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Empty

The past couple of days have not been the best and today I just cannot contain myself anymore today is one of those days, I wish I could just crawl in bed and just curl up and cry, but I simply can't. I have to much responsibility and I will persevere regardless, but I do wish I could just breakdown and tackle this emptiness I feel within me. Currently Listening too: Bruno Mars-It Will Rain

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Tagged by @Yumemita

Coffee or tea? Staring of with a hard one! Ay dios I cannot live without both! If I really have to choose it would be Tea!

Favorite song and why? It Will Rain by Bruno Mars Why? I was in hard time in my life. I was reflecting and listening to this song. I get goose bumps and I found it to be extremely relatable and emotional. Even to this day, this song will always speak to me! It was also the first song I have ever sang in English.

Would you like to move to a different city/country? Why or why not? Yes I would love to move to Spain! Why? I love the people the cities the culture. There is so much history there that I would love to explore. I would love to wake up everyday to the view of Barcelona or Madrid Ughh it is so beautiful there I am getting teary eyed just thinking about it! One day when eveything is said an done.

Any hidden talents? Yes I do that would be Poetry! I have been practicing this along with songwriting!

Cats or dogs? Why? Cats, dogs don't come even remotely close. I prefer a cuddle lap buddy over a very playful and attention hungry animal that can go 0 to 100 in a moments notice.

What languages do you speak? Spanish primary and English but as an aspiring politician on day I wish to learn more(Starting with Japanese)

Describe yourself in 7 words. Has an insatiable hungry to problem solve.

What is your most outrageous dream? Hmm. I would say wanting to be president and helping every single person in the world along with my home country. It's very idealistic and unrealistic for one person to completely solv the worlds issues, but I will fight for that dream nontheless and help in anyway I can.

What is the ideal age to die? I have concocted a potion of immortality so I done have to answer this muhaha...ahem, jk. I would say 88 I feel like that would be a nice age as you would probably would have achieved what you wanted in life at this point.

What is your MBTI? Is it accurate? ENTJ Yes it would very accurately describe me I want to solve issues not just my own other peoples issuses the worlds issues. I concern myself with the burden of solving issues to which my not have the answers to, even so I will analyze and break down every last detail until I find a solution.

What is life’s biggest pain? Hmm to me it's knowing that I will go to my grave and know that I truly wont understand the nature of everything. As much as I want to life will go on and new discoveries will be made with out me to absorb that knowledge. I am happy for that fact but also pained by it. I want to learn more, but I know that I wont know everything and the learning will have to come to an end at one point and I have to accept that.

Gracias por la tag! @yumemita

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https://www.archetypes.com/quiz

For anyone who wants to try it!

ENTJ- Intellectual, Visonary, and Advocate

@yumemita my archetypes :)

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I gotta believe

My motto and quote that I got from playing Parappa at a young age as cheesy as it sounds or it maybe the game taught me a simple lesson and that is Never give up regardless of the cicumstances. It has been a stressful couple of weeks for me, but I will always make it work no matter what. I gotta believe, no matter what happens to me. I will always persevere whatever the odds. I will always believe. In what I do and in myself. I gotta believe those three words will stick with me forever. I gotta believe.

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6/24/18-7/5/18

Song of the day:  Apparently by J.Cole on of the first rap songs I heard while here in America and it stuck

What can I say? Busy. Busy. Busy. The majority of these past days have been been desicated to studying for my GRE's reading, and working. Making some time for family moments and gaming! My 2 weeks at my old job is finally up.  Good riddence! I am happy to say that I jabe started a new job and I am enjoying it thoroughly. It is retail bit a different aspect of it, It is a new experience for me but I am happy for the challenge! My time spent studying was mostly at home listening to music and watching CNN, on most days I hardly had time to go out which made me sad as I love being out, but it is hard when your day is consumed by work. On the off chance I did have time to go out. I went out with mi prima to Starbucks! Reading I have picked up a book @yumemita recommended to me her favorite in fact. Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami. Dios I am hooked on it. I am only 3 chapters in but I can't tell you the last time I read a book that had me so invested like this. I am upset that I have had to neglect reading for the past couple of days because how busy I was. If I wasn't reading I spent some time playing Fallout 4, I finished a playthrough and am starting a new one this time with mods! Otherwise, I spent the remainder of my time with mi familia hanging out at mi primas place or going out and also playing my guitar. On a side note as of this post. I am starting my gym routine again. I know more on my plate, but I have handled worse. I am excited to see the new experience of these next coming days both in my professional and personal life. I am proud of myself for completing everything on my to-do list despite how hectic it has been(Now if I could just post consistently) Standing strong always! never give up!

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Fallout Adventures!

These past couple of weeks during my break time. I took the opportunity to start a new playthrough of Fallout 4, this is my 5th playthrough, I have sided with each faction and done everything that needed to be done in the game, so why play it again? Well it is always nice to revisit a game you haven't played in a while and I cannot even begin to describe how much fun it was playing Fallout 4 once again. This playthrough I just finished my character was a Female Sole Survivor who sided with the Minuteman(I absolutely adore the Minuteman as a faction) and did all the DLC, My Sole Survivor was a VATS and Critical Hit oriented character my second one so far the difference between the two is the primary weapon I used, with my first VATS character I used the silenced Old Reliable the Lever Action from Far Harbor. This new playthrough I used a Six-Crank Laser Musket which I was fortunate enough to get with a legendary effect on it ehich was the Instigating Laser Musket which I renamed to "La Ultima Palabra" which is "The Last Word". The Laser Musket is my favortie weapon in the entire game and I use it as my primary sniper for most of my playthroughs(Over the Gauss Rifle even in end game content) and with that Legendary Effect on it, it made me apperciate the Laser Musket even more. I one shot just about every creature in the game I never had the chance to try it against a Fog Crawler however so I cannot claim it can one shot everything but it is certainly the most powerful weapon outside of a Fat Man. I highly recommend you grind for one yourself. Otherwise I had a blast replaying it again it is a shame that it is over, but I will try another playthrough again this time with mods installed, I know PS4 does not have a lot for mods but I will try them notheless. I look forward to my next adventure in Fallout! Sometimes it's nice to just sit down an play. I look forward to my next playthrough! 

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Tegucigalpa, Honduras | Fuad Azzad

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6/13-6/23/18 Song of the week another one from Honduras! Alo Mama by Guillermo Anderson

Dios where do I start? I have been away for so long due to my work schedule picking up again both jobs need me and for 6 days a week so those 2 jobs covered my Morning and Evening hours so I had only little time to spare these past couple of weeks for studying and reading(I have found a new job and in my two weeks at one of my others I am not happy working there and I feel stagnant working there and you should feel that way when doing anything time to move on! I am excited to see what experiences my next job will bring). I did plan out my weeks and made my schedule work for most days, but I admittedly had to cut a few things to make it work. I had to neglect reading and playing my guitar until my leisure day of the week. I had a lot of work to do and there are not enough hours in the day to do what I need. In my time studying I started a plan for dissertation. I will be actively updating it in the weeks to come I am excited to build it from the ground up! 

As for my leisure days I did take advantage of them to the fullest extent I played games(Overwatch, Fallout 4, Sims 4 and Destiny!) I really enjoyed playing Fallout 4 again. I do want to try it with mods eventually, but I will play one more vanilla playthrough then focus of modding my experience later. I do recommend you try Fallout 4 if you get the chance. I fires Destiny 1almost after a year and dios the amount of nostalgia when i heard the music on the main menu wow! It is not the same experience without friends playing however I did some strikes and PvP maybe I will see if I can set up a raid one of these days. Overwatch I played for a bit, but I am feeling burnt out with it so I will give it a break now and focus on it later. Sims 4 I tried to stream, but my internet was not having it so I played on my main save instead a little bit later on in the day. I did enjoy my time gaming but nothing I love more than reading. I continued to read What If?( I am almost done with it and I will read Norwegian Wood afterwards @yumemita) and In one of my leisure days. I had some music in the background while reading it was very peaceful and pleasant. I would love it to be just like that everyday. I finshed off both leisure days with playing my guitar. When I am writing and playing music I feel like I am having an out of body experience it makes me feel really good and happy I love you playing my guitar and I wish I did not to cut it back this week, but once my schedule sets it self again. I will be sure to play my guitar. I also did not have a lot of time to go out with my friends and family which does upset me but that is okay, I will make time soon!(I did manage to have time skype with mi hermano! He is doing good and he is also flying to Japan for work although he is going a few days ahesd of schedule to enjoy so free time there!) These days have been busy but I just need push through until tomorrow then I will have my next leisure day on Mon! I have all the details planned out and I intend to enjoy every second of it! 

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Don’t be a pussy

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“I didn’t say anything”

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Many adults are put off when youngsters pose scientific questions. Children ask why the sun is yellow, or what a dream is, or how deep you can dig a hole, or when is the world’s birthday, or why we have toes. Too many teachers and parents answer with irritation or ridicule, or quickly move on to something else. Why adults should pretend to omniscience before a five-year-old, I can’t for the life of me understand. What’s wrong with admitting that you don’t know? Children soon recognize that somehow this kind of question annoys many adults. A few more experiences like this, and another child has been lost to science. There are many better responses. If we have an idea of the answer, we could try to explain. If we don’t, we could go to the encyclopedia or the library. Or we might say to the child: “I don’t know the answer. Maybe no one knows. Maybe when you grow up, you’ll be the first to find out.

Carl Sagan (via nasa-official)

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Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded, because the elements - the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution and for life - weren’t created at the beginning of time. They were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars, and the only way for them to get into your body is if those stars were kind enough to explode…The stars died so that you could be here today.

Lawrence M. Krauss (via wordsnquotes)

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Mi hermano just mentioned Fma in a Skype call. Dios we loved this show :( I need to rewatch it soon.

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6/12/18

Oh wow this day was very busy, I began it with my first job followed by my second one they both went very well although I still feel indifferent to one of them, that is alright I have already applied to several waiting on a response and the I will hand in my notice. I have already ordered my new set of GRE book as I almost done with the one I have. I started my studying with anki a very helpful program that @xnafraxd mentioned to me it makes it a lot eaiser for me as I do not need to  hand write my flash cards anymore! Thank you again :) Soon after I finished I read more of What if? I am almost done with it! I recieved my copy of Haruki Murakami’s Norwegian Wood and I so look forward to reading it after what it. I will update you about my reading @xnafraxd I look forward to discussing every detail with you :) I then after reading began to refine my math a little more I have a new booklet for it so I look forward to diving into these problems and solving them!

My studying then ended there after I finished my math I headed home, made dinner(Pupusas), put on a facemask, played my guitar, listened to CNN and enjoyed relaxing feeling the breeze of my AC on this warm spring night. I am excited to have my leisure day tomorrow. I have it planned out and I look forward to it!