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Obsessed with completing my daily goal and some

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I need to stop smoking weed because munchies will be my downfall and I will get fat (fatter)

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I am so afraid of gaining weight it’s not even funny I just spiral

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The less I think about my body the more it wants to co-operate with me but feeling guilty for what I’m eating is always in the back of my brain

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Seeing the boy I used to fancy for the first time late next week so I need to start ⭐️ ving so he isn’t repulsed by me

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You’ll probably thank yourself in 2 months when u finally start seeing a change

Or two weeks who knows until you actually decide to try

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I hate that I enjoy food

Life would be so much easier if I didn’t

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tw/meanspo

(Aimed at myself)

Before eating today lift up your shirt and see if your stomach really needs that food

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Craving grapes rn

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Not wanting to leave the house because I feel like I look too fat is starting to become a problem

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Remember why you started

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At least if I’m hungry I haven’t binged

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Whenever I’m not bloated I feel about ten pounds lighter until I look in the mirror and see all my fat parts

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I wish it was as easy to lose weight as it is to put on

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My toxic trait is checking the mirror after not eating much all day as if I’m going to have lost 10 pounds in a couple hours

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The fact that this is what fat actually looks like is so gross to me for some reason

I just want to cleanse my body of it all

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idk if anyone knows what I mean but it’s that line of fupa/lower tummy fat that sits in a thick layer on your lower abdomen that I’m most afraid of ever having

Since having a nightmare about it I’ve convinced myself im getting one and I’m scared 😭😭