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My mother finally passed this morning

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My mom has been in the hospital due to several strokes and wasn't getting better so ke and my siblings had to make the hard decision today so I'm having complicated feelings.

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Ahhhh nice walking into work with the subtle queerphobia

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Water Repair Help

So, I don't like to do this kind of thing but I don't really have a choice.

We're dealing with some brutal cold in my area and, unfortunately, my water has not managed to hold up to the test.

My water pump has cracked and will have to be completely replaced. So as it stands I am currently without access to water or the funds to get it repaired on my own.

I would greatly appreciate it if anyone can help:

PayPal

CashApp = $RayShippou

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Water Repair Help

So, I don't like to do this kind of thing but I don't really have a choice.

We're dealing with some brutal cold in my area and, unfortunately, my water has not managed to hold up to the test.

My water pump has cracked and will have to be completely replaced. So as it stands I am currently without access to water or the funds to get it repaired on my own.

I would greatly appreciate it if anyone can help:

PayPal

CashApp = $RayShippou

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One of the most frustrating things about being ADHD is the way hyperfixations and skill levels work.

So I, an ADHD person, will get obsessed with A Thing. I will research, I will practice. I'll check out library books, watch YouTube videos, seek out podcasts, all to learn everything I can about The Thing.

Thiat Thing is often a skill or hobby. Painting, writing, candlemaking, baking, mixology, tea blending.

But the thing with ADHD is that you'll be obsessed with it only to a certain skill level. Something where all the mystery is gone. It's not as fun once the learning part is over and it's just boring practice to get better.

Then abruptly, you'll lose interest and move to another fixation.

That skill level you've earned may be higher than your average person with a passing interest. But it's also lower than someone who specializes in said thing, who has put in those hard hours of practice and work.

So you start just forming this miscellaneous collection of things that you're good enough at to earn some praise, but still leave you feeling like you're just never *quite* good enough at anything because you can't just choose anything.

And you want to pick a Thing. To find Your Thing. The thing that fits, that you can finally excel at. But you just can't seem to.

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the most depressing part is that it's not even kamala's stance on genocide that is costing her the elections. i wish it were. it's people genuinely shifting for trump. but it's the pro-palestine movement that's going to get the blame for it.

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Having painful spasms in my upper back is not how I wanted to spend my night at work orz

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Supervisor is hell bent on blaming foreigners for America's problems

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I’ve started to say “I need time to process this.”

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i saw someone online commenting that their dad made them watch jean claude van damme's movies as a kid to make him straight but

I keep trying to find that comment cause it is so funny to me idk look at these scenes. there's more ass than man.

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people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

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I hate you gege akutami 😭

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Just saw Kendrick Lamar and Drake yaoi on Twitter so I guess that's where we are at