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BTS Jin~While no one’s looking

Title: While no one’s looking

Pairings: Jin x reader

Word count:2.148

Summary: Jin’s the popular boy at school, he’s popular because everyone gets along with him. He comes from a strict rich family and has amazing grades, everyone loves him. You however, are the loser, Jin doesn’t even know who you are but when your paths start to cross he can’t help but fall in love with you but he’s too ashamed to be with you (fluffy ending)

It was another lonely day at school, you sat at the back of the class, waiting for the bell to ring for everyone to start piling their way in through the door. You got there early because this was were you had started to sleep. Yes, you had no home, well, you did but all your parents ever seemed to do was scream at each other and so you decided to stay in school while no one was looking. 

Not that anyone would pay attention to you, you were the loser, you kept to yourself and was way to broken to make friends, scared of them leaving you, and again, not that anyone would want to be your friend. Everyone always whispered about you, 

‘I heard she tried to kill herself’

‘I heard she’s under witness protection’

and other ridiculous rumours. The bell ran, startling you from your thoughts as everyone piled into class. They came in pairs, in groups, squealing and laughing and you felt more lonely than you did when you were by yourself. 

The girls all started to frantically whisper and hit each other when Jin walked in. He was one of the most popular boys in school but he wasn’t a jerk like most, he was actually so popular because he was so kind, but even someone as sweet as him couldn’t notice someone like you. 

Jin laughed, gently hitting his friends arm as he sat down in the front seat, taking out his notes. He still laughed and whispered with his friend, Hoseok, but when the teacher came in he was quiet and listened. She called the class register and you mumbled your ‘here’ even though she probably wouldn’t have noticed. 

You were positive no one would notice if you weren’t in class or showed up to school ever. The day rolled on as you got up, slinging your bag over your shoulder. You made your way out of class, passing a laughing Jin who was play fighting with his friend as the girl all laughed and cheered the two on. 

Biting your lip you went to your locker, scrolling the combination before you felt a hard shove and your head smacked into the locker. You groaned, grasping your forehead which felt like it had been cracked open. You turned around to see Minho the school’s most popular and bitchiest girl smiling mockingly sweet. 

‘’Oops, sorry, dork, did I hurt you?’’She fake frowned as her elbow rammed into your stomach. She giggled as more of her posse began to join in, screaming things at you and stamping on your now cowering form. 

You all were oblivious to Jin who had left the classroom, parting ways with Hoseok who was heading to Maths, as he turned, slightly startled as he saw who he thought was one of the most beautiful girls in his life at her locker. He was still watching you when he saw Minho come up to you, at first he thought maybe you two were friends but it couldn’t be because she was popular and tried to hit on him all the time, if you were friends he would have seen you in her group. 

Jin didn’t exactly like Minho but he tried not to hate anyone, well that’s until he saw her slam your head into the locker. He jumped, frozen as you turned around. Girls started to gather around you as it finally clicked in for him. 

You shielded your face with your hands, waiting for the kick but heard a bunch of gasps from the girls as you heard a angry voice. 

‘’Yah! What the hell do you think you’re doing’’

You knew you recognised that voice but you were in too much pain to think. The girls scattered all gasping and moaning as they tried to usher explanations but the person told them to go away as the crouched in front of you. You felt their gentle fingers grasp your arm as they carefully pulled them away from your face. 

You jumped in shock as you saw Jin’s gentle face near yours, his big brown eyes looking into yours with care. 

‘’Hey, it’s okay’’He soothed when he saw you flinch. You said nothing, mouth stuttering open as he frowned before his fingers checked your head. 

‘’There’s a bruise but you’re not bleeding, we should probably get you to the nurses office just in case you have a concussion’’He said. You shook your head.

‘’N-no, I feel fine, thank you’’You stuttered as he frowned but nodded. He stood up, reaching out his hand as your smaller one slid into his warm hand. He helped you up, steadying you as you stumbled a little. He bowed his head since he towered over you. 

‘’Are you sure you’re okay?’’He asked. You nodded feeling awkward and looking away from the school’s most popular boy. Jin frowned, brows furrowing. 

‘’I haven’t seen you around before, are you new?’’He asked, staring at you intently. You shook your head, clutching your bag further over your shoulder. You looked up at him, peering at him brokenly through your hair. 

‘’I’m in all your classes’’You smiled sadly, your voice a broken whisper as he jumped in slight shock, a look of guilt falling onto his face. You gave him one last fake smile before beginning to walk off as he snapped out of his shock and chased after him. 

‘’Hey! wait’’he panted, grasping your forearm gently. ‘’I’m sorry-I-I...’’He didn’t know what to say as he looked at the floor in shame. 

‘’It’s okay, Jin, I don’t blame you, no one see’s me’’You smiled as you shrugged softly. He looked surprised before rubbing the back of his neck. 

‘’You know my name, can I know yours?’’He asked sheepishly as you nodded with a genuine smile. 

‘’It’s (Y/n)’’You muttered, happy someone finally knew your name. Jin smiled, a wide smile that made you blush and look away, resulting in his smile growing. 

‘’HEY! Jin Hyung!’’

You both looked down the corridor to see his other friend Jimin waving at him before motioning for him to hurry. Jin looked defeated. 

‘’I have to go, but I’ll see you around? Yeah?’’

You nodded, laughing as he turned back around to wave at you with a huge grin, almost tripping on his feet as he blushed, reaching his friend before they both walked off. 

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A few weeks had passed and you and Jin got closer. He would walk with you, meet you after school and he made you smile and laugh like no one had before. The problem was, he only hung out with you when the two of you were alone. He got nervous around other people and separated quickly. 

You didn’t notice it, being too happy that you had made a friend as you you spotted Jin laughing with his friends. 

‘’Jin!’’You said as you rushed towards him, waving at him. He turned, his face slightly dropping but again you were oblivious to it. You threw your arms around him, catching him off guard as his friends all looked at each other in surprise. 

‘’Hyung, who’s this?’’A chirpy boy asked with a box smile. Jin’s hands gently grasped your forearms as he took them from around his neck and placed them by your side with a pained smile. 

‘’I don’t know, sorry, you must have the wrong person’’He whispered as he looked anywhere but your eyes. 

Your heart dropped and that’s when you knew he was ashamed to be see with the loser of the school. 

‘’O-oh, yeah, sorry’’You whispered, stuttering and swallowing the lump in your throat. ‘’W-Wrong person’’

The boys mistook your broken expression and stuttering for being embarrassed but Jin could see he had just practically ripped your heart out. He went to say something, fingers itching to pull you close but ignored it as he watched you walk away. 

Jimin watched you walk away, eyeing his Hyung suspiciously he could have sworn he had seen you two hanging out before. He wasn’t the only one, Namjoon hadn’t seen you hanging out but he was very observant and saw the hopeless look on his friends face but neither said anything. 

You however had gone to cry in your corner, the one you always went to when you were sad. Unfortunately you weren’t alone and Minho came out, her snickering face was enough to make you cry harder as she teased you, her friends gaining in on you as you both knew that there’d be no Jin to protect you. 

You ended up black and blue, blood dripping down your nose as your eye was swollen shut. You walked with a limp and practically walked past everyone in the school but no one noticed since you were invisible. 

You walked past the cafeteria as that was the only way out without bumping into Minho again. You walked with a cold expression, pushing your emotions away as you limped down. 

Jin, who was sat laughing with his friends at the lunch table looked up, his eyes locked with yours as his mouth dropped open. He looked worried and a protective look melted onto his face but you looked away from, playing his game of the ‘I don’t know who you are’ and continued walking. 

You sat outside, the air on your aching face as you closed your eyes, leaning your head back against the tree you sat by. A shadow blocked the sun, your swollen eye peering open as you stared up at a broken Jin. 

‘’(Y/n)~ah, your face’’He whispered, kneeling down. You glared at him, trying not to cry in front of him. 

‘’I’m sorry, you must have the wrong person’’You spat. Jin flinched but knew he deserved that. 

‘’(Y/n)- I’m sorr-’’

‘’I really thought you were different. I thought I finally had someone who cared about me- guess I was wrong’’You whimpered as the tears finally fell. Jin looked distraught as he knelt down, cupping your jaw. 

‘’I am your friend, (Y/n), I just- I’’He stumbled, unsure of what to say. 

‘’You’re ashamed of me’’You whispered, getting up and walking off. Jin watched helplessly as he groaned, burying his head into his palms. 

When Jin walked back into school, bag slung over his shoulder as Jimin watched his friends slightly cold face, Jimin placed his hand on Jin’s shoulder. 

‘’Why are you hiding her?’’He asked. Jin jumped, frowning as he shook his head, opening his mouth to say something but Jimin cut him off. ‘’If I cared about a girl that much I wouldn’t care what anyone else said’’Jimin whispered with a slightly mad tone. He patted his friend on his shoulder one last time. ‘’That’s not who you are, Jin’’Jimin repeated before walking off. 

Jin sighed, hanging his head against his cool locker before grabbing his books. He knew Jimin was right and he was ashamed of you, he was worried about what his father would think, his father was very strict and didn’t want him being distracted by girls, especially that didn’t have a very rich, steady business father. 

But he knew Jimin was right. 

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You were walking down the school hallways again, this time you weren’t as sad, you were most cold and distant, but of course you being you didn’t have it in your heart to be cold and so you were sad again. 

You saw Minho and sighed, ‘’Just get it over with’’You whispered, looking down. She smirked, snickering  as the girls behind her copied. 

‘’Wow, Dork, well done, you’re finally accepting your fate’’She laughed as the punches began to roll in. This time you didn’t even bothered to shield yourself, you honestly didn’t care what happened to yourself anymore. 

‘’HEY!’’

You groaned when you heard the voice, you really couldn’t deal with him today. Minho jumped back as Jin shoved his way through the crowd. 

‘’Leave my girlfriend alone!’’he barked as everyone’s eyes including yours were wide. 

‘’Girlfriend! B-But she’s a loser!’’Minho cried out as Jin scooped you up, holding you in his arms. 

‘’I love her, she’s not a loser, you are if you think you’re big by hurting her. Touch her again and I promise you’ll regret it.’’He barked before turning to the whispering crowd.

Jimin pushed his way to the front as Jin caught his gaze, Jimin watched him, waiting to see what his friend would do. 

‘’No one touches my girlfriend again!’’Jin yelled to the gasping crowd. 

‘’YEAH JIN!’’The six boys at the front began to whoop as you blushed, burying your head in his neck. Jin chuckled, settling you down by them as the crowd disappeared. 

‘’So...I’m your girlfriend?’’You whispered as you looked up at him. Jin laughed, cupping your cheeks as he leaned down to kiss you earning more whoops from the boys and some groans. 

‘’Yeah’’He laughed as he slung his arm around your shoulders. 

‘’Do I have a choice?’’

‘’Nope’’

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BTS Preferences~ You think he’s ashamed of you

Jin:

You felt the soft hands on your cheeks, grasping your face gently as his slender fingers nudged your face up to meet his eyes. You saw the worry and fear dancing in them and so you looked away, a small lump in your throat beginning to form as you hugged your legs closer to your chest. 

‘’Jagi, please look at me’’He whispered. You finally felt the tear slide down your cheek, the one you tried so hard to hide. Jin sighed, bending down as he crouched in front of you, wiping it away. 

‘’I’m not ashamed of you’’He muttered, stroking your tear stained cheek with his thumb. He nuzzled his face into your neck as his hot breath ran down the salty slope of it. ‘’I love you’’He breathed out, his voice mumbling together. 

He grasped your hand, pulling you up gently as he walked you forward. You were unsure of what he was doing but he simply declared he was going to prove he wasn’t ashamed of you and that he was madly in love with you. 

Namjoon:

‘’Yah, I’m so sorry, baby’’Namjoon apologised as he sat down, chin resting against the back of his fingers before looking up at you with a guilty look. He was blaming himself, you both knew that, but you couldn’t help be upset by him. 

‘’I’ve never been ashamed of you’’He whispered, squeezing his eyes shut. ‘’All I ever do is talk about you, Jagi, the boys know I love you, everyone does’’He said as he stood up, taking in a deep breath to compose himself before grasping your shoulders and bringing you forward to were your forehead met his lips.

He sat back down, arms wrapping around your waist as he leaned his head against your stomach, breathing out a tired sigh as his warm breath hit your skin. You ran your fingers through his messy hair, soothing his scalp as he pecked your hip. 

‘’I’m so sorry, baby. I love you’’

Yoongi:

You watched your boyfriend as he moved away from your touch again. You leaned in to kiss him only for him to move away, hands carefully gripping your arm that clutched his face and pulling it away, nervously looking at the rest of the boys before smiling stiffly at you and saying he had another ‘’thing’’ to do. 

You sighed, slumping back as you bit your lip that was now gnawed to pieces thanks to Yoongi’s sudden distance. You were positive he was ashamed of you. 

When Yoongi got home you confronted him, watching him tiredly step through the door before placing your shaking hand on his shoulder. He turned around, smiling sweetly at you as he leaned in to kiss you, only you turned your head and his lips landed on your cheek. 

‘’Jagi?’’Yoongi frowned, brows pulling in. 

‘’Why do you only kiss me when no one’s around, are you ashamed of me, Yoongi?’’You whispered, tears falling as you said the dreaded words. Yoongi’s eyes grew wider than saucers as he frantically shook his head. 

‘’No! No, baby, I’d never be ashamed of you’’He stated urgently as he grabbed your hand and sat you down, explaining how the boys had been on at him for you being ‘’out of his league’’ and so he was embarrassed of kissing you in front of them because he knew they’d start on him again. 

Hobi:

It was you who had started to avoid Hobi, he had started acting strange, slipping his hand out of yours the minute someone came into the room. He would lean in to kiss you then jump back whenever someone came in. He showed signs of being distance and you were sure he was going to break up with you until the moment you two got home he was back to his cuddly, sunshine self and you knew it was that he was ashamed of you. So you decided to become distant too. 

‘’Hey, (Y/n)’’Hobi grinned as he came up behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist. You hated to do it, it killed you when you saw the look on his face but you slid out from his grip. Hobi stared at you confused before going to grasp your face to ask you what’s wrong only for you to dodge again. 

He stood there, silent as he finally jutted out, ‘’Why are you being so distant with me’’He said, his voice trying to show that he wasn’t that bothered but came out weak and broken. You turned around, slightly mad but mostly upset as you saw his shining eyes. 

‘’You’re the one who’s ashamed of me’’You whispered, a tear sliding down your cheek as you walked away only for Hobi to frantically chase after you. 

‘’No, no, Jagi, I’m not ashamed of you! I swear! I-I just... you’ve been getting so much hate when people catch us together, I was trying to protect you, I know it’s screwed up but...I couldn’t stand seeing you hurt’’

Jimin:

Jimin honestly didn’t mean to give you the impression he was ashamed of you, but that’s what happened. You were hanging out with the boys one day and Jimin was in a good mood, you walked in and his smile got bigger. Leaning forward you went to place a kiss on his lips but he quickly dodged away, his smile fading as he looked anywhere but you. 

Your smile dropped as well but you pretended it was nothing as you greeted the guys. The whole day you had been trying to get close to Jimin, only for him to stop smiling and distance himself. You would put your hand on his knee and he would secretly push it away, looking anywhere but you. You would try to hug him and he would turn the other way. 

It was only until the boys left and Jimin turned around to see your tear streaked face as he turned shocked. 

‘’Jagi, wha-’’

‘’Why are you ashamed of me? What did I do?’’You whimpered as he grew more shocked. 

‘’No, baby, it’s not like that’’Jimin pleaded. ‘’The boys, they keep on talking about you, about how hot you are and I know their only joking but I don’t like it, it makes me mad and- I’m sorry, I just thought maybe if they didn’t see you being affectionate they wouldn’t say anything’’

Tae:

Tae was absolutely distraught when he caught you crying at night, he stirred awake, rubbing the sleep from his eyes as he turned over, watching your shaking back with confusion before he heard the whimper that left your throat. 

‘’Jagi?’’He whispered, instantly leaning up and leaning over you, his arms cadging you into his warm chest. ‘’Baby, what’s wrong?’’He panicked, brushing your wet hair away from your puffy cheeks as he watched you in concern, eyes boring into yours that stared at the wall. 

‘’(Y/n)~ah, you’re scaring me’’He whispered, shaking you slightly. 

‘’Tae’’You mumbled, turning over as you still refused to look at him. He moved your hair away from your forehead as he leaned forward, placing a kiss on your head as he cupped your jawline softly. 

‘’Yeah’’He mumbled sweetly. 

‘’Are you ashamed of me?’’

The question caught him off guard, eyes going wide, mouth opening as he shook his head frantically. 

‘’What! No, (Y/n), I swear, no’’He repeated in panic. He sighed, cuddling you as he nuzzled his head into your hair. ‘’I’m sorry I gave you that impression, I’ve just been so stressed lately, Jagi’’

Jungkook:

You hadn’t been with Jungkook for that long but still long enough for the two of you to share ‘I love you’s’ and be madly in love together. He was fine, cuddling and kissing you, he wasn’t that worried about PDA but then suddenly he stopped. You would’ve thought it was a problem with PDA but clearly it wasn’t as he made a face every time you tried to go near him, one that looked like he was cringing and you knew that face well enough to know he was ashamed of you. 

You knew you couldn’t butcher up his career so you started to pack your bags, crying as you did so. 

‘’(Y/n)?’’He called, you cringed, he wasn’t supposed to be home yet. ‘’Jagi, I’m back!’’He yelled as he dropped his keys on the table, jogging up the stairs. He came in, his smile slowly dropping as he saw you packing your bags. ‘’J-Jagi...(y/n)...what are you doing?’’He stuttered, his eyes tearing up. 

‘’I know, Jungkook’’You whispered as you packed even more. He frowned, confusion dancing on his face along with fear as he started to unpack everything you packed. 

‘’Know what?’’

‘’Jungkook, stop!’’You yelled as you tried to grab the shirts he was throwing back out but he moved his arm back. You finally gave up, sinking down the wall and sobbing into your hands as he crouched in front of you. 

‘’Hey, look at me’’He whispered, moving your hands. 

‘’I know you’re ashamed of me, you get that look and I can’t stand it and I can’t ruin your career, not when you’ve worked this hard’’You sniffled. He look shocked, shaking his head quickly.

‘’No, baby, I’m not ashamed of you, I never would be. I always make that face and stopped returning affection because the boys always laugh at me since I’m the youngest. I know it’s stupid, (y/n) but I couldn’t stand their teasing and they wouldn’t get on at me when I didn’t kiss you in front of them, please stay, I promise I won’t listen to them, I’d rather them tease me then lose you’’