani Cinski

For more: https://artwoonz.com/pencil-sketch-artist-ani-cinski/

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Ocean Waves by ryanpernofski

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The love marks you left me with were still healing ,but you were already leaving them on another woman’s body.

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Zbunjen i poražen, gledam kako se sva lepota sveta, po čudnoj i svirepoj alhemiji ljubavi, pretvara u žalost za tobom.

-Ivo Andrić

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mrzila sam tvoje kašnjenje

na sastanke

na utakmice

na večere

mrzila sam što mi nikada nisi čestitao rođendan u ponoć

mrzila sam što sam uvijek osjećala da me ne poštuješ kada bi mi rekao doći ću u 9 a došao bi u 1o

mrzila sam što bi se cigarete gasile

mlijeko bi iskipilo

hrana se kvarila jer si ti kasnio

ali znaš šta sam mrzila najviše

to što si zakasnio da me zavoliš

što si pustio da mjesecima patim za tobom i prije nego što su nam se usne spojile

što si me pustio da te zovem pijana iako mi je to vrijeđalo ponos

što si dok sam te ja voljela ljubio druge

što nisi znao da me zagrliš kad mi je bilo potrebno

i što sam se ja

dok si ti stigao da me zavoliš

umorila

a sva ostala kašnjenja bih ti oprostila

da nisi zakasnio za najbitniju stvar

ljubav

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I saw you writing

I saw you casting stones to the sea

I saw you cursing thunderstorm to cease

I saw you taking your pain to sleep

I saw you building a shelter for your soul

I saw you planting love out of brokenness

a thousand candles with

a thousand matches sticks

you burned the shadows of your past

writing memories on the dust

swaying like a leaf on the tree

when the angry wind blow from the south

releasing your fear like a million birds

during sunset at the beach

unloading your burdens

running your heavy heart under

one rainy morning

I saw you writing

I saw another warrior in the making

Me To You I I see you writing

Df.

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Art By IG: @alicjanai Reseller hosting Instagram: @artwoonz

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hajde da se veceras

namerno slucajno sretnemo

hajde da ti kazem koliko si me povredio

ali koliko bih te opet slusala kako govoris

onako, pun energije, kao da je ceo svet tvoj

i pored toga sto ni sam sebe ne umes da spoznas

u ovom ludilu bez kraja

hajde da te pitam

sta ti znaci ona pesma koju slusas svakog dana

pa da mi kazes kako je iza nje sve ono skriveno

sto ne umes i ne smes da mi kazes

pa da te ja opet prezirem

a ti da opet cutis

dok se ne setis da me pitas

koji je onaj decko s kojim se sasvim slucajno smejem na fotografiji

a ja da,eto, cutim 

i da glumim da taj neko ima veci znacaj od tebe

i hajde da me veceras zagrlis

i da mi kazes kako si prokleto kriv

iako smo oboje

ali da te svejedno zagrlim onako kako se grli

nesto sto nisi siguran da ces vise ikad videti

i hajde da tu gde ti vidis smrt

ja vidim samo nas dvoje

i samo hajde

da mi budes tu danas, sutra, za godinu dana, za deceniju

hajde da nas pocetak

bude veceras

a da se kraj nikako

ne nazire..

strpljivi bol na dnu flase

je spreman za veceras

hoces li moj spas nocas biti ti

ili ipak taj poslednji gutljaj

vina?

ultravioletna

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She had this special ability of making them fall. And i watched them fall for her one after another. I don’t really know what wqs it, maybe her unique eyes, the words of comfort, or her listening. But they would all fall in love. She was pretty, I guess that’s what pulled them in. They thought they would just use her like any other girl, but would end up clinging onto her for a dear life. I watched them fall. I saw the biggest player fall under her spell. He was in for the game, but she played him well. And she didn’t even know. I watched them fall. I saw the fall for her smile, I watched them stare after her, I watched them get heartbroken. And i fell too.

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I haven’t been sober in a while. I was drowning in drinks day after day. Taste of cigarettes and whiskey became part of me. I thought I was strong enough to be without it. Every time I would see something which reminds me of you I would drink one more, then one more and more, and end in a vicious circle, until every emotion would leave my body and I would be dead from everything. My body left me. It was dead, without emotions, and only then I felt good. I knew it would be painful tomorrow anyway; it will hit me like a wave straight into my heart without intention to stop, but at least I was dead for a moment, and I wanted to be dead and emotionless. I would wake up in the morning, wouldn’t even feel the hangover, as it became my daily life. I was destroying myself, just walked through life like that for so long it wasn’t even noticeable anymore, I was in some sort of limbo of everything that deep down in my soul I wasn’t. Words of other people would just cross my mind, I wasn’t even listening. And when I would see you with another one, just a simple photograph; then it hits the hardest, I would search for an end and escape of emotions and sadness, and pain and disappointment. I was running away. I kept running until I realized there is no point in hiding. There is no other escape but time, which will pass. And then I let it hurt, kill, because I knew it would be over and I will be alright and I will be me again. Because everything ends, sometimes sooner or later, but eventually it ends. And you walk out stronger. Unbreakable. Because it ends. Everything ends.

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I fell for those simple things,

Little things

When he woke up just for a second

Kissed me half conscious

And fell asleep right after.

That stupid look

With a soft smile on his face.

The stories about things

That I have no knowledge of whatsoever

Just because

He spoke with passion and excitement

It consumes you

The unexplainable calmness when he moves closer

The uncontrollable smile

Every second

The warmth that overcomes your body

You don’t know where it comes from

You just feel it

And you surrender

As long as it lasts.

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Meet me where horizon ends where the sun dies in the shadows

Let me spread my useless wings and dive into darkness in the colourless world

And cover me in roses I will enjoy in pain of the thorns

In the colourless world where you are the whole spectrum

In the loud silence

where my screams are absorbed

without a sound

just darkness and

silence

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Do I love you?

I saw men strain their necks

just to have a glimpse of you,

A bashful pride has taken over

what would have been jealousy then,

That’s how I knew I really love you

You told me that you are not beautiful

when your face has no makeup in place,

But you are always beautiful

in so many ways,

That’s how I knew I already love you

You saw me lose control,

You helped me piece together

my shattered heart and soul,

You pushed me to climb 

success’s steep and slippery slope

I already knew I’ll always love you

Yes, I love you.

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She threw it all in the river

She stood in the middle of the garden like the most beautiful flower It's like she is a part of the imagination and the music She listened to my song, the last one that I'll sing to her Now I say to her "goodbye dear", but she was my life 

She past through my dreams and she was an instant With all of her body, she was mine, and I was hers She carried our love, our happiness, the first flower She threw it all in the river and walked towards another world 

But tonight if she is listening, let her hear the pain in the song that I'm singing to her, only to her Let her forever carry a mark on her heart that she threw a life away 

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Who you belong to

You lied again, my dear That you weren’t with him last night I could feel it... Your lips were trembling In fear that I would not forgive.

Why, when you could just admit

Your lips are still tired, Whatever you say, I know it's not true Your shoes are dry, But I know that it’s raining outside. Your cheeks are blushed Your eyes are shining On your face, it’s written who you belong to Not to me

You are hiding your face in vain But I know the eyes of the traitor You acted everything our Still dirty from his kisses Poisoned by his touches  I know you lied

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Autumn inside me

but whatever I wish for everything is so far away and now I'm sorry I'd like to repeat it all

The most beautiful song  I'd sing to you Oh what a fortune it would be  if I could've sung 

Birds escaping Silence is building walls “Goodbye” is ringing The word of God's punishment

Those intoxicating lips of yours I'm still dreaming of how they used to kiss me

Autumn inside me is grieving Why am I dreaming of cypresses My roads are leading nowhere Autumn reigns within me and in you are in spring Not even the sun can shine  through the clouds