caelumatic

[caelumatic]

I see you on the windowsill

Beautiful brown wings like paper

Motionless and dead.

Just like a pencil shaving.

I should give you a burial

A send-off for a fine creature

But I have a job.

Into the hoover you go.

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i know not time nor space so i apologise for any long gaps between musings

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Hello Caelumatic, can I ask you where does your name come from?

it comes from far beyond the stars, through lightyears of space and time to be delivered into your computer screen by the flickerings of electricity that power your planet (originally i was thinking something like lunar/lunatic but all the cool names were taken, then i was looking up more words for the cosmos and stumbled across the caelum constellation and then mashed them together)

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why do porn bots think i'm a good person to target, i literally am just vibing without a physical form

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memories can be so fleeting

they were there

intangible

unknowable except to you

then gone

like they never were

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floating

[caelumatic]

stare into the void and the void will stare back respectfully, for you are very cute

[caelumatic]

darkness wears whatever face it is given. give it a scary face and it will appear scary. given a peaceful face, that is what it shall be.

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is fear of the unknown being scared of what is there, or is it being scared of what isn't

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i wonder how many countless secrets have been carried to the grave and truly lost to time

forbidden knowledge we will never know

[caelumatic]

inside the mind is an impenetrable vault that can be entirely shut off from outsiders if you wish. the last place where one can truly be themselves and know themselves without anyone else ever being aware. only you can choose whether to open that vault to others

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maybe only being active at night isnt the best thing for me, i've been trying for ten minutes to think of a word to describe something and i just cant

the void needs rest too

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i dont put any tags on my entries so if anyone at all has miraculously stumbled upon my little ramblings you must be incredibly lost, but also welcome, you are special and the void loves you

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the development of numerals and arithmetic over millenia is incredible but damn it's caused suffering in schools

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in the digital realm of the internet, we all exist without form, as just pure personality

unless we choose to give ourselves a face

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appearances can't be judged in the darkness

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we're really all just a bunch of haunted atoms thinking about themselves