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Your eyes lost its shine

But he doesn't seem fazed

As you drown yourself in wine

I stare at you in a daze.

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If there's a rain and it pours

It's expected to take shed from a tree

But what if the tree is full of thorns?

You would only end up with several wounds

I'd rather soak in the rain

As such a tree would only serve you nothing but pain

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Each of us are given a chance and the ability to fly. But only few have the courage to take the leap and consistently flap their wings to reach the the sky.

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“Some say I’m too sensitive but the truth is I just feel too much. Every word, every action and every energy goes straight to my heart.”

— Nofacewrites

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It doesn't matter if they don't appreciate

If they needed me I still would never hesitate

With everything that I have

I would even be willing to cut myself in half

That's how tragic I love

Yet why can't anybody see my heart

Is it because I still smile

Despite everything that happened to my life

Do I really have to cry?

For you to see that I'm dying?

Can't you see my eyes?

They've lost their shine

Can't you hear my laugh?

They sounded fake and rough

I guess you never really notice

All you care is for your life to flourish

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If you don't have me in your Heart. What right do I have to force mine upon you?

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We used to reminisce at the shore.

Remember the sunset that we used to adore?

The pebbles we threw at the waves;

The innocence in our faces;

How I badly want to go back in time,

To the time when we didn't even know the taste of wine.

The picture below was painted by me, myself, and I. A tribute for my best friend's birthday🎂💐

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I was raised as a princess but why did I end up becoming a warrior. I just want to end this ceaseless war and doze off in the sea of flowers.

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Found a new hobby

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No amount of food can heal this despondency.

No amount of love can fill the emptiness within me.

I don't think I could be helped by a genie.

They call me a meany.

Without knowing my adversity.

Why does problems seems to come without pausing.

They say because I'm outstanding.

If this is the case then I don't want to be exceptional anymore.

I'd willingly become the person who'd drown himself in liquor.

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My mind keeps singing somber melodies

Tears sway through the tune

With the desire to sink into apathy

To set myself free from this excruciating wound

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I always believe I can control my own fate.

I was never the person who would let it be.

Now I'm tired and starting to lose faith.

I don't care where the current takes me.

[caffeyn]

What foolish behavior

I actually thought I found my Knight and shining armor

Have I been reading too much fantasy lately

I was actually persuaded with just a bit of honey

[caffeyn]

No one cares to listen

No one saw my eyes glisten

The cold breeze this evening

Perfectly instantiate the loneliness I'm feeling

[caffeyn]

I wonder if I would ever experience the love I read on books

Every time I find a reason to love again

The world would give me a hundred reason not to

Am I really demanding

I don't know anymore

Now I'm craving for love again

But I lost the will to love once more

[caffeyn]

My hero is tainted

My Knight stabbed me with his knife

The perfect family I painted

Was actually full of lies.

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I don't know how to act

Should I pretend to be ignorant

How I wish this is all a dream

My tears are flowing like streams