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https://sleazy-de-la-cruz.tumblr.com/

the blog NO ONE asked for...

I probably wont spend too much time on it (its just for fun/to sort of play with Ernesto's narcissistic side) but yeah um if creepy old dead murdering dudes with nice eyebrows don't make you uncomfortable check it out and maybe ask something so I can doodle

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Does Imelda keep Ernesto's head mounted in their shoe workshop

honestly, she probably does

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on a date with de la cruz be like

this isn't even funny ngl I just needed an excuse to practice with de la cruz

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for fun I decided to create two lesbian characters just... because character design is fun

when I was in middle school I really struggled with coming to terms with my sexuality (bi). I knew I liked guys, and when 7th grade hit I realised I liked girls too.it was weird, because it sort of felt... normal to me, like I didn’t need to start labelling myself (poorly worded but I hope you get what I mean). now i’m well into high school and I graduate next year, and I feel kind of lonely sometimes. lonely because, there is a VERY little LGBT+ community at my school. We have a club (which I don’t go to because I'm usually super busy with school work. as well as being a high school student I'm in college as well), and honestly I only know 1 other person IRL who is a lesbian, however we don’t talk much.

it kind of... idk, hurts sometimes. not just being sort of alone, as most of my friends are really accepting of who I am (not that liking girls too should be cause for shock and confusion in 2018 ammirite), however there are some who... act like it’s just a phase. and it hurts, because it’s not. like one of my friends, who has good intentions, asked me recently “if I still liked girls”. like... yes???? I do????? do you still like boys??? it was like, when I came out to those specific friends, they looked at me as if, because I like girls as well, I liked THEM. 

in 10th grade or so I met this one girl towards the end of the school year and we hit it off pretty well, and I started to like her. with her, however, I was unsure. I didn’t know what her sexuality was and I was too scared to ask. we talk sometimes now and shes a good friend. I really have no other lgbt+ friends irl, many of them are straight and I absolutely LOVE them, but yeah it starts to get kind of lonely lol! lonely that I don't really have anyone to really connect with and feel like “hey wow I'm proud of who I am!”

so I designed these characters to sort of help me feel better and less alone. two girls who realized they liked each other after a year or so of being roomates in university. there are some more deets but it’s boring.

if you read this all, thank you, I just really needed to vent lol

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there is no context to this its just fact

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Wtf this is amazing

Just a simple song Ive been working on about pride and how it can destroy a man

El tonto

mamá, lo siento me he gastado todo el dinero que me diste mamá, conocí a una chica

ella era encantadora mamá, solo quería impresionarla solo quería un baile con ella pero me hice el tonto mamá, lo siento mucho mamá, lo siento me he gastado todo que me diste en alcohol mamá, solo quería ahogar la vergüenza para que ella ya no me molestara mamá, no hay mucho más para decir No sabía si quería vivir o morir y luego, me hice el tonto mamá, lo siento mucho mamá, lo siento Me fui lleno de esperanza y perdí todo mamá, ahora que estoy de vuelta Debo parecer patético debes odiarme y no estarías equivocada una vez más, me hice el tonto mamá, lo siento mucho

The fool

Mom, I’m sorry I’ve spent all the money you gave me mom, I met a girl she was lovely Mom, I just wanted to impress her I just wanted a dance with her but I made a fool of myself Mom, I’m so sorry

Mom, I’m sorry I’ve spent everything you gave me in alcohol Mom, I just wanted to drown the shame so that it does not bother me anymore Mom, there’s not much more to say I did not know if I wanted to live or die and then I made a fool of myself Mom, I’m so sorry

Mom, I’m sorry I left full of hope and I lost everything Mom, now that I’m back I must look pathetic You must hate me and you would not be wrong once again, I made a fool of myself Mom, I’m so sorry

((im extremely nervous posting and im not completly satisfied with the result but whatever i hope you will like it anyway! Also sorry about my shit accent))

((the song tells the story of a young Ernesto leaving his home with the money his mother left after she died. He meets a boy (he says its a girl in the song) at a party and tries to flirt with him and impress him but let’s remember it’s the 20s so he gets violently rejected and humiliated. He copes with the shame the only way he knows : drinking ))

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she never stopped loving him

you’ll want to click/tap on the image to get better quality 

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SOMEONE LEAKED MY NUDES AAAAAAH DO NOT REBLOG THIS !!!

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I feel like this has already been done but there is no way Ernesto and Imelda actually genuinely liked each other 

(last pic for today)

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he just wanted to go home

(ft. terrible looking baby)

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it’s finished and it’s trash but I feel like it’s ok trash

Chapters: 2/3 Fandom: Coco (2017) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Ernesto De La Cruz/Reader Characters: Ernesto De La Cruz, Self Insert Reader Additional Tags: date, age gap, idk - Freeform, Spoilers maybe?, Romance, ernesto is scary, Dark Summary:

You, like most others, loved Ernesto De La Cruz and his completely original songs. So the oppurtunity to go on a date with him was something most women (or men) only fantasized about. But is he really all that he’s made up to be?

An Ernesto x reader fanfic in progress out of three chapters 

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Congratulations to the cast and crew of Pixar’s Coco for winning the Oscar for Best Animated Film at the 2018 Academy Awards

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how I imagine ernestos typical days being

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semi inspired by this: http://archiveofourown.org/works/13018974/chapters/29774511

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for a story on Ao3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13018974/chapters/29774511

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in which ernesto decides to take absolutely no risks…

and carries a knife with him at all times just in case.

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my photoshop died so many times that i decided to leave it as it is ><