brokenlonelyandafraid

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Popping in since I haven't in a bit.

I'd love to do some One Chicago rping if anyone is interested. I'd like to use my oc *Sophia and it can be against a canon or oc muse! Would prefer discord but I can do Tumblr- I'll just won't be using gifs or icons.

If you're interested like this or send me a message. I'll be happy to plot or just throw out a starter to jump into!

*the tagged post I have of her is basically accurate but not the best description. Feel free to ask any questions about her or my blog!

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Around...kind of.

Currently in bed recovering from yard work all day. Aching back and joints make me feel like an old lady...and turning 30 tomorrow doesn't help 😅

Shoot me a message if you want to plot, or have any questions about the blog since it's an absolute mess, or if you just want to chat.

I also have discord available 😊

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PSA that this blog is kind of a mess so if you're curious about anything lmk 😅 I'm hoping that one day I'll come on here and fix it up lol

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Kind of want to create a starter or two for either 911 or One Chicago verses...or both...

If you want one lmk?

Can do here or discord.

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Wanted Plots/Threads:

911:

-My oc Sophia being Eddie's best friend since childhood finally moving to LA. Maybe even helping him with his sexuality and crush on Buck? Or Buck getting jealous that they're spending more time together and she has to basically spell it out for him.

-Sophia being a long lost Buckley sibling. This post explains it!

OneChicago:

Putting Sophia with literally anyone from OneChicago but huge bonus for:

-big brother/little sister bond with Adam Ruzek.

-Anything with romantic intentions (not necessarily shipping) with Dante Torres, Kevin Atwater, Hailey Upton, Stella Kidd, or Kelly Severide. And I know they aren't OneChicago but also with Joe Velasco or Grace Muncy from SVU.

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Like this or shoot me a message if you want to do something involving any of this! I'd prefer discord (that I haven't used in forever lol) but we can keep to tumblr if desired!

Or send in a meme to break the ice! Just give a hint as to what fandom it is lol. And don't worry about the age of the meme or theme- I'm slowly coming back so everything is kind of old.

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Well, well, well...

My muse for 911 is high so if anyone with a 911 muse wants to write against my oc Sophia* or I can write as Eddie or Buck lmk! Would much rather do discord atm but willing to do Tumblr.

*would love a thread where she and Eddie are besties since childhood or a long lost Buck twin! I have that specific plot on my verses page. But it's pretty straightforward lol. Can be with a Buck or Maddie.

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Okay, so like previously said I want to dip my toes back in instead of fully launching myself back into rping. So, while I do have many ideas in mind to throw out, I'm going to settle for the one that's most prominent:

911. Eddie and Sophia (my oc) besties. Basically my idea is that they've been besties for forever and Sophia finally makes her move to LA. One big idea I have with that is that she helps Eddie come to terms with having feelings for Buck, however it's not a necessary aspect and doesn't have to be a apart of it at all. He can be straight and maybe she just helps with Christopher. It can be platonic or not. Honestly, we can just throw them at the wall and see what sticks!

I also wouldn't mind seeing the Buck side of it. Especially if they aren't together. Jealous Buck, anyone? Sophia would have so much fun watching him get all grumpy when she's around knowing full well that he and her bestie are destined to be together.

Sooo if you have an Eddie (or Buck!) that you want to throw at us, let me know (like this or message me)! I prefer discord, just keep in mind that I haven't used it in forever haha. But we can do it on here if you don't mind me being gif/iconless.

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*me, a month ago* Hey I'm going to be back within a week!

Haha...oops. I think I need to stop making promises bc I clearly can't keep them. I won't really explain the whole reason I've been away but basically anxiety, depression, trauma, death, stress, depression, almost death, stress, anxiety, ....a few other things.

I'm not going to say that I'm back. Quite frankly... I'm really not. I do want to write but at the same time it almost seems like a chore. I am thinking of dipping my toes in again, for a little while at least. Probably mostly on discord.

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Happy Sunday everyone! Hopping on for just a moment. Safe to say that it's been a while since I've used this thing and a lot has happened. I'll try to get on tomorrow or at least some time this week to actually take a peek at what I've missed.

I still want to rp. I love it and miss it dearly. But I think some changes need to be made. What those changes are... I have no idea.

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Kind of on discord today and looking to use Sophia (my oc, Dianna Agron fc), especially against SoA and Mayans muses (canon and oc) either in her SoA verse or not and 911 muses for her Buckley sibling verse as well as muses from One Chicago. But honestly I'm just looking to rp so I'm open to practically anything lol

Soooo like this or shoot me a message in you're interested.

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(open. fc dianna agron)

Sophia swallowed the lump in her throat, fighting hard to not panic. As she sat on the ground she examined the damage. The scrapes on her left hand and knees stung as blood began to emerge. The pain was nothing compared to what was throbbing from her ankle, though. She maneuvered her leg ever so slightly to see the injury, immediately hissing at the sharp pain it caused. 

The blonde woman had been pulled off of the concrete path in the park, twisting her ankle and landing on her knees and hand on the dirt and rocks. She turned her head to look at the reason to her fall. Her dog Benny, the eighty pound pit bull, sat loyally by her side with a stiffly wagging tail. He was concerned about the incident, but also eager to get back to their walk. Actually, he really wanted to complete his task of running to the tree to see the squirrel that had escaped up it, but he’d just be happy doing anything. 

“Fuck. Fuck!”

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I’d sell my soul and possibly a kidney for:

a thread with Sophia in her SoA verse as Jax’s daughter with Jax or really any SoA canon or oc muse

a thread with Sophia either in her SoA verse or not against a Mayans canon or oc muse (esp Angel or Ez)

a thread with Sophia in her Buckley!Long Lost (Buck twin?) sister verse with Buck

On tumblr or Discord, ‘cause either way gifless lol. If you’re interested in any of this... let me know? My soul is like 6.5/10 and my kidneys are...decent? 

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Updates!

#1- Nick’s fc is being changed from Niall Horan to Oliver Stark! I like Niall but something about Oliver in 911 screams Nick. I’m really happy about this change so I’m hoping this means more muse for him!! 

#2- I’m adding more muses, this time- canon muses! I’m going to do a trial run to start, so for now I’m just adding Eddie Diaz (911), Kim Burgess (Chicago PD), and Stella Kidd (Chicago Fire). I’m not going to do all of them at the same time, so here are my open muses: Sophia (OC), Nick (OC), and Eddie (canon, 911). They’ll change as I see fit, however I do have discord that I’d be willing to test more canon muses out on (& use my ocs too).

Soooo there it is. Not much. Maybe not too exciting. But just trying to spice things up around here! I need to update this place so please bear with me lol. Lmk directly if you want to rp, pls. At the moment I feel awkward coming to people 🙃 

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I have this habit of falling off the face of the earth 😅 My deepest apologies to everyone that I haven’t replied to- I’ll be making my rounds within the next day or so. If ya want, you can just shoot me a message to let me know the status of what we have- if you want to continue, great! If not, completely understandable 🙂❤

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Kind of thinking about bringing on some canon muses, like from 911 and One Chicago....

Eddie, Buck, Maddie, then some of the Chicago ladies. Time will tell 🤷🏼‍♀️

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Anyone that does OneChicago and 911 rping on discord and would like to do something with me and my oc Sophia, like this or send a message. I’d love to get more things going!

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“This is a pretty big belly, isn’t it?” Abigail!! Marvariants

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"And absolutely beautiful!" Sophia beamed, staring down at the rounded belly. "I'm eager to meet who's inside."