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— josé olivarez // natalie diaz

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May 31st, 3:09am

so i’m 19 today

i feel like my whole life is tainted by expectation

the idea that i have these monumental milestones to reach all the time,

you know?

i’m standing with my toes edging over a cliffside

just waiting to jump into this new body i’ve been counting on my whole life

like, now that im 19 i’ll finally be

that tall, blonde haired, blue eyed model from the disney channel

or even sandra bullock,

i can live with being a brunette,

but just SOMETHING

and every year i wait for the push

for the cold water of change to finally grace my skin

and every year i learn the same lessons

over and over

i’m so tired of finding myself

the only thing i’ve ever wanted is to be beautiful and confident

and the only thing i’ve ever been is me

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i wish jotaro had time to grow as a person on screen, i wish kakyoin had a chance to have a personality, i wish they remembered to add him to the end of part three, i wish we got to follow polnareff after the crusaders split up, i wish we got to see jotaro grapple with PTSD

JOJOS HAS SO MUCH MISSED POTENTIAL

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i have such a love hate relationship with jojos because it COULD be really good (and in a lot of ways it IS very good) but more often than not, the writing falls completely on its face. i think it’s very clear that araki is just fucking,, WRITING sometimes. with no regard for how something is going to impact the plot or how it interacts with the established universe. it’s such a disservice to the wonderful universe and characters araki has brought to life.

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Scary guy... 💀

This is an unfinished doodle I did b4.

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when i was 15 i was completely obsessed with jjba like to an unhealthy degree and the only thing that kept me going was potentially being able to shift to the jjba verse and nuzzle my face into polnareffs giant tits and i think that explains a lot about me

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my buzz cut simon headcannon comes from the fact that i think longer hair would get so hot under his mask. it’d stick to his neck and ears and get all dirty with sweat

he’d probably go crazy when it grows out and begins to itch or stick out through the eye holes of his mask

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i like to think that simon has a really fucky ass buzz cut that he does himself every couple months

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AND ALSO ITS FUCKING UGLY

i am so anti nipple piercing ghost I HATE IT!! IT WOULD SNAG IN ACTIVE COMBAT

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i am so anti nipple piercing ghost I HATE IT!! IT WOULD SNAG IN ACTIVE COMBAT

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meanwhile in the highlands... 🐏🌾

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ghoap coded

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how would i even begin drawing a shrimpsona

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tired babysitter

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i saw a masc lesbian today that looked 15 some of yall NEED to upgrade your fashion sense

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nonbobinary

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nonbinary spongebob is real to me