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The thing about having depression hit before I was even a teenager, is that I have no idea who I am. I have no memory of what it’s like to live without anxiety, depression, and eating disorders. 

I have no idea who I am without these disorders, they’ve defined my entire life. 

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do it, because seeing the number on the scale going up hurts more than starving yourself.

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Because I look better when I’m sick.

They’ll take care of me when I’m sick.

I’ll fit into any clothes I want.

People will look at me. They’ll see me.

I’ll be able to go to the beach and feel good.

Those shorts will finally fit.

People will care.

I’ll finally have control.

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Day 1- your stats

Cw: 140lbs

BMI: 22

Gw: 120lbs

Ugw: 100lbs

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FUCK I BINGED SO FUCKINT BARS TODAH ABD I DIDNT EVEN GET TO WORKOUT FUCK. Tommorow is a new day I guess.

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I think the lamest form of ana post r those "I m getting skinny for Him <333" thats so incredibly lame girl like. He would stick his dick in a jar of pickles. R u really starving urself for him. For pickle boy

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Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

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Starving to lose my curves and to not have my stomach fall over the elastic of my boxers lmao trabsmasc style

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Losing 20 pounds in 15 days so I can be skinny for school challenge. Going swimming every day this week, walking atleast 4 miles a day when I get home, eating less than 500cals a day. Hopefully I lose weight or atleadt am visibly skinner

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Keep going, you will be skinny

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I was jn recovery for a bit but I'm totally falling back into disordered habits

- also would it be cool if I posted body checks here?

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Literally my dream body right here

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Literally my dream body right here

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Can't wait to move out so I can ⭐ve in peace.

Can't wait to have a fridge full of nothing but fruit

Can't wait to not have to hide my ed from everyone

Can't wait to not have to be told I am eating too much

Can't wait to be able to buy all the 0 cal stuff I want and never have to answer to anyone about it

Can't wait to not give into fast food because that's all my parents buy

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I want to be a pretty guy

B/ng/ng 2 days in a row does NOT make me pretty.

Nobody likes watching some fucker shove a shit ton of disgusting greasy foods in their face. Nor does anyone like seeing the effects after it happens.

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some people complain about their boobs getting smaller with ana but I'd be so happy tbh

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current th1n$p0 <33 (not my photos)