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Ants

NOT GOOD AT BLOGGING ****

When all the motivation has seeped through and you have attracted each drop to its last hydration, what is left?

When you have been fighting the reality for so long, the pointless obvious facts of how small your unnoticed life is, what is the point?

When you tried succumbing the strength to forget the truth, to ignore the pain, deny your worth because you will never be worthy, How will you keep fighting?

Will the walls of fear hold you down?

Will the doubt of the future lock you away?

Will the destructiveness of envy deny you the will to forgive?

The moments of your life you cannot share will be what is left.

To smile and learning to let go of what could have been is the point.

Standing tall and brave, you will keep fighting, because society cannot win.  

The walls of fear can hold you down, or you can break through the fear, and step out of your comfort zone.

If you constantly doubt the future you will be trapped in a world of “what if”

Forgiveness could be considered A key to happiness, 

Forgive the stranger that cut you off when you were running late to work, forgive yourself for not knowing or thinking before you act, forgive your family, it’s the first time they’ve gone through this too, they may not know how to react. Forgive your friends for not being real friends because in high school none of us knew what that meant. Forgive the life you never asked to live, but you were given. At the end of the day forgive the ignorance in bliss, forgive the “rank” your life gave you, forgive the realism it gave you.

Breath in the fresh air, indulge a guilty pleasure, love and lose, 

but don’t let go <3 

You can do it <3 

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The Dawn of Kay

Hello There ✋👀

New to Tumblr, New to blogging, vlogging, etc. 

I read an article not to long ago that informed me one of the most important things you can do for self awareness, growth and improvement is to WRITE IT ALL DOWN. 

After reading the article I realized writing it all down is a more common tool than I had known. Successful business owners and CEO’s use this method all of the world to track their success, failures and ideas. I decided I could benefit from this method on my voyage towards triumph.

So here I am, my name is Kaylee and I’m roughly 24 years old. I am just barely finding my passion and still deathly afraid that I could wake up one day and hate it. I recently enrolled at The Art Institute, working to obtain my Associates of Science in Baking and Pastries. Hoping to own a prosperous food truck one day. 

I thought I could share my more than likely boring journey about juggling school and everyday life in your mid 20′s. I’m sure someone is doing it better but hey here I am anyways hoping to rock it. 

My goal is to share my ventures while I struggle to maintain straight A’s, work and take care of my 7 year old fiance, (7 at heart). Periodically sharing recipes and video tutorials using the skills I am working to master.