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[chibimonkeyhouse]

Help escaping abuse

Today my applications for SNAP, medical assistance, and cash assistance were denied. So that’s great. 

In case you missed it, I am currently trying to raise money to escape my abusive father and move in with my disabled mother upon the finalization of her divorce. Neither my mother nor I can afford to live on our own. I moved back in with my parents at the start of the pandemic after suffering an unrelated mental breakdown. This was a mistake.

I do have a redbubble shop, where I sell mostly stickers (Fruits Basket, Haikyuu!!, and Persona) and some wallpapers I’ve made as my only source of income, as well as a paypal - Laurrante@ gmail. com (no spaces). I am trying to raise at least $2,000 to cover the initial costs of moving into an apartment with my mother (rent, car insurance, utilities, groceries, and medication for both of us) without my father finding out. He doesn’t know about the divorce and we don’t want him getting wind of it. 

My father is abusive emotionally, verbally, and financially. Some of the things he’s done to us include: Refusing to put in the window AC units during a heat wave which almost put me and my mother in the hospital for heat stroke, threatening to poison, kill, or throw out our animals, insults the animals almost daily (calling them stupid, ugly, disgusting, etc, and threatening to eat them), constantly berate and insult us for not being able to work or “not doing anything” during the day, completely control every penny spent and meticulously monitor mail for packages, berate and insult us whenever he has a bad day at work or is annoyed, scare the shit out of our cats by screaming and stomping around and then yell at the cats for not wanting to be near him, and every day undermine everything we say, act like we’re stupid and don’t know what we’re talking about. My father also cheats on my mother, and has since the last time she got out of the hospital after heart surgery. He expects her to do all the housework, yard work, and grocery shopping with no help, and if I attempt to help or do it myself he yells at us both. He’s called me a failure as a daughter, an adult, and a human being. 

My father is extremely racist and attempted to disown me several years ago for dating a black man. The only reason I was allowed back in the house was because my mother begged. Our only relationship is his abusive commentary and my trying to ignore it. 

Please help my mother, myself, and our cats escape my father. Any amount helps at all. The last time I posted we received $175! I am adding more stickers to my redbubble shop, and am accepting donations through Paypal. It’s my goal to raise at least $2,000 without alerting my father.

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Hey everyone, I really need help. I had to move back into my parents' house during the pandemic when I became very sick, and my depression skyrocketed. I am disabled and chronically ill and I can't work, and I only recently got health insurance (Medicaid) but cannot afford a therapist or medication (none near me take Medicaid).

My parents are divorcing, which is good for them because my father is an absolutely awful, abusive piece of shit, but bad for me. I don't have a place to go, and I used all my savings to scrape through the pandemic. I am trying to afford to be able to move in with my mom (also disabled) to split rent because I cannot stay in this house without her protection, and she can't really afford an apartment without a roommate.

My father has on numerous occasions threatened to kill my animals, refused to let me use the air conditioning in a heat wave (nearly went to the hospital for heat stroke and inability to breathe), threatens to kick my cats out or hit them at least once a week, and constantly berates, belittles, and insults me because I'm disabled, autistic, and mentally ill. If I'd been able to support myself I never would have moved in during the pandemic because I've been trying my whole life to get away from him. He doesn't want anything to do with me and had called me the worst daughter and a failure as a human being, and also told me I deserved every bad thing that's ever happened to me (being raped, being in an abusive relationship, losing my child). My father never does anything for himself and when my mom leaves he's said I can only stay if I wait on him hand and foot like my mother did, and there's no guarantee he won't throw me out anyway when he moves his girlfriend in. He's also threatening to sell my car, meaning I will be trapped in the house until he decides to come home at the end of the night.

I don't have anywhere to go and I feel bad asking for help but even a dollar would help immensely. I need to be able to find a therapist and get medication, and then start the process of applying for disability, and find some way to get rent to my mom so I can move out with her and get away from my father.

My PayPal is laurrante @ Gmail(.) com. Please, every little bit helps. I just want to get me, my cats, and my mom away from this man.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

Hey everyone, I really need help. I had to move back into my parents' house during the pandemic when I became very sick, and my depression skyrocketed. I am disabled and chronically ill and I can't work, and I only recently got health insurance (Medicaid) but cannot afford a therapist or medication (none near me take Medicaid).

My parents are divorcing, which is good for them because my father is an absolutely awful, abusive piece of shit, but bad for me. I don't have a place to go, and I used all my savings to scrape through the pandemic. I am trying to afford to be able to move in with my mom (also disabled) to split rent because I cannot stay in this house without her protection, and she can't really afford an apartment without a roommate.

My father has on numerous occasions threatened to kill my animals, refused to let me use the air conditioning in a heat wave (nearly went to the hospital for heat stroke and inability to breathe), threatens to kick my cats out or hit them at least once a week, and constantly berates, belittles, and insults me because I'm disabled, autistic, and mentally ill. If I'd been able to support myself I never would have moved in during the pandemic because I've been trying my whole life to get away from him. He doesn't want anything to do with me and had called me the worst daughter and a failure as a human being, and also told me I deserved every bad thing that's ever happened to me (being raped, being in an abusive relationship, losing my child). My father never does anything for himself and when my mom leaves he's said I can only stay if I wait on him hand and foot like my mother did, and there's no guarantee he won't throw me out anyway when he moves his girlfriend in. He's also threatening to sell my car, meaning I will be trapped in the house until he decides to come home at the end of the night.

I don't have anywhere to go and I feel bad asking for help but even a dollar would help immensely. I need to be able to find a therapist and get medication, and then start the process of applying for disability, and find some way to get rent to my mom so I can move out with her and get away from my father.

My PayPal is laurrante @ Gmail(.) com. Please, every little bit helps. I just want to get me, my cats, and my mom away from this man.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

Hey everyone, I really need help. I had to move back into my parents' house during the pandemic when I became very sick, and my depression skyrocketed. I am disabled and chronically ill and I can't work, and I only recently got health insurance (Medicaid) but cannot afford a therapist or medication (none near me take Medicaid).

My parents are divorcing, which is good for them because my father is an absolutely awful, abusive piece of shit, but bad for me. I don't have a place to go, and I used all my savings to scrape through the pandemic. I am trying to afford to be able to move in with my mom (also disabled) to split rent because I cannot stay in this house without her protection, and she can't really afford an apartment without a roommate.

My father has on numerous occasions threatened to kill my animals, refused to let me use the air conditioning in a heat wave (nearly went to the hospital for heat stroke and inability to breathe), threatens to kick my cats out or hit them at least once a week, and constantly berates, belittles, and insults me because I'm disabled, autistic, and mentally ill. If I'd been able to support myself I never would have moved in during the pandemic because I've been trying my whole life to get away from him. He doesn't want anything to do with me and had called me the worst daughter and a failure as a human being, and also told me I deserved every bad thing that's ever happened to me (being raped, being in an abusive relationship, losing my child). My father never does anything for himself and when my mom leaves he's said I can only stay if I wait on him hand and foot like my mother did, and there's no guarantee he won't throw me out anyway when he moves his girlfriend in. He's also threatening to sell my car, meaning I will be trapped in the house until he decides to come home at the end of the night.

I don't have anywhere to go and I feel bad asking for help but even a dollar would help immensely. I need to be able to find a therapist and get medication, and then start the process of applying for disability, and find some way to get rent to my mom so I can move out with her and get away from my father.

My PayPal is laurrante @ Gmail(.) com. Please, every little bit helps. I just want to get me, my cats, and my mom away from this man.

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Hey everyone, real talk for a minute. One of my axolotls, Poe, is very sick. Her bladder prolapsed and she needs treatment, which is $600 more than I can afford. I know covid kicked all our asses, but if anyone could spare even a dollar to help us out I’d be so grateful.

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I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

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I’m still looking for a new home! Please if anyone is able to take in Leia and Bolin, PM me. They are free with all their supplies

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

I hate to do this but I just… really need to, for all our sakes. I just got a new job and my schedule is very demanding. I’m still struggling financially and between the Boyfriend and his leukemia, the cats, the lotls, and Nymh, I do not have any time to spare for my firebelly toads. Tank cleanings keep getting pushed off. Feeding schedule is out of whack because I can’t get to the store consistently. I don’t have time to spend with them anymore. I don’t have the money to upgrade their tank. I need to rehome them.

Is anyone in the Bucks County, PA area (specifically near Quakertown, zip is 18951) interested in taking in some firebellies? All their stuff - tank, decor, cricket food, etc, is included. No rehoming fee. Their names are Leia and Bolin and they are very cute.

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Sorry I haven’t been very active lately. Real life hit me like a wall. Here are the lotls after a water change to apologize for their busy mama.

[chibimonkeyhouse]

Edgar Xiaoran Maple passed away last weekend. I’ve been very upset. Edgar has always had a special place in my heart because of his issues.

I hope he was happy. I rarely saw him and he was so scared of life. I know he had a better life with me than he would've with some kid. But I hope he was happy with me.

I love you, Edgar. I hope wherever you’ve gone is less scary and you’re happy.