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𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝟎𝟎𝟒: 𝐥𝐢𝐭, 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲

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𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝟎𝟎𝟑: 𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐚 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐚

don’t know why i thought i could function like an actual human being for a sec.

- star

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𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝟎𝟎𝟐: 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲’𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 (𝐣𝐤….?)

Grinding just to spend the money in less than a week.

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𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝟎𝟎𝟏: 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐦 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝

could someone just release the tech that lets me literally step into a book for a few hours and forget the rest of the world exists. i’d pay my life savings for that. no questions asked.

- star

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𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝟎𝟎𝟐: 𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐞 - 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭

i hate the idea of just standing by and letting life move past me.

it’s like every opportunity i could’ve taken just walked right past me,

and all i did was watch because i “didn’t have the energy” or “wasn’t motivated enough.”

but the truth is, that motivation i keep waiting for?

it’s not gonna come the more i yearn for it.

motivation isn’t something that just appears out of no where, it comes after the fact. after you’ve already done it.

i’m realizing i have to move even when i don’t want to.

rain or shine.

day or night.

anxious or exhausted.

if i don’t, i’ll be stuck in this same place, in this same bed, thinking about the “what ifs”

when i could just be doing it.

it’s not easy. it still feels heavy.

but i’m learning. slowly.

and i think that counts for something.

- star

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𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝟎𝟎𝟏: 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

welcome to my alter ego.

this is where i talk my shit, cry a little, heal a lot, and document the chaos of starting over.

i'm rebranded this blog as a space for me to truly be myself. uncut, unfiltered, and way more honest than i get to be in real life.

i'm 20, in university, and currently deep in my "wtf is going on with me" era. i'm trying to figure out who i am. i've spent so long feeling disconnected from myself, my creativity and from life.

so this is me, rebranding. not just the blog, but my mindset too.

for those of you who followed me during my fandom era, this is not that blog anymore. if you choose to stay, i'm grateful. if not, i get it, we move.

what you can expect on here:?

late - night thoughts that probably should've stayed in my journal

personal rants that double as therapy

healing girl rambles

aesthetic photo dumps

maybe some poetry

snippets of my real life, what i'm feeling and what i’m obsessing over

plus a whole lot of yapping

a few random things about me:

i love R&B. Drake and Partynextdoor are my top 2, forever and always. i can't name all my favourite songs cause their are way too many but here are a few: Wednesday Night Interlude, Members Only, Somebody Loves Me, When He's Gone, Look What You've Done, For Certain and Only U.

my favourite lyric at the moment is "i didn't come this far just to come this far and not be happy" - Search & Rescue - Drake

i don’t have one favorite book because every new one becomes my favorite, but my childhood heart belongs to Percy Jackson, and i’m currently reading the Zodiac Academy series (10/10 recommend). my comfort show is the Walking Dead which says a lot about where my nervous system is at.

this is my soft reset. my digital rebirth. my lil corner of the internet to just be. welcome, or welcome back. either way, she’s yapping now.

-Star