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am I a bitch or for the first time in my life I'm establishing my boundaries and try to communicate my unhappiness and anger at the way I was treated?
#i was passive aggressive in that message yes#but god at least hearing 'sorry' would suffice#some acknowledgement#they're lucky I didn't blow up on them when I was properly angry#still can they stop being so selfish for once?
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every time I genuinely try to talk about her, confide in my friends, they wouldn't even let me finish a thought
they'd assume about her, her intentions and misunderstand my need to let it all out for a rant
why is it that when they talk about the same person over and over again they are heard and given space to express everything but when I try to open up and ease my heart they dismiss me??
#I'm fed up#to the brim#i need to talk about her let it all out#let someone knew I literally fell in love and got my heart ripped out#but no apparently only they can have long talks about useless shitty boys#but when i wanna talk about a girl suddenly she's manipulative and it's good she no longer talks to me#fuck you#i need new friends i guess
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this is not a date, why the fuck am I freaking out
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great, now I'm awake at 4am
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i wanted to have my own little sandray new year moment and look at me
lying in bed crying
because I'm never enough
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someone up for little bit of platonic marriage?
i offer pathetic silly girl with slight praise kink, obsession with bls and soft bois, and trust issues
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made this account like 9 months ago and I feel like I haven't moved a single inch
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I'm actually thinking about renting flat by myself
...would probably have to sacrifice kidney and lung to afford it tho
#I'm starting to need my own space#like the WHOLE fucking space#with my levels of cleanliness#and my spirit in every room#i need my space
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i felt more unhinged than ever before in my life, soaking up the care the affection, flying too close to the sun and thought I saw the signs I let the wax melt and drip down my back and I pitied the scorching orb even as I hurled down to the dust
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yooooooooooo it's so quiet here, anyone wanna slam me to a wall and make out?
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calm your tits man, you're not that fly to be hit on by a gay man
#love when straight men dread of being hit on by gays#yeah my 60smth dad fears that bc he put on a pink glasses#*stares into camera*#homophobia
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funny how kink is with me from early age and I didn't even realise till now
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i have rage inside me that's simmering on low for quite enormous time
#need to punch and scream and scratch and cry and why am I the only one that cares#sees the future#am i a fucking joke
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i just think everyone would be better off if she just
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i fell like I'm slowly dying here
without even noticing
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