rocking forward and backward in the fetal position because I will never find half as much dopamine in real life as I do from my eldritch horror podcasts.
I just wish I could split myself into ten of me to do more shit in parallel but in practice it would probably amount to ten of me laying around with executive dysfunction same as my singular self.
I’ve always dealt with dizziness on standing. Its usually manageable, almost like a little vision shift, but sometimes its BAD. Like I’ve fallen into walls when I get out of bed in the morning or had my vision black out most of the way. I kinda thought that just like, happened to people? But I recently have had it brought to my attention that it maybe doesn’t?
I’ve never passed out, but I think I’ve gotten close. Like blacked out vision, weak knees, etc.
I can often feel my heart pounding against my chest and can almost always hear it or feel it somewhere in my body.
Is any of that normal person stuff? Or should I book an appointment with my doctor?
(If it helps I have a lot of thus far unexplained digestive issues, chronic fatigue, ADHD, and Autism)
Please know I’m just trying to figure out whats wring with me and not make any assumptions about POTS.
how did I forget to ask here for help???? anyway —
Please god don’t scroll.
There’s $1,780 needed for me to stay housed and 9 and a half days to get there. Funds are needed by September 30th at the latest.
To say I’m overwhelmed would be an understatement.
There’s been very little progress.. $10 today. I’m disabled and my body can’t do homelessness again. My health is barely starting to edge towards functional. The stress of losing everything… I’ll lose any of that. I don’t know, genuinely, if that’s something that will completely shut my body down. My body just does that now during intense stress after so much of it, it’s this involuntary stress response.
If I lose housing… I lose so much progress on health, I lose my home… I lose everything.
Please. I need to stay housed. please, help me stay housed. Anything helps. please reblog.
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Me: rest, take a break, relax, and don't do any sewing.
My ADHD: Muahahahahahaha! You are BORED and will not sit still until you are DOING something. You need something NEW. You need something FRESH. MAKE THE THING!
number one most heartbreaking part of having crippling adhd. u guys i hate to admit when the hyperfixations over. i still haven't officially changed it.
Hiiii I saw you wanted a req so your wish is my command💕 possibly some headcanons of ADHD reader x Matt?
matt sturniolo x ADHD!reader
(headcanons) <3
yeah!! omg thank you for a request I got very excited about it <3
I tried my best but pretty please keep in mind that I'm a beginner and it's my second work 🤍 also english is not my first language so be ready for a lot of mistakes!
- functioning with adhd and keeping with things might be hard so he helps you with keeping your routine (at least a little bit) so you can keep track of time and be more organized
- if you're understimulated- he lets you play with his rings or a fidget toy which he always have in his bag in case you need some extra stimulation
- when you yap away about your hyperfixations- he always listen to you patiently, he adores when you talk <3
- he know you have a tendency to forget about things so he stick little notes in visible places for you or gently reminds you of them (but not rushing you)
- stim with you sometimes!
- if you go to school/college etc. he always remember about reminding you of packing your books, making lunch, homeworks, etc
- if you live with him, he would create a sensory friendly space to study for you so you don't get too distracted by everything and can study at least a little easier
- if you tell him about something and you lost track where you finished- he reminds you because he listen and remember everything you say
- helps you a lot and understand your struggles
- buys you a lot of fidget toys
- if he don't know something about your ADHD, he makes a research so he can understand you better and help you the best he can
If you can chop vegetables right now but don't have brains for a lot of measuring and planning, here's an easy and absolutely delicious stir-up. It's the best when I'm tired, and it's so savoury and umami.
Get yourself carrots, celery, a bell pepper, onion, mushrooms, and tomatoes. Chop up as much as you want, following your heart. Fry in a bit of olive oil, high heat at first, then turning it down when you think it might be a good idea to do so.
(Putting the onions, celery, and carrots in first and chopping up the rest while they get a headstart seems to go well, but you do you. Do what your brainless head can handle.)
Finally, crush and chop some garlic and add in. Put in herbs of your choice and some soy sauce. I also like chopping up fresh green onions. But use what you have.
BUT IF YOU WANT IT TO BE AMAZING -
Put in the garlic and herbs, but instead of the soy sauce, chop some bacon and splash some red wine. It's beautiful, and homey, and though it's not a ratatouille it will make you feel like this guy: