chairraeatingchicken

[chairraeatingchicken]

I need to be a in a forest cabin or a seaside cottage in an oversized hoodie, I think that would cure me.

[chairraeatingchicken]

[chairraeatingchicken]

[chairraeatingchicken]

[chairraeatingchicken]

[chairraeatingchicken]

to everyone taking exams: u gon be ok. we gon be ok.

[chairraeatingchicken]

FIGHTING ALL MY DEMONS AT THE GYM I SWEAR!!!!

[chairraeatingchicken]

the saddest thing in life is seeing the person you love, happy with someone else

(via hatin)

[chairraeatingchicken]

okkkkk but sorry to vent one last time before the year ends.

it hurts me to imagine that the memories I created w the person I thought I’d be with …be with someone else.

im literally thinking about all the times we randomly drive around expensive neighborhoods just to see cute houses, go to museums or the botanical gardens every time we travel, get lit and order in too much food from burrito king, his mom make me viet food :::::(, sleeping and waking up next to each other during quarantine, sharing each other’s goals and helping with each other’s struggles like my math hw or him not getting into Amazon, random rode trips, random little surprises for each other’s bday, watching loki and all the other tv shows and movies we’d do over FaceTime, being lazy or having cleaning days, going outside for little walks, him making me coffee, me cooking a recipe i found and wanted to make, and him sending me random choreograph dedicated to me(,: just being together for the course of 5 years and then just becoming strangers over two months ….after he found someone else. shit feels like 2018 again. theres just so many good times and memories, every-time I think of him its only good memories, and it’s just so fucking hard to have the person you love be with someone else who's making them happier. (how does someone even post their new boo after just two months of no contact, like damn found someone already….*sigh* *BIG BIG FUCKEN SIGH*)

fuck man. I’m really never tryna date ever again. just want to skip to the part in my life where me and my significant other are happy and thriving and living good healthy lives :( but in order to do that I’d have to talk to ppl and I don’t even want to do anything related to that.

starting over is probably hardest thing and not talking about it, while bettering yourself is simply the biggest mental health I face.

if i had my heart broken in 2018 and I’m still alive …well shit guess I gotta go through the motions again.

thanks for coming to my heartbroken Ted talk. i will now stop talking about my heart break.

[chairraeatingchicken]

does she she clean ur belly button w a q tip and then smell it …..yeah I thought so….

ok imma stop now. social media cleanse starts now. see ya in 6 months

[chairraeatingchicken]

all I do is reminisce on all the road-trips, traveling, quarantined time spent together <3 im just gonna miss everything and all the memories ):

nothing last forever, glad you were my first love.

alexa play “pray” jhene Aiko.

gonna go off all social for a while. maybe come back in June 2022.

depression and mental health is no joke.

go outside, pick up hobbies, and surround yourself w friends and family.

[chairraeatingchicken]

miss u and think about u everyday, but ur happy w someone else. sigh

[chairraeatingchicken]

[chairraeatingchicken]

[chairraeatingchicken]

[chairraeatingchicken]

“You think you’ve seen her naked because she took her clothes off? Tell me about her dreams. Tell me what breaks her heart. What is she passionate about, and what makes her cry? Tell me about her childhood. Better yet, tell me one story about her that you’re not in. You’ve seen her skin, and you’ve touched her body. But… you still know as much about her as a book you once found, but never got around to opening.”

— Anonymous (via svshii)

[chairraeatingchicken]

i will never date ever again. not until im done w college.….ever