#depressing shit

[jirai-girly]

Me at any minor inconvenience

[120daysofsodomm]

loneliness and emptiness

[lavenderlemonade03]

People like the other one I made a lot so here is :

The Moth Diet

Moths are more standoffish than Butterflies. Moth are easily distracted by the bright and shiny.

Why eat when you can play video games and drink sf energy drinks and soda.

RULES:

Keep a mostly liquid diet as well with this one but lean into the more savory side.

Drinks should be soda or energy drinks. Sf apple juice with cinnamon as a nice treat or a coffee with low fat milk and pie spice.

Soups should be warm in temp and color. No need to show off so much. People revel in our natural colors.

While the Butterflies munch on fruit, you as a moth should lean toward lower sugar and eat more veggies.

Baked oat muffins are wonderful for hitting protein and fiber goals if you find yourself wanting substance.

A moth should dress in neutral tones.

Be reserved and elegant. Show of your cute without drawing everyone's attention.

@honeysugarfree

[burned0utstar]

It hurts.

It hurts so much.

I need someone, anyone, to love me.

Being unlovable hurts.

It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.

To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.

It's to always wait for something.

[harukahik4r1]

feel the pain because you deserve it

[it's only temporary]

[poetrybydiya]

[daffodilq]

Roulette

There are days it consumes every fiber of my being

Then others it’s just a passing thought

But I think of it more often than not

It’s like playing Russian Roulette by myself

I can feel the cool metal end of the revolver

Pressed firmly under my chin

I can imagine the explosion being the last thing to meet my ears

It’s like every day is a blank clicking by

A sick relief

But my bad days

Those are like blank number five

All the anxiety and fear

Overwhelming my mind and soul

The shame enveloping my body

As I anticipate the final shot

The guilt encasing my heart

As I yearn for it

For all the emotion I cannot deal with

To just end

But then the next day comes

And I’m back to blank four

Just on the cusp of a bad day

But just enough away that life isn’t so miserable

It’s manageable

I thrive on blank four

I live for blank four

And as much as I sometimes want the shot

I hope I never make it there

- h.f.

[marsobrelagrimas]

[virginsuicidalgurl]

OH OKAYYYY????!!!!

[letsventstuff]

I assure you. If they want to, they would. Simple, clear, and precise as that.

[jirai-girly]

Hey guys (say it back or I'm never coming back)

[spy-peanuts]

I'm very desperate for my sxf interest back

..... let's just say....ppl suck....

And there's a few.

I just want someone to talk to about sxf.

Is it ok to like sxf?

Even though I lost a few friends, had a break down in public?

There's more to it but I'm not going into that.

[biblicallycorrectangelvenom]

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When I attempted to k*** myself*f in 2020 and after ingesting 45 sleeping pills and a liter and a 1/2 of vodka, something in me always loved the dramatic part of it and coming back

I came back so fucked up lmfao

[arseholism]

I’m not scared of my demons

What’s the worst they could do?

I’ve made friends with the monster inside me

So boo fucking hoo

We’re all a little bit broken, fucked up inside

We’re all bound by hope and destroyed by pride

I’m not scared of the darkness

I’m used to it by now

I’m not scared of being broken, or abject rejection

I’ve spent forever being unloved

This miserable experience, this existential dread

This fear of life ending is just like going to bed..

I’m not scared of tomorrow, the future is bleak

I’m not scared of being old, I’m not scared of being weak

I’ve shed inhibitions, I’ve shattered the dreams

I’ve dried up the tears, I’ve muffled the screams

So don’t try to get inside my head, you’ll end up all twisted and lost

Don’t you dare call my bluff when you don’t understand the cost

Sit down my darling, sip on your drink

Raise a toast to being here today, and let me live on the brink

[harukahik4r1]

is there even something wrong? or is it all just in my head?...

[happyherringbonkpickle]