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and all you gotta do is say my name three times!      three times in a row it must be             spoken,                  unbroken.

beetlejuice, by nat

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brooke lohst, light of my life,

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“Help me make the most of freedom and of pleasure, nothing ever lasts forever…”

Day 112: Jean (American Psycho)

Happy Opening to American Psycho!

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Person: *angers me*

Me: that is it. the grudge has been formed and i will remember this on my dying day. ill see you in hell

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you all only hate me because you do not like me and i am mean to you. grow up

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I had to draw immediately

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sentences from the youtube series  ,  buzzfeed unsolved .  primarily taken from season 5′s supernatural investigations .

“ it doesn��t matter because you’re dead ”

“ it’s not impressive  ,  no one’s impressed ”

“ the spot of your death is now a lovely gift shop ”

“ as god as my witness  ,  he snapped him in half ”

“ i seriously want you to throw something right at my face ”

“ you can live in the cave ”

“ i’m a big fan of your name ”

“ the fact that you steal  ,  that’s really funny to me ”

“ that’s the greatest thing to steal  :  a man’s joy ”

“ because i’m a masochist ”

“ i’m going to regret this ”

“ i’ve lost the ability to feel ”

“ they’re gonna fucking murder you ”

“ the way you shushed me was quite rude ”

“ cowards  ,  all of you ”

“ i’m strange and off putting ”

“ i should not feel confident in the face of any man ”

“ here you are  ,  smiling in the face of the devil ”

“ i hate bats ”

“ bats sometimes carry rabies and that’s a thing i’m afraid of ”

“ not today devil birds  ,  not today ”

“ i think i’m blacking out right now ”

“ i don’t think i’m going to remember this moment ”

“ i think i’m gonna cry ”

“ i keep forgetting there’s ghosts in here ”

“ if you know me and my debilitating fear of bears  ,  this is my worst nightmare ”

“ i’m standing on an altar alone ”

“ maybe you’ll wake up in the middle of the night and eat your cat ”

“ i’m so glad that’s over let’s go eat taco bell ”

“ were you making horse noises ? ”

“ in case any of you needed a reminder this place is a twisting nightmare ”

“ there’s a good chance i’m gonna fart in here ”

“ well this is horrifying ”

“ let’s do each other a favor and not show ourselves to each other ”

“ if you could do me a big solid and not do anything that would be sublime ”

“ this is just as horrifying as i thought it would be ”

“ you talk to hide from the silence ”

“ do i look like the kind of man who could give advice ? ”

“ several bad choices have lead me to this moment ”

“ let’s play look at the ceiling tiles !  1 , 2 , 3 , 4 … ”

“ i just wanna know if you think they have belly buttons ”

“ i did meet some of the most insufferable people but they also met me ”

“ if it sounds like a duck and walks like a duck ”

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open. ( mutuals only )        /        jean.

        throat cleared , hands fidgeting , tone demure.                     “ &.  you’re sure you know what you’re doing ? “

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“You don’t like what I’m wearing?” #psychocast #americanpsychobway #americanpsycho #americanpsychothemusical #broadway #nyc #jean 

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otherguide asked: jean + why she puts up with patrick so much

send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on. /  if i ever stop accepting this meme just assume i died.

oh, boy !!

i haven’t read the novel in a long, long time. but i do remember it consistently refers to her as jean, my secretary who is in love with me, and that’s… true. while you can argue that she only loves an idea of him ( which is true, she doesn’t have a single clue about the ‘real’ patrick ), she thinks she knows him and thinks his air of mystery isn’t hiding something malicious but rather something sweet. you can hear this in ‘a nice thought’. jean thinks patrick has something that sets him aside from the other egotistical narcissists in this community but she doesn’t know what it is. and having feelings for him, she wants to believe it’s something very good-hearted and wants to bring that out in him.

jean’s such a sad case because making less money and being so humble and family-oriented, she does get kicked around a lot. not just by other people at p&p but also by him. i think she can tell when he’s making a low blow but tries to make the best of it or make light of it. “you’re prettier than that” / “thanks for the compliment, patrick”. and she’s very obedient of it too considering when she comes in with long pants and shoes, he specifically states she should wear a skirt and heels because he likes that. and she does it! and she gets complimented on it, and that’s her validation. her progress. that’s her little glimmer of hope for something good to come and her feelings to maybe not be so hopeless, even though he’s being blatantly superficial.

it’s a very, very unhealthy case no doubt even without the aspect of patrick being a murderer simply because she’s only choosing to see what she wants to see. and it’s not in a way that’s selfish or rude, it’s trying to ignore remarks made at her expense. she’d love to know more about him beyond them because she doesn’t know what more would end up entailing. she has a very, very kind heart and is generous and honest to her core, and that can result in her being a bit of a push-over with patrick, even if he is shown to care sometimes in his ‘own way’.

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jim could make an absolute bottom of the barrel joke like “put it on my bill” and bj would be like holy shit you comedy genius i am so turned on right now lets make out

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send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on

I might write anything from a paragraph to a whopping essay, but send me something you’ve noticed about my characterisation or just something you want to know about my muse and I will write what I can!

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i have so so much to say about barbara tomorrow she's so special to me.

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BARBARA AND ADAM MAITLAND APPRECIATION POST

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* LYDIA.     /     @otherguide.

          “I, MYSELF, AM          strange   &   unusual.”

        “ SO SHE INSISTS ! “  the sentence is chimed with the playful air of a bell, barbara sweeping around to tidy up the house. “ -- but miss strange & unusual hesitates to tell me how her history test went. “