ckannibal
ckannibal
Ckannibal
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Writing my racing thoughts - she 18
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ckannibal · 11 days ago
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I’m going insane and these fucking cards aren’t helping I’m going to hurt myself and someone else if things don’t change soon.
Maybe I’ll try Buddhism next week then Islam after that, anything at this point.
Mr robot is such a good fucking show.
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ckannibal · 13 days ago
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Holy shit
I love and detest how deeply I’m able to feel music. Ive had this on repeat for about 20 minutes and I can’t stop crying.
Ggd 4eva
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ckannibal · 23 days ago
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Eating popcorn and crying is really a vibe.
Also listening to Russian rap I have no clue what these guys are saying but I like it
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ckannibal · 23 days ago
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What do you meant I can’t have what I want?
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ckannibal · 25 days ago
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I always turn to tumblr when I feel I’m about to spiral again. I fucking love this app
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ckannibal · 25 days ago
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I need to be brainwashed into thinking straight
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I never cared to watch this film, I had no interest in it, but since it was showing I thought why not.
The length people would go to have their needs met.
Anna didn’t deserve that.
He was taking advantage of her from the start, dumbass never listened and could not follow simple instructions only wanted to get his rapey dick wet. Obviously she couldn’t see that, she was desperate, who wouldn’t be with a life like that. Nobody loved her not even her mum, no social life no friends only colleagues. She took the only chance she had at ‘living’.
Yes her mother was a nut did she deserve to get molested by her daughter…no
I totally understand why she hurt herself instead of him in the end. The guilt of asking then receiving and fucking hating it. Realizing that momentary satisfaction will never fill that ‘void’ (If it was up to me I would’ve had her kill him on stage, blood eagle anyone?)
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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From the charity shops 02/07/25
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Also got a som shirt for £5 🙂‍↔️
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I’m so over being bored, feeling stagnant and having nothing to do. If my life doesn’t change for the better by the end of the year then I’m out. No point wasting away.
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I’m gonna read some nasty ass smut then gts
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I’m coo 🙂‍↔️
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I don’t think I’ve cried as I much as I did last night. I felt so scared for myself, mad at myself, my brain and the universe for wiring me this way.
I didn’t even try attempting because the balcony of my new place is too low and I didn’t have enough pills to overdose on. And I wanted to play fruit ninja but we had nothing in the new place but one singular fucking knife which was dull so yeah that failed.
It was so bad I even went on those anonymous texting sites just to find someone to talk to, but my data was cutting out every five fucking seconds and every time I did connect to someone it was just a horny guy wanting nudes lol.
It truly felt like I was being punished, I don’t know what for though.
I looked like this. (high key)
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I woke up today with a fat breakout too like seriously is life one big prank? I never want to feel like that again.
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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Distracting myself from suicide by rotting my brain with media and alcohol
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I wanna die
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I wanna try get antidepressants before I try any other drug, I don’t know if I can’t take this pain any longer. Each time I feel like I’m getting better it’s like my brain fucks me in the ass with no lube. Like what the hell. I do not want to live like this.
I’ve been crying again and I’m trying not to drink or sh.
I don’t even know if my gp will give me antidepressants.
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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I’m alive👽
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ckannibal · 2 months ago
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My eyes and lips are swollen it’s kinda cute. I look like a puffer fish.
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