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Gaining its strength from the moon’s rays, this loyal pokemon is the perfect companion for quiet night walks and stargazing.

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"I can fix him" not in a "I can make him into a better person" way but in a "if he was my character I would've handled his story better" way

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even good things have to end

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oooohhhh bright one...... you think your friends can't stand you don't you,,,, oooohhhh.... fucking idiot lmaoo ooooohhh....

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why shouldn't i draw more totk roleswap its only been (checks watch) two years

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Update

So the good news is, I don't think our water heater is broken. I was able to have someone look at it, and he got it to re-light.

The bad news is, it went out again, and now as far as I can tell we have no propane flow at all.

That means no hot water to wash or bathe with, no stove, no oven. Can't wash hygenically, can't cook.

We've been left with an elderly incontinent dog who is constantly making messes and no hot water now to wash towels in.

Cell needs to be able to soak for chronic pain which gets bad even after a day or two.

Best case scenario, the propane is too low and just needs to be refilled. Worse, something is broken, and I'm just praying that isn't the case.

We need $300 to cover their minimum refill which we cannot afford on top of everything else, and I'm making it our immediate priority.

I went ahead and made a GoFundMe for this issue, I don't know, I'm at my wits end and things just keep going wrong. I don't really have good places to share it, I don't have a twitter or Facebook following but I'm getting desperate.

Please help or share if you can. I feel really hopeless right now. I wish I had something to offer in return. I can beta read/edit? I sometimes write poetry? I can do trainer sprite edits and things like that? I play games??

Ko-Fi

PayPal

CashApp

(pay no attention to the deadname behind the curtain adjhfgsdjfg)

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finished another zine! ive wanted to make a zine based on my mug collection for YEARS, its just been stewing in the back of my mind, but here it is! finally!!

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Another one for those of us who have 5000 OCs. Name an OC who…

…you share a hobby with.

…has helped you with one of your own insecurities.

…sleeps with a stuffed animal.

…has a phobia.

…tends to get too absorbed in their activities.

…cries easily.

…has a physical disability.

…has a mental disability.

…collects something.

…has a unique fashion sense.

…doesn't outwardly show much emotion.

…has a certain accessory they always wear.

…has a different native language than you.

…is afraid of their own shadow.

…is pretty much fearless.

…has a comfort food.

…is seen as childish by their peers.

…nobody ever believes.

…misses somebody badly.

…is good at fixing things.

…has changed a lot from their original design.

…you made up a long time ago.

…tends to hog up a lot of space in your brain.

…has a lot of energy.

…isn't human.

…grew up in a different country from you.

…has changed so much in appearance that somebody who knew them years ago might not recognize them now.

…has a lot of trauma, even compared to the rest of your OCs.

…is grieving.

…wouldn't kill a mosquito (or similarly bothersome bug).

(pro tip: be sure to send an ask to the person you reblog this from!)

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I wrote out Emily's (30th) birthday chapter recently in my fic and described her in an outfit like this, so I wanted to draw it :3

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Lost children

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meshiii🍴

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It truly is fitting that the Xehanort game was the one that explored this idea of like. Love and empathy having the potential to turn into corrupting forces. People hurting each other and themselves due to the despair and insecurity born from intense love. Things that ought to be associated with light and goodness (and that usually are in the main games) instead leading to darkness and suffering.

Eraqus with his bright and well-meaning comments to Baldr that are nonetheless ignorant and hurtful (Scala's teachings in general). Vidar's feelings of love and mercy compelling him to destroy darkness and save Baldr for his friends' sake, a normally heroic and selfless desire that would be awarded in any other KH game as others before me have noted, but because this quest is misguided, Vidar's methods too extreme, it turns into a fruitless, failure of an endeavor that ends up causing more death rather than preventing it. Baldr's adoration of his sister, his love for her, twists into an obsessive, self-esteem destroying dependency that leaves a gaping hole in his heart the perfect size for darkness to call home.

Over and over again, examples of the "false light" that the Master of Masters described to Xehanort.

Like yeah no wonder Xehanort turned out like that. He was trapped in a story where—what were ostensibly—acts of goodness and light were either utterly ineffective at preventing tragedy or were easily corrupted under the right conditions. The form of "light" wielded by his instructors and peers, the people who were supposed to protect and guide the world, let him down on such a profound level that his perception of its efficacy and righteousness suffered as a result; he completely lost faith in whatever was masquerading as "true light" in this world...or, you know, that's probably how he viewed it, anyway.

In his eyes, better to turn to darkness for his goals because at least it's good at getting shit done and not pretending to be something it isn't, assuming you're strong enough to bring it to heel and not let it corrupt you. And Sora wasn't around yet to prove him wrong, to prove that true light and goodness still exist in the world and you don't have to throw everything away and start over...

So yeah out of all the potential KH games that could've introduced (debatable)/explored this topic I'm glad it was the Xehanort one because it just makes so much sense for his character and where the series is at now, especially with the Lost Masters arc on the horizon featuring: the Master of Masters, a villain (question mark) seemingly motivated by light and light alone.

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three mimirs

so obsessed with these three 🥹

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isat fake tweets

thx

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various kpop demon hunters sketches bc I was bored

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I bring to you once again some fanart of another fanfiction by my dear friend @kattythingz , a scene from Chapter 6 of A Crown with Gems and Gold! I highly recommend you read it if you aren't already keeping up with it like me!

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I don't even have to say it but I will. Noibat. Eviscerate my boy.

I think I somehow managed to make them more marketable (?)