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hi guess who finished their new blog, meaning this one is officially *unintelligible hand motions* archived

@deflvwered

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an independent, highly selective, multimuse, 20+

bloomed by envy

feat. muses from euphoria, dc, marvel, game of thrones, steven’s universe and more <3

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hi guess who finished their new blog, meaning this one is officially *unintelligible hand motions* archived

@deflvwered

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hi guess who finished their new blog, meaning this one is officially *unintelligible hand motions* archived

@deflvwered

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Dragging your rp partners into shipping hell like

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me telling myself i was gonna cut down on a lot of muses when moving this blog and still managing to have 90+

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Send “They’re ’s a 10, but..” and fill in the rest to call out my muse!

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not me staring at my follower count and trying to figure out who all has moved blogs

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hi guess whose back 😘

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move to the new blog is gonna start with reducing the list of muses i play

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another life update from yours truly

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another life update from yours truly

i know this hiatus has been going on forever and im really sorry, i didn’t expect everything to go south in my life so quickly. the good news is im doing a lot better! the situation with the landlord is almost resolved, our flooring has been replaced as requested, our a/c is still a struggling point but we’re fighting it out, the financial situation still isn’t good but we’re slightly more stable now and i won’t say we’re in the clear yet but things are looking slightly better than they were a while ago, my mental state is definitely doing much better.

im starting to get my urge to right back now that im not stressed constantly anymore and ive been thinking about some new muses and possibly even moving blogs altogether. i really wanna thank people that have checked in on me and asked how im doing as well as just people who have been patient and supportive even though i genuinely feel like i’ve just been holding my own private pity party the last few months and im sorry about that lmao. anyway, love you guys, and i really hope to be back soon <3 i can still be found on discord and dms here if anyone wants to just talk or something!

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So I really hate to make this kind of post but my situation is very dire right now. I’m unemployed due to various physical and mental disabilities that made me have to drop out of school. I was never able to go back and finish school due to my mother getting severely ill with chronic conditions and me needing to be with her fulltime. My brother is the sole worker of the family and all of his money goes to paying bills. I am on government assistance but they’ve denied my food stamps application and it may take up to 30 days or longer before they can review my application again.

I have literally no way to buy food currently and any money my brother makes needs to go to keeping the electricity on. I’m really in a tough spot and wouldn’t be asking if I had other options. Anything that people can send, even if it’s just a few dollars would help tremendously. I’ve only got paypal unfortunately and I have no idea if I’d be able to pay anyone back physically but I may be able to make you a graphic or promo or something?

PAYPAL: paypal.me/wildsavannahrealism

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another update;

the person who was supposed to come over for the inspection on the 5th never showed up and hasn’t responded to any email i’ve sent asking why she never showed up. our house is completely clean and in the condition she requested, we also still don’t have any A/C and my financial situation is getting dire enough to the point that tomorrow i’m going to a food bank. thank you everyone for the sweet messages after the original post, i’m still around if people want to chat i just haven’t been in the headspace or had the time to even think about sitting down to write while all this is going on.

long post about personal life + where i’ve been

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long post about personal life + where i’ve been

i kind of vanished off the face of the earth again after JUST getting back from another hiatus and i apologize for that, there’s really no other way to put it than these past few months have been really shitty for me.

Currently I’m in the midst of dealing with major financial struggles, we’ve been literally having to choose between keeping the lights on and eating. I’m trying to get back on government assistance but there is no telling how long that’ll take. I’m working on resolving issues with my landlord as well who failed my apartment during inspection due to issues that we’ve been telling them about for months. They’ve agreed to at least work with us and start repairs.

The reason this all started was because my A/C broke and they’re arguing with us that before they can fix it we needed to clean out the clutter in my living room which has been done but they still are being difficult with fixing it and now I’ve been without A/C for probably a month and the temperature is in the triple digits here. I’m not under any threat of eviction currently, but they are threatening to fine me and I do not have the money to pay for that obviously. They’re coming back on the 5th to assess the apartment again and make sure it’s been cleaned as they asked ( it has ).

There was another factor in this in the fact that I currently have more pets than I’ve listed on the lease ( they were all acquired after I moved in ) and for some reason they’re claiming that there’s a ‘two pet minimum’ ( I have never seen that section in the lease so I’m thinking they’re lying about this but not much I can do about it ). I’m not willing to get rid of my pets because they’ve been with me since they were born and it’d be very traumatic to have to suddenly rehome all of them for me and them. Hence the alternative will be hiding them which isn’t very difficult in of itself since these apartments rarely if ever actually come over but the major hurtle is going to be ensuring that they’re hidden during the 5th until the apartments complete their inspection.

So, essentially, I’ve been very, very stressed and have little energy for doing basically anything let alone writing. I’m really sorry, cause I know I just got back, all of this very much came out of the blue. Again, I’m thinking after we pass inspection everything will slow down and kind of start to return to normal until maintenance comes around to start fixing everything. As always, you can find me on discord if you just wanna chat and for people who might not have discord, I’m going to be at least checking my IMs on here. Thank you everyone whose been so patient with me these past months <3

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So I really hate to make this kind of post but my situation is very dire right now. I’m unemployed due to various physical and mental disabilities that made me have to drop out of school. I was never able to go back and finish school due to my mother getting severely ill with chronic conditions and me needing to be with her fulltime. My brother is the sole worker of the family and all of his money goes to paying bills. I am on government assistance but they’ve denied my food stamps application and it may take up to 30 days or longer before they can review my application again.

I have literally no way to buy food currently and any money my brother makes needs to go to keeping the electricity on. I’m really in a tough spot and wouldn’t be asking if I had other options. Anything that people can send, even if it’s just a few dollars would help tremendously. I’ve only got paypal unfortunately and I have no idea if I’d be able to pay anyone back physically but I may be able to make you a graphic or promo or something?

PAYPAL: paypal.me/wildsavannahrealism

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back on my mortal kombat bullshit so either find me here or on @cvnfessed