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Please do

I had this little phase where I'd edit cats and dogs into sill clowns

The only reason why I stopped doing this is because I had no one to show them to util now so I might get back into this.

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nobody needs to know what gender you were assigned at birth. no more agab. nobody needs to know.

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my post about deaf children being neglected by hearing parents has like 20 entire people going “this too but about adhd”. adhd is one of the most commonly diagnosed disabilities on earth. most of these people don’t know a single deaf person. if I was talking about adhd I would’ve said so

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Bagel

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My goal and dream and deepest desire is for every black child and every black adult to know the safety and security and hope and love we all should have been offered from birth. And even if it came late to you, I hope you know that you are still worthy of it.

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Deaf people have double the suicide rate that hearing people do. If you're hearing, put that number in your head, really think about how high that is. This is especially true if you're queer and/or surrounded by people who have experienced suicidal ideation. Think about just how appalling that number is. Think about what double that number would be like in your community.

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on account of being multigender + fairly vocal about it i’ve been told “you helped me figure out / made me feel more comfortable in my gender identity” a number of times, which is both confusing and oddly touching. because i still happen to struggle a lot with feeling comfortable in my gender identity on a regular basis. like it brings me unfathomable joy that i was able to help you come to terms with yourself, i hope i can achieve that for myself too one day <3

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Would you like to pet me?

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More Berdly fanart please, his my favorite guy, and his nerd like me, we’re both nerds, also I want to doodle him as a zombie cowboy

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white homestuck fans will be like omg this panel of dave saying the n word was such a powerful metaphor for systemic transphobia

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One day P.M Seymour might make a clown themed video :0) called the “we having our own honking time”

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this is genuinely my reaction when someone calls me or my posts funny

i go YAYAYAYA HURRAY YAY

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i wish we didn’t have to worry about doxxing and could send our mutuals letters and cds and drawings and pressed flowers

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

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Are we allowed to draw this?

NEW HEADCANON smurfs lactate pure Coca-Cola syrup

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Some cool pictures of black goths 🦇

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