caramelglow

[caramelglow]

I've been thinking about what Namgyu's past might have been like.

Maybe he was one of those unpopular kids who were bullied and suddenly became popular and a bully after finishing school. Maybe that's why he persecuted Thanos so much and tolerated all his disrespect (he saw it as a way to be popular, maybe as a shield; no one would mess with him), and for that same reason, he felt so angry when people looked down on him or saw him as a fool. He hated Thanos for not giving him the place he wanted, he hated Se-Mi because she made him feel inferior, he mistreated Min-Su because it made him feel more powerful. Maybe he even hated Se-Mi and Min-Su because Thanos "defended" them.

I dare say he even tried drugs for the first time when he was working at the club because he thought it was cool, but he was very mentally weak and ended up becoming addicted.

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I would have LOST my mind if I were in Minsu's place 😿

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I saw that Kishimoto said that he was inspired by Christina Ricci to create Sakura, so I thought about editing some of her photos. The editing isn't very good, but maybe this is what Sakura would look like irl

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What if Near had sacrificed himself instead of Mello? I can imagine Mello receiving a call informing him that his rival has died, or maybe even discovering Near's body himself. I can imagine his expression, I think he would feel guilty like he did with Matt.

Personally, I think Mello wouldn't be happy. Although his rival is no longer a bother to him, he would likely feel empty and shocked. He might even stop hating Near. He would manage to defeat Kira and become L's successor, but he would carry that emptiness with him for the rest of his life and feel nostalgic when reading that "Dear Mello". What do you think?

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Have you ever thought about the height difference between Near and Mello? I saw someone talking about this a few days ago and I was curious