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shoutout to C418 (one of minecraft’s composers) for just fucking snapping recently on twitter

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

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honestly seeing sephe on dropout at this point just makes me sad because it just keeps reminding me she's been our only transfem representation for 5 years, and its only ever in the context of being extremely slutty and horny and showing off our bodies (which like, obviously awesome for trans women to do, i encourage it to happen more often, but can get kinda gross when its the Main Bit for the sole transfem on a show that is clearly marketing itself to a largely TME audience to Ogle At)

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Reblogging you so hard rn :3

Guys I got a single note on my blog that’s meant to be screaming into the uncaring void I don’t know what to do-

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your dog is being reactionary as fuck right now get that thing under control before I have to do something that I really, really want to do

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reblog for something t4t to happen to you this summer.

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the whole message of this post, despite ostensibly being about ridiculing men's ideas of masculinity, ultimately just denigrates men for being too feminine. in simplified terms, this post says "you aren't a real man, you're a tranny!" and this post has 300 thousand notes. I'm starting to think some of you are terrible at spotting transmisogyny!

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every day you wake up and there's new trans girls in the world. they just realized a little bit ago. isn't that wonderful?

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Perfect placement

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reblog to teleport your mutuals to a massive party when jkr dies

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I want you to remember:

The fascists hate you too and they just will pretend otherwise until after they've killed the rest of us, before they turn on you.

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So like I keep on seeing a bunch of my friends who don’t really pay the Affini much mind one day suddenly showing up the next day and they’re pets?? Doped up on class A’s and everything???

Look, I know the Affini do a lot of flirting and they can be pretty pushy sometimes, but I’m not so keen on getting roped into something that I’m rly not into. So I went down to the local domestication office (I KNOW, RELAX) and said that while I’m NOT looking to be domesticated, I just wanted some kind of form to let them know of my preferences JUST IN CASE some Affini comes along and wants to get me zonked the fuck out on xenodrugs. Like if its gonna happen I still want some independence and sobriety, y’know?

Anyway so turns out this kind of form exists (ofc it does) so I’ve filled it out and honestly rly good peace of mind that I won’t just kinda get swept off my feet by some Affini in the street who might not give me a chance to voice any boundaries.

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i was jumanji’d too when i was a kid but no one cared

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the "is kink sexual" poll is, like. perfect Tumblr bait. designed specifically to make people hate each other and ruin the day of everyone who tries to discuss it. needless to say my opinion on this question is the correct one

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TBH i feel like ive developed a problem with posting on this page because this is the largest following ive had, for the first time i feel like theres to many blogs for me to be able to double check like in the past. realistically there are terfs and transphobes who follow me just because of a shared interest in mlp who know nothing about me my ideals and the people who are closest to me and like what else can i do but be more vocal about that online so i can weed them out ig