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love me, love me, love me.

synopsis ; being taken was the last of her worries, it was the mind fogging feeling that the leader of the league of villans gave her.

pairing. shigaraki x reader genre. angst   contents. fic based on love me, love me, love me by kikuo note. there is Zero romance in this tbh. she’s technically a child with no understanding of love. 

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y/n was shigaraki’s pet. he had taken her the night he grabbed the brat bakugo. but it seemed that they were only successful in grabbing the one who was conscious. she was forced into the males captivity and torture, him scrounging for any information he could about all might and deku. unlike he had planned, she had fallen deep into stockholm syndrome within the months of being in shigaraki’s hands. 

her quirk was to do with healing, but the more she used it, the weaker her mindset and physicality became. this is the reason her body was quick to fall into a deep hole filled with only shigaraki. 

“you know, kurogiri.. i looked far away, distantly, locked in my memories, i came upon a collar from my past and realized.. it’s people that i need. oh, it’s people that i need.” shigaraki announced, hands clapping in excitement, “but it turns out, i only needed a girl.” 

“speaking of collars, spinner was able to get the new toy from endeavors care. he had dabi attack the house while he searched.” kurogiri sighed, slapping the collar down onto the bar counter, “her quirk will no longer be usable and she’ll be forced into submission. be careful.”

giddy for his new toy, he quickly went to find his pet, pushing into her room without a word. she sat on the cement floor, eyes soon widening in surprise at the sudden intrusion. 

she was used to twice and toga slipping into her room to feed her, but it had been a while since she had seen shigaraki. her heart almost stopped once she saw the man once again, mind fogging over.

snapping the collar around the females neck, shigaraki only stared down at her, wondering how well it would work. without thinking, her hands flew up to the collar and yanked at the suffocating metal. 

“oh.” his voiced cooed, a smirk forming on his face as he watched the female struggle. 

this look did not last long as the collar snapped in her hands, coughing soon filling the entire room. she cried out, throwing the metal ring onto the floor as she grunted.

“how dare you break our new toy-” the males voiced growled.

oh, this is what the cursed collar did scream, “please don’t be mad at me. please, please, i didn’t mean to break it.” the girl cried out towards her captor, grabbing onto the collar and trying to place it back around her neck. 

in a fit of anger, shigaraki rolled his eyes and pushed himself to leave. as he grabbed ahold of the handle, her weak voice called out to him, having him freeze in his tracks.

“please don’t abandon me. please stay with me.. please never say you won’t stay. i know you want to stay with me” she could only whisper, but the male heard every word she spoke. 

shigaraki smiles, turning back to her before he leaves, “just put it around your neck, until your stomachs upset. wait until your vision blurs.. and you’ll see friends no more, seeing, they did abandon you.. lovely result, don’t you agree?”

  “hey.. hey. Lovely, just like me?” 

“you’re worthless, y/n, trust me, out of all the villains in this building-” 

“aren’t i the cutest of all? but hey.. hey. I’m good, aren’t i? If you say no.. i’ll cry.”

  how weird, he thought she was just another hero who would beg for their life. he stood here now, watching as the girl sobbed against the hardwood flooring. she was bowing to him, crying to him, wanting to hear a praise from him. 

the next words she spoke shook him to the core. 

“love me, i beg. please, love me, i beg you.” her cries got louder, piercing his ears, “love me, dammit,  i beg you. more and more.. please.” 

“please love me, i beg. love me, i beg.” he mocked, grabbing onto the females shirt collar, and forcing her to look at him, “‘til we feel madness creeping in”

“it’s agony, the curse i bear. undo.. undo it.. hey.” 

as confused as he was, he refused to act curious. he took the pride he had left and left her to sit alone. he didn’t realize, but he would not visit her room for another two months after this incident, despite her constant pleading to see him

. 

the next time the two see one another, kurogiri has teleported the two away from a hero attack. once he caught a glimpse of bakugo katsuki, he yelled at his friend and forced him to take care of them before the others. 

  he knew who they were there for. she had been missing months by this point, they all knew she was going to be searched for. kurogiri called it, the heroes coming so soon. he could tell they were becoming restless, the entire top ten were out searching for her. 

dabi was even able to get information out of hawks - finding out that the heroes knew the league still had her in their reach. 

but now, as she laid amongst the grass, she wanted to sigh in relief. she was happy that they had taken her from the heroes now, knowing how badly they treated her. but shigaraki treated her better. she would do anything to stay with the older boy. 

“time goes on..” she muttered, not seeing the others show up behind the two of them.

she misses toga. 

“time goes on and changes come to your frame.. but the collar stays the same.” shigaraki’s voice mumbles from beside her.

“it’s agonizing now.. but this is nothing new.” she admitted quietly, shuffling away from the man. 

“people just.. people just..” he started, turning towards her, “they’re not enough..  Needed bakugo.. even that todoroki kid would have worked”

“i vow to not lose to anyone in my class.. aren’t i such a lovely child? way more than that child.. and more than that child. ladies and gentleman.. gather around.. marvel at me. why won’t you marvel at me?”

“your quirk is not good enough. all you can do is heal. you work with dabi and toga.. but you’re not what i want. you’re useless.”

“behind the gymnasium, bakugo, when i told you i was in love.. wasn’t that kind of a lie?” she muttered before her eyes found shigaraki’s, “i love you so.. so very much, shigaraki.. why can’t you see that?”

“love me, i beg.” shigaraki remembered her words, confusion filling his features, “love me.. I beg.”

“love me, i beg!” she called, “i’ll give you everything. but in return..”

“but in return.. i’ll make you share this hatred of you that i bear. good god, y/n, It's not enough, you're not enough, just not enough, but I won't let you go, aah. you are keeping the heroes around. you’ve been such a good little pet”

a/n ; lol i didn’t proof read at all. i wanted something up asap

[chargingbolts]

hello there!

i’m asking for and offering to do requests.

i’ve recently got into anime fics since i used to run an account for kpop but now im hyper-fixated onto anime and my hero more importantly.  

i’m currently working on fics to get my account started but it would be really cool to actually get reactions/imagines started up while im doing those!

characters I will write about:  - bakugo, deku, todoroki, tokoyami, kirishima, kaminari, sero, iida & i’m learning to write with females more as well! - shinsou, monoma, tetsutetsu - aizawa, all might, present mic, midnight, mt. lady, hawks - toga, dabi, shigaraki, twice! - ask about others!!

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