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in another universe, cancer would have a cure, and doctors would listen more, you would still be here, and we would not be lost without your guidance; in another universe perhaps, suffering does not exist, and we all live long and happily and pass away in our sleep, with no pain, i miss you, and perhaps, in another universe, we’ll meet again, auntie. </2

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in another universe, you would’ve been the one to spend 3 days in jail, in that universe i wouldn’t have been afraid to speak up when my brother called the police, in that universe i stood up for myself, and never let you hurt me. in another universe, i should’ve listened to my dad and left you, had i listened to him in that universe, perhaps i would not flinch now, when someone walks pass me. in this universe, i am seen as jumpy because of you, and easily scared, i wish people could understand that in another universe, i wouldn’t be this way.

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neither older nor wiser but a secret third thing (scareder)

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jesus + miku art, i love you,

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i collected the pages now what

we hang out

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glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts

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Aging is hot. Gray hairs are hot. Smile lines are hot. Get with it.

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"fuck it we ball" is for stress about the future "it is what it is" is for stress about the past and "this too shall pass" is for stress about the present thank you for coming to my TED talk

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reasons for there to be only one bed ˗ˏˋ ꒰ 🍊 ꒱

¹⁾ they’re undercover as a married couple, and as such need to act like one

²⁾ there’s technically two beds available, but it’s freezing cold and everybody knows body heat works best

³⁾ it’s a camping trip, and one character’s forgotten their sleeping bag

⁴⁾ a character goes to their friend’s house after an emotional upheaval in search of comfort, and ends up staying the night - but refuses to kick the homeowner out of their own bed, resulting in the two of them sharing it

⁵⁾ in a roommate scenario, one character’s bedroom has been rendered unusable - and with the couch being unsustainable in the long run, they proffer sharing the one remaining bed as a solution

⁶⁾ there are two beds, but only one blanket

⁷⁾ a character’s taken ill, and the other party worries too much to leave them alone for even a minute

⁸⁾ in a fit of anger after a mission gone wrong, both characters sleep in the only available bed because no one was chivalrous to offer to take the floor

⁹⁾ a character’s had a nightmare, and needs company to feel safe enough to go back to sleep

¹⁰⁾ the weather takes a tumultuous turn, meaning a late night hangout has to turn into a sleepover when a character gets stranded there for the night

¹¹⁾ it’s a late night at work and when they both grow too tired to continue on, the only option is the lone office couch

¹²⁾ a threat’s been made against one/all character(s) involved, and so under the guise of safety in numbers it’s deemed safest if they stay together - everywhere

¹³⁾ one character joins the other for a late-night conversation, and ends up getting comfortable in their bed next to them - evidently too comfortable, as the char in bed falls asleep on the visitor and effectively traps them there

¹⁴⁾ there’s no bed in the shoddy refuge they’ve found after things went sideways, so when it comes time to sleep the only real choice is to stay close together

and, of course,

¹⁵⁾ it’s the last room available at the hotel after a long trip

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can i get a hell yea if you’re still gonna be wasting your time on this website in 2014

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Reblog In 5 seconds for good luck

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I feel cheated. no one on Reddit told me that tumblr is a serotonin factory. Keep liking and reblogging my posts please thanks

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You just finished translating an ancient message found near an unknown structure that roughly means “…this is not a place of honour…”

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there is only so much anger that a short person’s body can hold, and i have reached that limit !!/!!:!/&/&/!

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remember, pinkie pie wouldn't want you to be sad rn

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Under the read more is a huuuuuuuge (70+) list of free resources I’ve compiled during my time studying Thai, with some resources on Isaan and Lao as well. I’ve organized it by alphabetical order for Tumblr but you can view by level, format, and content on Notion (you don’t need an account to view btw). Since I’ve been using Notion to organize and keep track of all these resources that’s also where you’ll find more notes and future updates. This list focuses on resources meant specifically for language learners and does not include native content made for native speakers.

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