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[charmy-gr33n]

Any help for my friend, Angel is appreciated.

((hey guys, i desperately need my ra medication refilled, but i have an outstanding balance i cant afford that i need to pay before im actually able to do that.

ive tried to get help from everywhere i can, but sadly had to resort to a gfm as my father doesnt seem to want to help.

any support, be it spreading the word or donating or just sending kind words, means a lot to me.))

[charmy-gr33n]

Here's our Artfight card! We'll try our best to attack back this year, disabilities and executive function be damned /lh

And yes we did speedrun about 2 refs for headmates in one day thank you for asking and yes we want to melt into a puddle of goo after that. Don't speedrun doing refs is the lesson of the day. We have a headache. Anyways excited to participate this year! ~ LOVELETTER

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Artfight soon... We are debating uploading ourselves because in a ""technical"" sense we are OCs. The main fronters aren't fictives (sorry Bassie) so we could participate as ourselves this year...

We don't really think about our proper OCs much nowadays. Too focused on other stuff. Augh we gotta read over the rules again sure we've been playing AF since 2016 but the rules change so easily that our anxious ass needs to remember if we can upload ourselves as OCs to participate. 🫠

Do any other plural folk plan on playing AF this year? We went Team Crystal.

[charmy-gr33n]

CW for food and bad eating habits ig

Not to get super personal here I just need to talk about a problem we run into with us collectively being neurodivergent and struggling with safe foods.

What they don't tell you is that there is sometimes a point when your body starts to physically resist the desire to eat a consistent safe food and thus you are without a safe food you can eat without feeling bad for not eating a good enough amount.

So you're stuck in a cycle of eating really simple stuff because your safe food that did require cooking prep and all is now off the options of making. Meaning now you don't know what to make. So you are, again, stuck in that simple food rut.

Idk how long it will take for us to be able to eat our favorite and most common safe food again without it being a tiny tiny amount before it feels like we've eaten too much of it.

Maybe months. I guess. The problem is we need to now find a good safe food that:

Won't go bad quickly

Is tolerable to our body when reheated

And is able to be made in a large enough batch that we can just reheat the leftovers

Which is a harder task than it seems. At least to us. 🫠

[charmy-gr33n]

"this thing is rare and only affects 1% of the population" dude that's 80 million people can you shut up

[charmy-gr33n]

Please respect willogenic systems. They are not your enemy or your nemesis. They are not here to fight you, invalidate you, or try to break Into your house at night. They are here to be respected and treated as any other plural.

And yes, they are real and valid.

[charmy-gr33n]

I think our only HDMI port on our PC got fried due to the storm the other day that power surged our poor PC. Or something.

So we had to buy an adapter because I CANNOT afford to replace that port. #disabled

Why are we so upset/worried over this? Well our display tablet we draw on needs an HDMI port to you know. Display on the screen so we can draw 😭 It functions without a screen but our poor hand-eye coordination is so trash that we suck without a screen to look down at as we draw.

No drawing means the only way we could OBJECTIVELY make any income is now gone so... Yeah. Uh. This is important to us! Because we cannot get a job! We are homebound!! </3 ALSO THIS MEANS WE CAN'T MAKE ANYMORE HEADMATE BANNERS FOR THE BLOG WAUGH </333

Anyways uh lets hope this adapter we ordered works or idk what I'll do (H3's just gonna be sad is all.) ~ Comet

[charmy-gr33n]

I love being able to slap stupid shit onto the walls & other places while working in Studio. Now I can have the dear leader staring at me as I dev <3

+ The kitchen floor for the first picture

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Isn't Roblox lovely? I can do unhinged shit like this

[charmy-gr33n]

Wanted to do our nails today so we did a few hours ago. I wanted brown with colorful dots but we didn't have brown so LOVELETTER won and got to use our magenta polish.

Next time I get to paint with colors I want. If we remember to buy brown nail polish before then! If not I'll just uhh.... Mald /lh

~ Comet

(No banner signoff since we're out of the house </3)

[charmy-gr33n]

I made myself in the Roblox mermaid game that we've been playing lately.. The Robloxian white FFFFF skintone doesn't look as good so I tried to make something that feels decently close to what I would look like with a more somewhat natural skintone?

I mean I'm a puppyboy made of cosmic brownies.. I don't really HAVE a natural skintone either way.

Anyways it's fun to make myself in games with dressup features. I should force the others to do so >:3

[charmy-gr33n]

be sure to appreciate the high support needs autistic plurals in our community! it's a scary world out there, so be sure to cherish and support them. and if you're a high support needs autistic and also reading this? i hope your day is as easy and as pleasant as it can get!

[charmy-gr33n]

Last anon was honestly so wrong. Anyways. I think you’re rlly cool.

Shrugs.

They're wrong but we're not really a fan of entertaining shit like that. Only time we're gonna really speak to someone about that here because syscourse is NOT a good thing to dive into mental-health wise. No matter how well off you are.

Also thank you ^^;; We're just a regular guy (/gender neutral) who doesn't like being talked to like that. If you come into our askbox with a shitty attitude, you're gonna be met with an equally snippy response!

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Do you know who really won’t go down without a fight? Fucking endos. We’ve put up with you people stealing our spaces, shoving us out, and still having the gall to claim to be endo and claim to be victims. We have had it up to here. We will not tolerate you any more. Your kind has never been welcome here and never will be again.

I never claimed to be Endogenic???? I just am someone who has common sense and supports all good faith identities.

Also you're fucking fakeclaiming us??? As if you know us and are our mental health professionals? You reek.

You want my origins? Ok! Paligenic Caffeogenic Quoigenic 💕

You got big words speaking on anon. Come off anon, or are you a pussy?

You speak like the exclusionists we see daily in the place we moderate. Aka, a tiktok teen who thinks they're all that and a side of fries. You don't know history of the Multiplicity Community. You don't deserve to be speaking that way, spitting in the faces of your elders and peers.

You think you're big and strong hiding behind a facade online. I say this to the lesboy & turigirl exclusionists we get in the space we like I said, help moderate.

Go fucking speak to your elders in person. Tell them your views. You'll be laughed at for what you're spouting. You aren't respected by the Endogenic Community, the Anti-Endogenic Community, and thusly, the Multiplicity Community at large. You are either a child, or so ill-informed you're too scared to explore outside the tight tight tiiiiiiight little bubble you have built for yourself and your narrow worldviews.

Maybe instead of barging into askboxes like this on anon, you go eat some fucking good food. Knit, crochet, go get a fucking HOBBY. You are highkey OBSESSED with harassing those who aren't hurting others.

(Also fuck off coming onto our blog, bringing more syscourse? we don't WANT IT ON THE BLOG. If you come back we're not gonna listen lol. ~ LOVELETTER)

Anyways have a lovely day, because by GODS do you need one oh my fucking shit.

[charmy-gr33n]

I should make userboxes again... Specifically thinking of very aggressively willogenic positive ones. You know. Out of spite.

Trying to discredit willos are you? Well they and their supporters won't go down without a fight. You're the weirdo for being so obsessed with willogenics 💕

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I love you systems & other plurals who collectively consent in-sys to create a headmate to help with a purpose. I love you systems & plurals who collectively just want to create a guy because you want to!

I love you systems & plurals who did try to create a headmate, only to find out "oh shit, this headmate ALREADY existed and this was unintentionally how we found out they're around!"

I love you systems & plurals who created a headmate to combat loneliness, or some other reason personal to you.

I love you systems & plurals who created a headmate to help an introject who misses someone from source.

I love you systems & plurals who used created system methods to help a fragment form, or another similar reason.

I love you, created systems.

Fuck the mentality of owing random people on the internet your origins. If you hate us for XYZ origin that is made in good faith, then we'll just embrace ambiguity labels! Love outlives hate.

[charmy-gr33n]

We dunno if its aphantasia or whatever but we kinda can see into headspace with our eyes open, but not really at the same time. Its like the outlines/if you felt it with your hands and had to piece together what something is with only the sense of touch. So to us it's like "yeah we can kinda clearly see in, but its weird to describe how its percieved" if this makes sense idfk ~ LOVELETTER